1 00:05:46,620 --> 00:05:38,370 levi that's true 2 00:06:06,380 --> 00:05:51,430 [Music] 3 00:06:17,270 --> 00:06:06,390 i hope this audio is coming through good 4 00:06:24,790 --> 00:06:20,309 no it's cool man 5 00:06:29,110 --> 00:06:26,230 i mean i think you know it's just so 6 00:06:31,830 --> 00:06:29,120 cool um you know i meet people that are 7 00:06:32,629 --> 00:06:31,840 multi-talented and do different you know 8 00:06:34,390 --> 00:06:32,639 different things 9 00:06:36,230 --> 00:06:34,400 uh you know it's like it's like he could 10 00:06:37,350 --> 00:06:36,240 have just done you know 11 00:06:39,189 --> 00:06:37,360 i was thinking well i could have just 12 00:06:39,590 --> 00:06:39,199 done this one thing but you know i just 13 00:06:41,430 --> 00:06:39,600 have 14 00:06:43,189 --> 00:06:41,440 you know being multi-talented can be 15 00:06:46,309 --> 00:06:43,199 kind of a bit of a curse 16 00:06:47,510 --> 00:06:46,319 at least for me because 17 00:06:49,430 --> 00:06:47,520 you know like in the last project it 18 00:06:50,309 --> 00:06:49,440 took them way too much and i couldn't do 19 00:06:51,670 --> 00:06:50,319 that 20 00:06:53,430 --> 00:06:51,680 i mean i couldn't do it all but i was 21 00:06:57,430 --> 00:06:53,440 like 22 00:07:00,390 --> 00:06:57,440 army of creativity 23 00:07:01,990 --> 00:07:00,400 i do music videos and i build a studio 24 00:07:04,629 --> 00:07:02,000 in philadelphia 25 00:07:06,230 --> 00:07:04,639 and uh you know uh which i sold recently 26 00:07:08,309 --> 00:07:06,240 to move out of the city because 27 00:07:10,710 --> 00:07:08,319 it's turning into the apocalypse zone in 28 00:07:12,550 --> 00:07:10,720 philadelphia 29 00:07:13,909 --> 00:07:12,560 so uh yeah i've always been that guy 30 00:07:15,589 --> 00:07:13,919 that just i don't know 31 00:07:17,350 --> 00:07:15,599 even without money i just managed to 32 00:07:19,270 --> 00:07:17,360 learn how to do the things that 33 00:07:20,950 --> 00:07:19,280 i needed to do yeah but you're right 34 00:07:22,629 --> 00:07:20,960 although you were when you 35 00:07:24,150 --> 00:07:22,639 were with the band you were with the 36 00:07:26,230 --> 00:07:24,160 band for a while 37 00:07:27,990 --> 00:07:26,240 right yeah but it was really me doing 38 00:07:31,290 --> 00:07:28,000 everything and and the band was just for 39 00:07:41,430 --> 00:07:32,390 [Music] 40 00:07:46,950 --> 00:07:44,629 so do you still know these guys oh yeah 41 00:07:58,070 --> 00:07:46,960 still jam with them no i don't see them 42 00:07:59,189 --> 00:07:58,080 much anymore 43 00:08:01,430 --> 00:07:59,199 sorry i should have warned you there's 44 00:08:02,390 --> 00:08:01,440 curtains i love it i love it it's great 45 00:08:04,790 --> 00:08:02,400 man i love it 46 00:08:06,230 --> 00:08:04,800 it's it's really cool absolutely i've 47 00:08:07,749 --> 00:08:06,240 been i've been the same way you know for 48 00:08:10,550 --> 00:08:07,759 me it's like 49 00:08:12,070 --> 00:08:10,560 uh it's just working with people i don't 50 00:08:16,230 --> 00:08:12,080 know you know i just 51 00:08:18,230 --> 00:08:16,240 yeah that's why i prefer computers 52 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:18,240 it's so much easier like with zen song 53 00:08:21,430 --> 00:08:19,759 you know it's so much easier just to do 54 00:08:22,390 --> 00:08:21,440 my thing and then i'm satisfied you know 55 00:08:24,629 --> 00:08:22,400 versus 56 00:08:26,150 --> 00:08:24,639 uh you know it just can get really 57 00:08:26,469 --> 00:08:26,160 complicated i don't know how people pull 58 00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:26,479 it off 59 00:08:29,830 --> 00:08:28,560 when i was younger when i was younger it 60 00:08:31,189 --> 00:08:29,840 was easier but 61 00:08:33,509 --> 00:08:31,199 you know when you're younger you have 62 00:08:35,190 --> 00:08:33,519 more friends too and you and you 63 00:08:37,190 --> 00:08:35,200 and you hang out and you have all this 64 00:08:38,230 --> 00:08:37,200 time to do things with your friends when 65 00:08:41,190 --> 00:08:38,240 you get older and 66 00:08:42,070 --> 00:08:41,200 kids and wives and houses and 67 00:08:43,990 --> 00:08:42,080 responsibilities 68 00:08:46,389 --> 00:08:44,000 you just don't have time and you know as 69 00:08:48,310 --> 00:08:46,399 well as i do so many musicians are like 70 00:08:51,030 --> 00:08:48,320 you need to babysit them or 71 00:08:52,310 --> 00:08:51,040 or constantly be helping them out 72 00:08:53,910 --> 00:08:52,320 because they're a mess 73 00:08:55,750 --> 00:08:53,920 and i just you don't have time after a 74 00:08:57,829 --> 00:08:55,760 while well like you know for me i also 75 00:08:59,430 --> 00:08:57,839 got down to what is my music it's my 76 00:09:00,710 --> 00:08:59,440 craft it's my art it's like being a 77 00:09:01,430 --> 00:09:00,720 painter and when you're painting you 78 00:09:03,110 --> 00:09:01,440 don't have like 79 00:09:04,710 --> 00:09:03,120 five other people painting your picture 80 00:09:06,470 --> 00:09:04,720 you know and you're right as you get 81 00:09:09,110 --> 00:09:06,480 older it gets easier but i'm just happy 82 00:09:10,790 --> 00:09:09,120 to craft it you know like with zen song 83 00:09:13,430 --> 00:09:10,800 hardly anybody's heard it but you know i 84 00:09:15,110 --> 00:09:13,440 like it and i'm satisfied as an artist 85 00:09:16,710 --> 00:09:15,120 you know i mean i'm really i mean to 86 00:09:18,630 --> 00:09:16,720 have really achieved artistic 87 00:09:20,230 --> 00:09:18,640 satisfaction to me i was just such a 88 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:20,240 deep breath i was like 89 00:09:26,150 --> 00:09:23,440 wow that's that's it that's how wow 90 00:09:27,509 --> 00:09:26,160 wow yeah yeah i mean for me the journey 91 00:09:29,269 --> 00:09:27,519 in learning how to do this stuff 92 00:09:31,910 --> 00:09:29,279 especially learning like production and 93 00:09:32,870 --> 00:09:31,920 recording and over dubbing and harmonies 94 00:09:35,590 --> 00:09:32,880 and how right 95 00:09:36,070 --> 00:09:35,600 layer instruments i'm always sad that 96 00:09:37,509 --> 00:09:36,080 you know 97 00:09:39,430 --> 00:09:37,519 like i'm sure there's always new things 98 00:09:41,509 --> 00:09:39,440 that you can learn but the major stuff 99 00:09:43,110 --> 00:09:41,519 you know i got a lot of it figured out 100 00:09:46,150 --> 00:09:43,120 and then it just becomes 101 00:09:48,550 --> 00:09:46,160 sometimes just uh do it better 102 00:09:50,070 --> 00:09:48,560 and isn't creativity it's about you know 103 00:09:51,590 --> 00:09:50,080 what i mean it's about absolutely 104 00:09:54,070 --> 00:09:51,600 jam it's like yeah i'm sorry for the 105 00:09:56,790 --> 00:09:54,080 technical issues i totally forgot that 106 00:09:57,910 --> 00:09:56,800 if i would play your stream it has to 107 00:10:00,070 --> 00:09:57,920 have the volume up 108 00:10:01,910 --> 00:10:00,080 to play on mine so but we're i just 109 00:10:05,110 --> 00:10:01,920 checked in with mine 110 00:10:06,310 --> 00:10:05,120 cool like we're good so 111 00:10:08,310 --> 00:10:06,320 what do you want to talk about man 112 00:10:10,230 --> 00:10:08,320 what's on your mind what's going on 113 00:10:12,310 --> 00:10:10,240 well you know did you know that people 114 00:10:12,949 --> 00:10:12,320 are kind of angry that i'm even talking 115 00:10:15,430 --> 00:10:12,959 to you 116 00:10:17,350 --> 00:10:15,440 i'm sure a few people you're bad drama 117 00:10:18,389 --> 00:10:17,360 rama but but here's the thing and let's 118 00:10:21,829 --> 00:10:18,399 get that 119 00:10:23,030 --> 00:10:21,839 i want to offer an analogy yeah let's 120 00:10:25,350 --> 00:10:23,040 let's talk about the elephant in the 121 00:10:26,310 --> 00:10:25,360 room so for those that don't know from 122 00:10:28,870 --> 00:10:26,320 my channel 123 00:10:29,590 --> 00:10:28,880 you know a lot of people that listen to 124 00:10:32,150 --> 00:10:29,600 my show 125 00:10:33,350 --> 00:10:32,160 also would listen to sense some time ago 126 00:10:35,430 --> 00:10:33,360 and then zen was having 127 00:10:36,949 --> 00:10:35,440 i don't want to i don't want to tell you 128 00:10:37,990 --> 00:10:36,959 could tell that part of story but zen 129 00:10:40,550 --> 00:10:38,000 had a tough time 130 00:10:41,829 --> 00:10:40,560 and he was said some things to audience 131 00:10:44,630 --> 00:10:41,839 members 132 00:10:45,990 --> 00:10:44,640 and the audience really reacted badly 133 00:10:48,310 --> 00:10:46,000 and everybody got pissed off 134 00:10:49,990 --> 00:10:48,320 at him and then and then i want to 135 00:10:52,310 --> 00:10:50,000 apologize because 136 00:10:53,670 --> 00:10:52,320 i should have you know as a fellow 137 00:10:55,750 --> 00:10:53,680 creative person and 138 00:10:56,949 --> 00:10:55,760 sometimes friend right is to i should 139 00:10:58,790 --> 00:10:56,959 have reached out to you and said hey 140 00:11:00,310 --> 00:10:58,800 what's going on are you okay 141 00:11:02,870 --> 00:11:00,320 and i didn't really do that and number 142 00:11:04,870 --> 00:11:02,880 two i made it a joke on my show 143 00:11:06,710 --> 00:11:04,880 and people were laughing like yeah i 144 00:11:09,030 --> 00:11:06,720 would say you leeches 145 00:11:10,069 --> 00:11:09,040 shut up and donate you leeches like give 146 00:11:11,670 --> 00:11:10,079 me some money 147 00:11:23,990 --> 00:11:11,680 it was one of the dumbest things i ever 148 00:11:28,470 --> 00:11:26,470 and understands why people were upset 149 00:11:30,150 --> 00:11:28,480 and i believe that all people deserve a 150 00:11:31,910 --> 00:11:30,160 road to redemption we all do 151 00:11:34,389 --> 00:11:31,920 things that we're not proud of we all 152 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:34,399 make mistakes or we 153 00:11:39,030 --> 00:11:37,040 misjudge the situation or overreact i'm 154 00:11:40,150 --> 00:11:39,040 big on overreacting you know what i mean 155 00:11:42,150 --> 00:11:40,160 like somebody will 156 00:11:44,550 --> 00:11:42,160 say something that i consider a slight 157 00:11:45,110 --> 00:11:44,560 against me and i overreact or whatever 158 00:11:47,190 --> 00:11:45,120 but 159 00:11:49,110 --> 00:11:47,200 it's been a it's been a while and like i 160 00:11:50,790 --> 00:11:49,120 think it's okay to forgive a guy that 161 00:11:51,990 --> 00:11:50,800 made a mistake or said something he 162 00:11:53,670 --> 00:11:52,000 shouldn't have or maybe 163 00:11:55,110 --> 00:11:53,680 and it's no we don't know what was going 164 00:11:56,870 --> 00:11:55,120 on like you were under yeah 165 00:11:58,710 --> 00:11:56,880 we talked a little bit about this off 166 00:11:59,430 --> 00:11:58,720 there you were under a lot of stress at 167 00:12:01,910 --> 00:11:59,440 the time 168 00:12:03,430 --> 00:12:01,920 yeah right yeah yeah so you're under a 169 00:12:04,949 --> 00:12:03,440 lot of stress somebody says something in 170 00:12:07,350 --> 00:12:04,959 the live chat and i get it too 171 00:12:09,190 --> 00:12:07,360 my favorite are the audio files i got 172 00:12:12,550 --> 00:12:09,200 four different microphones 173 00:12:15,509 --> 00:12:12,560 right all very high quality if if i 174 00:12:16,069 --> 00:12:15,519 use this one i get comments that your 175 00:12:19,269 --> 00:12:16,079 your 176 00:12:21,190 --> 00:12:19,279 enough or whatever 177 00:12:22,710 --> 00:12:21,200 you know the audio and i get pissed off 178 00:12:24,389 --> 00:12:22,720 after a while like what do you know 179 00:12:27,110 --> 00:12:24,399 well when you're one person and you've 180 00:12:28,870 --> 00:12:27,120 got like we have a similar situation 181 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:28,880 you're always gonna mess up you know i 182 00:12:32,310 --> 00:12:30,160 mean i for me i don't feel like it's 183 00:12:35,750 --> 00:12:32,320 redemption and it's okay if people 184 00:12:37,030 --> 00:12:35,760 i honestly don't feel like you know 185 00:12:39,430 --> 00:12:37,040 well somebody said they were gonna 186 00:12:42,069 --> 00:12:39,440 reflect deflect responsibility 187 00:12:43,910 --> 00:12:42,079 in my opinion no so so what i want to 188 00:12:46,230 --> 00:12:43,920 say is you you understand 189 00:12:48,870 --> 00:12:46,240 why you angered these people absolutely 190 00:12:52,150 --> 00:12:48,880 you you know that what you did was wrong 191 00:12:53,190 --> 00:12:52,160 right well here's the thing i could have 192 00:12:54,310 --> 00:12:53,200 handled it different 193 00:12:55,670 --> 00:12:54,320 listen i could have handled it 194 00:12:56,949 --> 00:12:55,680 differently that's all i'm saying like i 195 00:12:58,230 --> 00:12:56,959 don't really get into a guilt trip 196 00:13:00,150 --> 00:12:58,240 because i was 197 00:13:01,670 --> 00:13:00,160 you know there was just so much going on 198 00:13:03,269 --> 00:13:01,680 and this was really the first 199 00:13:04,870 --> 00:13:03,279 aspect of unspirituality was really in a 200 00:13:06,710 --> 00:13:04,880 way for me to just break all the rules 201 00:13:08,069 --> 00:13:06,720 and make all the mistakes i could i knew 202 00:13:09,829 --> 00:13:08,079 i was going to reboot it 203 00:13:11,590 --> 00:13:09,839 i knew what i was doing wasn't going to 204 00:13:12,870 --> 00:13:11,600 be long stream i was like mr left-hand 205 00:13:13,350 --> 00:13:12,880 pass and all this stuff you know and i 206 00:13:15,350 --> 00:13:13,360 mean 207 00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:15,360 i did it for a lot there's just so much 208 00:13:23,030 --> 00:13:18,240 to that story i can't even begin 209 00:13:26,230 --> 00:13:25,190 how this runaway train made it very 210 00:13:29,350 --> 00:13:26,240 difficult for me 211 00:13:31,509 --> 00:13:29,360 to ride my bike sanely and i was 212 00:13:33,269 --> 00:13:31,519 reacting when i didn't react 213 00:13:34,629 --> 00:13:33,279 and i and i and had i done it different 214 00:13:35,750 --> 00:13:34,639 i could have you know had i 215 00:13:37,670 --> 00:13:35,760 gone back i would have done it 216 00:13:39,750 --> 00:13:37,680 differently but but 217 00:13:40,790 --> 00:13:39,760 but the point was is i realized even 218 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:40,800 before 219 00:13:44,470 --> 00:13:43,040 that whole thing happened i was already 220 00:13:46,710 --> 00:13:44,480 getting i was like yes 221 00:13:48,310 --> 00:13:46,720 i need to reboot this thing i just there 222 00:13:49,430 --> 00:13:48,320 were too many things in it that i just 223 00:13:52,949 --> 00:13:49,440 wasn't happy with 224 00:13:54,790 --> 00:13:52,959 but after um you know and again i own it 225 00:13:56,790 --> 00:13:54,800 i mean and i said it many times 226 00:13:57,829 --> 00:13:56,800 after it happened i said hey you know i 227 00:13:58,629 --> 00:13:57,839 could have handled that differently but 228 00:14:00,790 --> 00:13:58,639 i was also 229 00:14:02,470 --> 00:14:00,800 still you know my attitude when you're 230 00:14:03,910 --> 00:14:02,480 fighting you know you're fighting all 231 00:14:05,189 --> 00:14:03,920 these people out there 232 00:14:06,710 --> 00:14:05,199 and then you know it's just to get in 233 00:14:08,150 --> 00:14:06,720 that mode where you're just like 234 00:14:09,350 --> 00:14:08,160 fighting you know and it's like someone 235 00:14:11,350 --> 00:14:09,360 will say something like what 236 00:14:12,949 --> 00:14:11,360 now i don't even have the issue anymore 237 00:14:13,590 --> 00:14:12,959 i mean i don't have the issue people can 238 00:14:15,189 --> 00:14:13,600 say but 239 00:14:17,269 --> 00:14:15,199 it doesn't bother me but that was the 240 00:14:19,350 --> 00:14:17,279 point that was what i wanted to do 241 00:14:21,509 --> 00:14:19,360 that's why i was watching all responding 242 00:14:24,949 --> 00:14:21,519 to all the common threads because 243 00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:24,959 i knew the way my life works is i'll go 244 00:14:29,030 --> 00:14:26,000 into a lesson 245 00:14:30,629 --> 00:14:29,040 hard and long and fast to own it and i 246 00:14:32,069 --> 00:14:30,639 knew it was crazy that i was responding 247 00:14:33,750 --> 00:14:32,079 to everybody's comments i knew it was 248 00:14:35,509 --> 00:14:33,760 crazy but i knew it was pissing me off 249 00:14:37,750 --> 00:14:35,519 and i knew i was reacting 250 00:14:40,150 --> 00:14:37,760 okay i've got to get in this and so what 251 00:14:42,230 --> 00:14:40,160 i do is i get in it deeper 252 00:14:43,910 --> 00:14:42,240 and until i just completely stretch the 253 00:14:44,790 --> 00:14:43,920 thing out and understand every little 254 00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:44,800 bit of it 255 00:14:47,829 --> 00:14:47,040 by the time i got to where that whole 256 00:14:51,189 --> 00:14:47,839 thing blew up 257 00:14:53,509 --> 00:14:51,199 i was already just i was spent you know 258 00:14:54,389 --> 00:14:53,519 there was just so much people that don't 259 00:14:56,230 --> 00:14:54,399 understand is that 260 00:14:57,590 --> 00:14:56,240 sometimes somebody's trying to do this 261 00:14:59,430 --> 00:14:57,600 creative thing 262 00:15:01,350 --> 00:14:59,440 and there's a lot of financial pressure 263 00:15:04,069 --> 00:15:01,360 on you because i know for me 264 00:15:05,110 --> 00:15:04,079 like i spend tons of time and hours and 265 00:15:08,550 --> 00:15:05,120 hours on this 266 00:15:10,470 --> 00:15:08,560 new show that i'm doing and and uh 267 00:15:12,150 --> 00:15:10,480 if i wasn't doing that i'd be making a 268 00:15:13,590 --> 00:15:12,160 lot more money because i could do 269 00:15:15,189 --> 00:15:13,600 other things that are certainly more 270 00:15:16,949 --> 00:15:15,199 profitable so 271 00:15:18,629 --> 00:15:16,959 you know when you think about that and 272 00:15:20,470 --> 00:15:18,639 the fact that you're working so hard on 273 00:15:22,629 --> 00:15:20,480 something creative and then somebody 274 00:15:24,550 --> 00:15:22,639 comes in and they're complaining or 275 00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:24,560 whatever you get kind of mad you're like 276 00:15:27,110 --> 00:15:25,760 i'm giving you a friend but that and 277 00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:27,120 that was yeah but that was the point 278 00:15:30,790 --> 00:15:28,720 that was the point of the mistakes 279 00:15:32,870 --> 00:15:30,800 like i look back like now i'm doing it 280 00:15:35,110 --> 00:15:32,880 right yeah and some of the people 281 00:15:35,990 --> 00:15:35,120 like i blocked one guy and i'm not gonna 282 00:15:39,189 --> 00:15:36,000 mention his name 283 00:15:41,030 --> 00:15:39,199 but i blocked one guy who he gives me 284 00:15:42,550 --> 00:15:41,040 i'm not kidding you he would give me a 285 00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:42,560 two-page critique 286 00:15:47,110 --> 00:15:45,519 in email of every single show i did 287 00:15:48,629 --> 00:15:47,120 nitpicking little stuff 288 00:15:50,150 --> 00:15:48,639 like right you should have you should 289 00:15:51,110 --> 00:15:50,160 have talked more about this you should 290 00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:51,120 have shared this 291 00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:54,480 two pages every show he never gave me a 292 00:15:57,749 --> 00:15:56,480 dollar he never gave me a dollar 293 00:15:59,269 --> 00:15:57,759 let's see the point is the thing i 294 00:16:01,030 --> 00:15:59,279 learned it's the same kind of thing i 295 00:16:02,870 --> 00:16:01,040 emailed but i did it privately 296 00:16:04,069 --> 00:16:02,880 although i'm like i understand i'm 297 00:16:04,790 --> 00:16:04,079 giving you hundreds of hours of 298 00:16:06,870 --> 00:16:04,800 entertainment 299 00:16:08,629 --> 00:16:06,880 go sign up for my patreon for a dollar 300 00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:08,639 i'm not listening to any more of this 301 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:10,880 unless you sign up for patreon let's see 302 00:16:14,629 --> 00:16:13,440 stephen that was the whole point of that 303 00:16:16,470 --> 00:16:14,639 i wasn't looking at the channel 304 00:16:17,350 --> 00:16:16,480 professionally in the sense of data 305 00:16:22,310 --> 00:16:17,360 driven 306 00:16:24,470 --> 00:16:22,320 channel i got involved in a crowd 307 00:16:26,389 --> 00:16:24,480 nothing wrong listen so many of them 308 00:16:27,749 --> 00:16:26,399 have have have come to this channel i i 309 00:16:28,710 --> 00:16:27,759 got really you know connected with 310 00:16:30,710 --> 00:16:28,720 everybody 311 00:16:33,110 --> 00:16:30,720 and then i found it getting i was 312 00:16:33,590 --> 00:16:33,120 getting really involved you know what i 313 00:16:35,110 --> 00:16:33,600 mean 314 00:16:36,230 --> 00:16:35,120 and then i started getting a little bit 315 00:16:37,189 --> 00:16:36,240 bitter which you know what i mean that's 316 00:16:39,670 --> 00:16:37,199 just not i mean 317 00:16:40,790 --> 00:16:39,680 if there's one regret i have made is i 318 00:16:43,509 --> 00:16:40,800 mean that'll say like 319 00:16:44,470 --> 00:16:43,519 yeah you guys should be donating to me 320 00:16:47,269 --> 00:16:44,480 it's like 321 00:16:48,629 --> 00:16:47,279 okay that one that one i understand 322 00:16:50,150 --> 00:16:48,639 because of the situation i just 323 00:16:50,870 --> 00:16:50,160 described to you like i'm getting all 324 00:16:52,870 --> 00:16:50,880 this flak 325 00:16:54,790 --> 00:16:52,880 from this guy and i'm like you obviously 326 00:16:56,550 --> 00:16:54,800 like to show you've watched hundreds and 327 00:16:57,910 --> 00:16:56,560 hundreds of hours listen to hundreds and 328 00:16:59,990 --> 00:16:57,920 hundreds of hours 329 00:17:01,350 --> 00:17:00,000 you know give me a oh uh he was 330 00:17:02,870 --> 00:17:01,360 complaining he was one of the people 331 00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:02,880 complaining about the mic quality so i 332 00:17:05,110 --> 00:17:03,199 said 333 00:17:06,710 --> 00:17:05,120 give me a dollar give me just give me a 334 00:17:09,270 --> 00:17:06,720 dollar i'll buy a better mic 335 00:17:10,949 --> 00:17:09,280 like you know yeah and it grains on you 336 00:17:12,309 --> 00:17:10,959 and then they're working so hard for so 337 00:17:14,069 --> 00:17:12,319 little money i make a joke 338 00:17:15,350 --> 00:17:14,079 and it's not anybody else that you're 339 00:17:16,829 --> 00:17:15,360 working that hard what's that 340 00:17:18,710 --> 00:17:16,839 because you're stupid enough to pursue 341 00:17:20,309 --> 00:17:18,720 this well you know but that's why i say 342 00:17:21,510 --> 00:17:20,319 if it's data driven and you're looking 343 00:17:22,470 --> 00:17:21,520 at what you're doing professionally i 344 00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:22,480 just didn't look at i 345 00:17:26,470 --> 00:17:24,720 stumbled into my into my youtube channel 346 00:17:27,909 --> 00:17:26,480 so i didn't have it like i have it now 347 00:17:29,190 --> 00:17:27,919 like it's all really dialed like i 348 00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:29,200 understand what i'm doing now i 349 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:30,160 understand the whole 350 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:32,160 interaction with comments and that thing 351 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:34,320 you know but i didn't get it and it just 352 00:17:39,110 --> 00:17:37,200 and plus you know i i was getting you 353 00:17:39,590 --> 00:17:39,120 know really i mean got it a lot of cocky 354 00:17:41,990 --> 00:17:39,600 and 355 00:17:42,710 --> 00:17:42,000 you know you know it just got crazy you 356 00:17:44,870 --> 00:17:42,720 know so 357 00:17:46,549 --> 00:17:44,880 i knew the way my attitude was i knew 358 00:17:47,909 --> 00:17:46,559 okay it's going to get a point where zen 359 00:17:49,350 --> 00:17:47,919 you're going to have to really 360 00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:49,360 you're going to have to and this is the 361 00:17:51,990 --> 00:17:50,480 way i've done it in my life you got to 362 00:17:54,470 --> 00:17:52,000 destroy 363 00:17:55,990 --> 00:17:54,480 what you've developed and learned and 364 00:17:56,470 --> 00:17:56,000 then you've got to rebuild it having 365 00:17:58,230 --> 00:17:56,480 really 366 00:17:59,750 --> 00:17:58,240 you know and so you learn and you grow 367 00:18:01,750 --> 00:17:59,760 that's it but listen i 368 00:18:03,190 --> 00:18:01,760 you know i did a number of videos with 369 00:18:06,710 --> 00:18:03,200 with the people that were mad at me 370 00:18:08,150 --> 00:18:06,720 and they were mad for their reasons and 371 00:18:10,150 --> 00:18:08,160 look they have a right to i just 372 00:18:11,669 --> 00:18:10,160 i couldn't i couldn't continue to 373 00:18:13,350 --> 00:18:11,679 participate in and i had to move on but 374 00:18:16,390 --> 00:18:13,360 i did make my apologies 375 00:18:20,310 --> 00:18:16,400 and uh again um you know 376 00:18:22,070 --> 00:18:20,320 uh there were so many people i was 377 00:18:22,950 --> 00:18:22,080 having to argue with on so many levels 378 00:18:25,510 --> 00:18:22,960 which the 379 00:18:25,990 --> 00:18:25,520 the group was supporting me on but when 380 00:18:32,630 --> 00:18:26,000 i 381 00:18:35,590 --> 00:18:32,640 and uh yeah everybody 382 00:18:36,789 --> 00:18:35,600 was excited yeah yeah and i was slapping 383 00:18:37,830 --> 00:18:36,799 back but again i was 384 00:18:39,590 --> 00:18:37,840 you know i didn't know when you go to 385 00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:39,600 youtube you know i had no idea i was 386 00:18:42,310 --> 00:18:40,880 gonna get involved in this very 387 00:18:44,710 --> 00:18:42,320 close-knit group 388 00:18:46,470 --> 00:18:44,720 and then i think it can kind of just 389 00:18:47,830 --> 00:18:46,480 steer you away from what the point of a 390 00:18:49,909 --> 00:18:47,840 youtube channel is 391 00:18:51,270 --> 00:18:49,919 you know you're professional you offer 392 00:18:54,230 --> 00:18:51,280 content you don't 393 00:18:55,750 --> 00:18:54,240 say stupid things like you know donate 394 00:18:57,270 --> 00:18:55,760 to me and things like that you know but 395 00:18:59,590 --> 00:18:57,280 i think overseas by the way 396 00:19:02,470 --> 00:18:59,600 don't i just want to say don't anybody 397 00:19:05,190 --> 00:19:02,480 donate kazan do not do that i'm okay 398 00:19:05,669 --> 00:19:05,200 i finally got my super chats on so you 399 00:19:08,549 --> 00:19:05,679 people 400 00:19:09,990 --> 00:19:08,559 should donate to me donate to stephen 401 00:19:12,150 --> 00:19:10,000 but you know it's 700 402 00:19:13,830 --> 00:19:12,160 videos stephen i mean i i think i did 403 00:19:16,630 --> 00:19:13,840 overall yeah so 404 00:19:18,710 --> 00:19:16,640 one percent you make you make a couple 405 00:19:21,830 --> 00:19:18,720 mistakes but see i think that my 406 00:19:23,590 --> 00:19:21,840 attitude over a period of time was so in 407 00:19:26,470 --> 00:19:23,600 your face that i think that 408 00:19:28,230 --> 00:19:26,480 some people were getting getting kind of 409 00:19:31,190 --> 00:19:28,240 you know uh 410 00:19:32,470 --> 00:19:31,200 jabbed you know here and there and and 411 00:19:33,350 --> 00:19:32,480 then i think that it kind of built yeah 412 00:19:35,110 --> 00:19:33,360 and you know what i 413 00:19:36,950 --> 00:19:35,120 i have this thing i have the same kind 414 00:19:38,710 --> 00:19:36,960 of stuff going on with me because 415 00:19:40,710 --> 00:19:38,720 you get this you you did the same kind 416 00:19:41,350 --> 00:19:40,720 of stuff you and i were doing similar 417 00:19:43,830 --> 00:19:41,360 stuff like 418 00:19:45,750 --> 00:19:43,840 attacking the fraudsters and then you 419 00:19:47,430 --> 00:19:45,760 know the new agers and all 420 00:19:50,070 --> 00:19:47,440 consider that you're some kind of you 421 00:19:52,150 --> 00:19:50,080 know nasty person because you don't 422 00:19:54,390 --> 00:19:52,160 believe this or that or you know 423 00:19:55,750 --> 00:19:54,400 yeah yeah yeah but then then there's 424 00:19:57,270 --> 00:19:55,760 some people again a lot of people on the 425 00:19:58,950 --> 00:19:57,280 threads that come out of nowhere 426 00:20:00,470 --> 00:19:58,960 you know and again i think when you're 427 00:20:01,430 --> 00:20:00,480 when you when you engage them then you 428 00:20:03,669 --> 00:20:01,440 get sucked into it 429 00:20:05,110 --> 00:20:03,679 and then that's just and i just i 430 00:20:06,950 --> 00:20:05,120 learned the lesson it just went 431 00:20:08,470 --> 00:20:06,960 poof and i rebooted and i was just like 432 00:20:10,950 --> 00:20:08,480 it doesn't bother me now i'm just like 433 00:20:12,390 --> 00:20:10,960 you know okay i get it whatever you have 434 00:20:14,230 --> 00:20:12,400 your you have your 435 00:20:15,909 --> 00:20:14,240 what i said is that i truly believe that 436 00:20:17,430 --> 00:20:15,919 everybody deserves a road to redemption 437 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:17,440 and if you made a mistake 438 00:20:20,549 --> 00:20:18,640 you know people should forgive you and 439 00:20:21,190 --> 00:20:20,559 move on if you're willing to apologize 440 00:20:23,029 --> 00:20:21,200 and say 441 00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:23,039 hey i learned my lesson here's what i 442 00:20:25,750 --> 00:20:24,720 did wrong i was under a lot of stress or 443 00:20:28,149 --> 00:20:25,760 whatever you know 444 00:20:29,590 --> 00:20:28,159 whatever yeah you know but it's not you 445 00:20:30,789 --> 00:20:29,600 know but i don't require you know i mean 446 00:20:31,909 --> 00:20:30,799 like i like i just you 447 00:20:33,029 --> 00:20:31,919 people need to be true to yourself do 448 00:20:34,070 --> 00:20:33,039 your thing whatever you know i did my 449 00:20:36,470 --> 00:20:34,080 thing you do your thing 450 00:20:38,390 --> 00:20:36,480 and i honestly i i i don't feel 451 00:20:40,470 --> 00:20:38,400 redemption in the sense that i want 452 00:20:42,950 --> 00:20:40,480 that i need that or want that i i feel 453 00:20:44,950 --> 00:20:42,960 like it's important to explain it 454 00:20:56,070 --> 00:20:44,960 and if you understand it you understand 455 00:21:00,149 --> 00:20:58,470 because someday somebody's gonna say the 456 00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:00,159 wrong thing to me 457 00:21:03,270 --> 00:21:02,720 and i'm gonna make what you did look 458 00:21:06,310 --> 00:21:03,280 like 459 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:06,320 nothing okay i am gone 460 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:08,640 let's hope not and it's okay listen like 461 00:21:11,669 --> 00:21:10,320 my my worst critics 462 00:21:13,430 --> 00:21:11,679 i got to a point that's why i didn't 463 00:21:14,630 --> 00:21:13,440 really engage it because i had engaged 464 00:21:16,230 --> 00:21:14,640 so much you know 465 00:21:17,430 --> 00:21:16,240 and when it really came down to it i 466 00:21:17,990 --> 00:21:17,440 just let it go it was like it's all 467 00:21:19,590 --> 00:21:18,000 right man 468 00:21:22,070 --> 00:21:19,600 i get it you're pissed it's fine you 469 00:21:25,430 --> 00:21:22,080 know there's nothing we can do about it 470 00:21:28,390 --> 00:21:25,440 yeah by the way my first 471 00:21:29,270 --> 00:21:28,400 cigar listen folks i'm not a smoker or a 472 00:21:30,630 --> 00:21:29,280 drinker guy 473 00:21:32,390 --> 00:21:30,640 every now and then i do but just to let 474 00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:32,400 you know this will be the first time 475 00:21:34,870 --> 00:21:33,679 just for shits and giggles because we're 476 00:21:38,070 --> 00:21:34,880 doing a joe rogan thing 477 00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:38,080 tonight this will be the first cigar 478 00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:41,440 i have lit in my office well i don't 479 00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:42,960 have any cigars but i have plenty of 480 00:21:48,710 --> 00:21:44,880 cigarettes and other smokables 481 00:21:50,789 --> 00:21:48,720 so uh i will otherwise indulge 482 00:21:51,909 --> 00:21:50,799 now i don't even know like this was a 483 00:21:53,029 --> 00:21:51,919 sweet 484 00:21:57,029 --> 00:21:53,039 friend of mine told me i said if you're 485 00:22:00,549 --> 00:21:58,950 yeah i like those kind of things like 486 00:22:03,029 --> 00:22:00,559 once in a while especially around a 487 00:22:06,310 --> 00:22:03,039 campfire like you know like a cherry 488 00:22:07,350 --> 00:22:06,320 or you know but you know bottom line 489 00:22:08,789 --> 00:22:07,360 stephen look at 490 00:22:10,870 --> 00:22:08,799 it when all came down to look i was 491 00:22:12,470 --> 00:22:10,880 learning my lessons everyone else 492 00:22:15,029 --> 00:22:12,480 you know you don't expect so much from 493 00:22:16,310 --> 00:22:15,039 one person and also again 494 00:22:17,750 --> 00:22:16,320 if i hadn't been so kind of out of 495 00:22:19,029 --> 00:22:17,760 control with my brain i would have 496 00:22:21,029 --> 00:22:19,039 handled things differently 497 00:22:22,310 --> 00:22:21,039 and everybody has a right to their upset 498 00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:22,320 that you know what they're upset it's 499 00:22:24,310 --> 00:22:22,960 fine and 500 00:22:26,950 --> 00:22:24,320 they got their videos out there it's 501 00:22:28,390 --> 00:22:26,960 fine it's fine i get it it happens 502 00:22:30,549 --> 00:22:28,400 what do you do next you know you know 503 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:30,559 like i guess what i talk about so we 504 00:22:33,990 --> 00:22:31,760 move forward you know i don't 505 00:22:36,390 --> 00:22:34,000 yeah well i understand i understand 506 00:22:38,070 --> 00:22:36,400 everybody's side but i also 507 00:22:39,590 --> 00:22:38,080 think forgiveness is important and you 508 00:22:39,990 --> 00:22:39,600 know everybody makes mistakes we're all 509 00:22:41,590 --> 00:22:40,000 human 510 00:22:43,190 --> 00:22:41,600 you know and it's but the thing is i'm 511 00:22:44,950 --> 00:22:43,200 really about it's okay not to forgive 512 00:22:46,710 --> 00:22:44,960 it really is and and i appreciate what 513 00:22:47,190 --> 00:22:46,720 you're saying but it is okay to not i 514 00:22:50,549 --> 00:22:47,200 mean 515 00:22:53,190 --> 00:22:50,559 you know i've had people just you know 516 00:22:57,110 --> 00:22:54,470 you know it is some people just don't 517 00:23:00,149 --> 00:22:57,120 dig your [\h__\h] it's all right 518 00:23:01,430 --> 00:23:00,159 yeah i agree with you it's okay i don't 519 00:23:03,270 --> 00:23:01,440 know 520 00:23:04,870 --> 00:23:03,280 yeah i get a lot of nasty comments from 521 00:23:05,669 --> 00:23:04,880 a lot of true believers and i kind of 522 00:23:07,350 --> 00:23:05,679 think 523 00:23:08,789 --> 00:23:07,360 you know if you want to go i come with 524 00:23:10,470 --> 00:23:08,799 facts and evidence so if you want to go 525 00:23:13,990 --> 00:23:10,480 live in your fantasy land 526 00:23:15,110 --> 00:23:14,000 it's it's all good you know this is not 527 00:23:18,070 --> 00:23:15,120 the channel for you 528 00:23:19,110 --> 00:23:18,080 if i just you know shovel believer stuff 529 00:23:21,110 --> 00:23:19,120 down your throat 530 00:23:22,230 --> 00:23:21,120 every stream then you know i mean if 531 00:23:22,549 --> 00:23:22,240 there's one thing see the thing like 532 00:23:24,390 --> 00:23:22,559 that 533 00:23:26,710 --> 00:23:24,400 i don't want to ride this too too long 534 00:23:27,750 --> 00:23:26,720 but you know it's not about oh poor zen 535 00:23:29,350 --> 00:23:27,760 because it really isn't 536 00:23:31,029 --> 00:23:29,360 it's just the fact of the matter is is i 537 00:23:33,350 --> 00:23:31,039 really took on a big monster 538 00:23:35,510 --> 00:23:33,360 you know what i mean yeah and uh and i 539 00:23:35,990 --> 00:23:35,520 got i i had no idea what i opened the 540 00:23:39,190 --> 00:23:36,000 door to 541 00:23:40,789 --> 00:23:39,200 you know and really yeah and then i mean 542 00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:40,799 then 543 00:23:46,630 --> 00:23:44,400 you started this apocalypse podcast 544 00:23:47,909 --> 00:23:46,640 and everybody was like zen's lost his 545 00:23:50,310 --> 00:23:47,919 mind look at this crap 546 00:23:52,070 --> 00:23:50,320 and i go you know i'm building an 547 00:23:54,390 --> 00:23:52,080 apocalypse cabin in the middle of the 548 00:23:57,990 --> 00:23:54,400 mountains in the woods of nowhere 549 00:23:58,549 --> 00:23:58,000 so i like the idea of a poplar podcast 550 00:23:59,830 --> 00:23:58,559 personally 551 00:24:01,269 --> 00:23:59,840 it was just you know what the thing is 552 00:24:02,470 --> 00:24:01,279 once i closed it like i didn't know what 553 00:24:03,669 --> 00:24:02,480 was next because i was like i don't know 554 00:24:04,870 --> 00:24:03,679 if i'm going to reboot or what i don't 555 00:24:07,350 --> 00:24:04,880 know i just needed a 556 00:24:08,870 --> 00:24:07,360 a freaking break but then of course i 557 00:24:10,149 --> 00:24:08,880 liked podcasting and took 558 00:24:11,590 --> 00:24:10,159 you know a couple months and like what 559 00:24:12,950 --> 00:24:11,600 what's fun that's all i ask myself 560 00:24:13,510 --> 00:24:12,960 what's fun i want a podcast and i go 561 00:24:15,510 --> 00:24:13,520 well 562 00:24:16,470 --> 00:24:15,520 shit's hitting the fan and so let's just 563 00:24:17,190 --> 00:24:16,480 i'm just going to do an apocalypse 564 00:24:18,549 --> 00:24:17,200 podcast thing 565 00:24:20,310 --> 00:24:18,559 but the thing of it is there was a lot 566 00:24:21,990 --> 00:24:20,320 of people that didn't understand what i 567 00:24:23,269 --> 00:24:22,000 was talking about 568 00:24:25,190 --> 00:24:23,279 and they thought that i was 569 00:24:26,470 --> 00:24:25,200 contradicting myself 570 00:24:27,430 --> 00:24:26,480 and you know and that was the thing i 571 00:24:28,950 --> 00:24:27,440 was like i don't know what to tell you 572 00:24:29,750 --> 00:24:28,960 man i've always been addressing the 573 00:24:31,350 --> 00:24:29,760 delusion 574 00:24:33,350 --> 00:24:31,360 i never said there wasn't craft flying 575 00:24:33,990 --> 00:24:33,360 around you know what i mean and uh the 576 00:24:35,750 --> 00:24:34,000 corey good 577 00:24:38,230 --> 00:24:35,760 and the in the and dave wilcock and all 578 00:24:39,110 --> 00:24:38,240 that stuff is just plain bs you know and 579 00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:39,120 it said this 580 00:24:42,149 --> 00:24:41,520 it's not changed since 2012 the message 581 00:24:44,870 --> 00:24:42,159 you know 582 00:24:45,990 --> 00:24:44,880 but i did apocalypse podcast out of fun 583 00:24:48,070 --> 00:24:46,000 and uh it was 584 00:24:49,430 --> 00:24:48,080 fun and then i spoke too much on the 585 00:24:52,549 --> 00:24:49,440 covet thing and youtube 586 00:24:56,470 --> 00:24:52,559 sl and i really didn't want to close 587 00:24:57,110 --> 00:24:56,480 another channel and youtube in 24 hours 588 00:24:59,510 --> 00:24:57,120 started 589 00:25:00,710 --> 00:24:59,520 shutting my s hitting me with strikes 590 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:00,720 and i'm oh god 591 00:25:04,230 --> 00:25:02,720 yeah and i i'd already relaunched 592 00:25:05,110 --> 00:25:04,240 launched on spirituality so i was like 593 00:25:06,470 --> 00:25:05,120 you know what 594 00:25:07,990 --> 00:25:06,480 i'm going to redirect everything done 595 00:25:08,870 --> 00:25:08,000 spirituality and now figure out how to 596 00:25:10,470 --> 00:25:08,880 do it 597 00:25:12,630 --> 00:25:10,480 i've got to you know understand the 598 00:25:13,510 --> 00:25:12,640 lessons and you know what i did and all 599 00:25:15,830 --> 00:25:13,520 that stuff 600 00:25:17,190 --> 00:25:15,840 and now it's like i understand youtube 601 00:25:19,029 --> 00:25:17,200 data-driven youtube 602 00:25:20,230 --> 00:25:19,039 channel better you know and uh and how 603 00:25:23,350 --> 00:25:20,240 to handle it you know 604 00:25:25,669 --> 00:25:23,360 so you know you hit the wall and 605 00:25:27,190 --> 00:25:25,679 yeah well i guess we can move on you 606 00:25:29,029 --> 00:25:27,200 know i just want to make sure that we 607 00:25:30,549 --> 00:25:29,039 talk about that a little bit because 608 00:25:32,630 --> 00:25:30,559 people don't understand why i'm even 609 00:25:34,950 --> 00:25:32,640 talking and i go he never did anything 610 00:25:37,190 --> 00:25:34,960 to me like we're okay and i understand 611 00:25:37,990 --> 00:25:37,200 what happens from i i understood it 612 00:25:39,909 --> 00:25:38,000 better than 613 00:25:41,510 --> 00:25:39,919 somebody that doesn't do a show because 614 00:25:41,990 --> 00:25:41,520 i have had some times where i wanted to 615 00:25:45,110 --> 00:25:42,000 tell people 616 00:25:47,269 --> 00:25:45,120 a lot of stuff but you hold back or no 617 00:25:48,549 --> 00:25:47,279 so there's lots going on and i know that 618 00:25:49,990 --> 00:25:48,559 you're covering a lot of uh 619 00:25:52,950 --> 00:25:50,000 you know like stephen greer and his 620 00:25:55,669 --> 00:25:52,960 latest money grab and i did too 621 00:25:57,909 --> 00:25:55,679 he's my favorite dr stephen agreed 622 00:26:01,269 --> 00:25:57,919 disclosure ain't free friends 623 00:26:03,269 --> 00:26:01,279 okay yeah it ain't free that's the most 624 00:26:04,710 --> 00:26:03,279 listen and i'm not a guest i mean jesus 625 00:26:05,110 --> 00:26:04,720 i mean you should be making your money 626 00:26:07,190 --> 00:26:05,120 what's 627 00:26:09,190 --> 00:26:07,200 no problem with that it's just that it 628 00:26:11,269 --> 00:26:09,200 it's just that when i hear this like 629 00:26:12,549 --> 00:26:11,279 you know oh we've got to get everyone 630 00:26:14,470 --> 00:26:12,559 everyone needs to know they need to 631 00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:14,480 understand we need to get this out there 632 00:26:20,070 --> 00:26:17,760 and then they charge 75 for i mean okay 633 00:26:21,350 --> 00:26:20,080 my thinking is low my thinking is low i 634 00:26:23,029 --> 00:26:21,360 should have better thinking about it 635 00:26:24,390 --> 00:26:23,039 maybe my thinking is just off i don't 636 00:26:26,470 --> 00:26:24,400 know but it just 637 00:26:28,310 --> 00:26:26,480 then the thing about greer is that is 638 00:26:29,990 --> 00:26:28,320 the is that alien you know that that 639 00:26:32,630 --> 00:26:30,000 little alien that was proven 640 00:26:33,029 --> 00:26:32,640 to not be yeah yeah it was proven to not 641 00:26:36,470 --> 00:26:33,039 be 642 00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:36,480 uh and then um then the meditation and 643 00:26:39,990 --> 00:26:38,320 speaking to aliens through your you know 644 00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:40,000 i mean that just the description 645 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:42,320 you know before he was a ufo disclosure 646 00:26:46,310 --> 00:26:43,279 advocate he was 647 00:26:48,230 --> 00:26:46,320 really a big supporter and 648 00:26:50,310 --> 00:26:48,240 uh really in the transcendental 649 00:26:50,950 --> 00:26:50,320 meditation and that's where all this 650 00:26:53,990 --> 00:26:50,960 came from 651 00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:54,000 all this ce5 stuff is copied 652 00:26:57,830 --> 00:26:55,760 almost word for word out of 653 00:26:59,669 --> 00:26:57,840 transcendental meditation laughs 654 00:27:01,029 --> 00:26:59,679 so he's not giving you anything for your 655 00:27:04,230 --> 00:27:01,039 ten dollars that you can't get 656 00:27:06,070 --> 00:27:04,240 for free at the library you know well 657 00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:06,080 it's amazing how connected he's gotten 658 00:27:08,070 --> 00:27:06,400 to 659 00:27:09,830 --> 00:27:08,080 some of the players in the game though 660 00:27:11,269 --> 00:27:09,840 you know that that's pretty 661 00:27:13,430 --> 00:27:11,279 amazing that he's you know he's 662 00:27:16,310 --> 00:27:13,440 connected to well you know 663 00:27:17,269 --> 00:27:16,320 some of the military brass that you know 664 00:27:19,990 --> 00:27:17,279 and another thing that 665 00:27:21,269 --> 00:27:20,000 you know everybody that is into ufos and 666 00:27:23,029 --> 00:27:21,279 stuff they tend to go 667 00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:23,039 well he did such groundbreaking work 668 00:27:27,110 --> 00:27:24,960 with this disclosure project 669 00:27:28,870 --> 00:27:27,120 but really if you pick apart what he 670 00:27:31,909 --> 00:27:28,880 presented during that 671 00:27:34,710 --> 00:27:31,919 uh you know mock senate thing 672 00:27:36,070 --> 00:27:34,720 it's it's a lot of unproven stories we 673 00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:36,080 have the arv 674 00:27:39,029 --> 00:27:37,840 that may or may not have happened some 675 00:27:39,990 --> 00:27:39,039 people believe it did some people 676 00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:40,000 believe it didn't 677 00:27:43,350 --> 00:27:42,880 he had clifford stone who claimed to be 678 00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:43,360 in on 679 00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:45,919 ufo crash retrievals and that guy was 680 00:27:50,870 --> 00:27:48,320 another he was an absolute nutter 681 00:27:51,830 --> 00:27:50,880 but he used to control his nuttiness 682 00:27:54,310 --> 00:27:51,840 later 683 00:27:56,149 --> 00:27:54,320 after talking about ufo crash retrievals 684 00:27:57,590 --> 00:27:56,159 then he started telling news stories 685 00:28:00,470 --> 00:27:57,600 that he rescued 686 00:28:02,389 --> 00:28:00,480 an alien and freed an alien from the 687 00:28:05,909 --> 00:28:02,399 government's captivity 688 00:28:08,149 --> 00:28:05,919 then he got super powers and then 689 00:28:10,870 --> 00:28:08,159 he uh you know started remembering all 690 00:28:13,590 --> 00:28:10,880 his past lives and talking about that so 691 00:28:15,269 --> 00:28:13,600 right you know a lot of these grier 692 00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:15,279 associates that did this 693 00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:17,039 disclosure project with him were not 694 00:28:19,990 --> 00:28:19,120 credible witnesses they didn't have the 695 00:28:23,110 --> 00:28:20,000 goods 696 00:28:25,350 --> 00:28:23,120 have any proof they had stories 697 00:28:26,470 --> 00:28:25,360 well you know that phrase is not proof 698 00:28:27,750 --> 00:28:26,480 you know the thing does it for me is 699 00:28:29,110 --> 00:28:27,760 when i'm looking at somebody 700 00:28:30,470 --> 00:28:29,120 there's certain things that i really 701 00:28:32,149 --> 00:28:30,480 know well you know what i mean okay 702 00:28:33,510 --> 00:28:32,159 they're out of ten things i may not know 703 00:28:35,430 --> 00:28:33,520 all ten but there's three things i know 704 00:28:37,269 --> 00:28:35,440 really well right and so though 705 00:28:39,269 --> 00:28:37,279 when they start talking about you know 706 00:28:41,110 --> 00:28:39,279 like like like talking to aliens through 707 00:28:41,909 --> 00:28:41,120 meditation and stuff like that you know 708 00:28:44,549 --> 00:28:41,919 what i mean 709 00:28:45,029 --> 00:28:44,559 and and the level it just tells me so 710 00:28:46,549 --> 00:28:45,039 much 711 00:28:48,630 --> 00:28:46,559 about where their minds at like with 712 00:28:49,830 --> 00:28:48,640 alex jones i get it alex jones has been 713 00:28:50,870 --> 00:28:49,840 proven right he's got 714 00:28:52,789 --> 00:28:50,880 a lot of good things about how he's 715 00:28:54,870 --> 00:28:52,799 kicked ass blah blah blah whatever right 716 00:28:58,710 --> 00:28:54,880 but i've been confronting his whole 717 00:29:00,470 --> 00:28:58,720 religious trip that feeds into his 718 00:29:02,310 --> 00:29:00,480 black and white thinking and then he 719 00:29:03,990 --> 00:29:02,320 takes things and he's right in so many 720 00:29:05,190 --> 00:29:04,000 ways i get it like who doesn't see it 721 00:29:08,710 --> 00:29:05,200 right now right 722 00:29:12,870 --> 00:29:08,720 but the the hype connected to 723 00:29:16,149 --> 00:29:12,880 the the the christian extreme 724 00:29:17,830 --> 00:29:16,159 belief system that my point was is to be 725 00:29:19,590 --> 00:29:17,840 able to cut through and really see and 726 00:29:21,269 --> 00:29:19,600 the same with grier and anybody else is 727 00:29:22,950 --> 00:29:21,279 to be able to cut through and see well 728 00:29:25,990 --> 00:29:22,960 you know decipher those two 729 00:29:28,870 --> 00:29:26,000 because this info works because it 730 00:29:31,269 --> 00:29:28,880 works you know what i mean it it's 731 00:29:33,830 --> 00:29:31,279 designed in a way so it works 732 00:29:34,789 --> 00:29:33,840 and until people really see that and cut 733 00:29:36,950 --> 00:29:34,799 through it 734 00:29:39,029 --> 00:29:36,960 um you know decent is not going to be 735 00:29:40,230 --> 00:29:39,039 obvious disinfo is going to be something 736 00:29:43,350 --> 00:29:40,240 that you think 737 00:29:43,669 --> 00:29:43,360 is looks and appears real hey we've got 738 00:29:46,389 --> 00:29:43,679 uh 739 00:29:47,669 --> 00:29:46,399 hey it's b schofield i gotta say hi it's 740 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:47,679 been a while 741 00:29:52,310 --> 00:29:50,320 b school phil good to see you saw a 742 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:52,320 recent been on love is one and kaya roth 743 00:29:54,149 --> 00:29:53,760 great stuff good to see you're still 744 00:29:57,350 --> 00:29:54,159 going 745 00:29:58,549 --> 00:29:57,360 yes i rebooted this year and uh i have 746 00:29:59,990 --> 00:29:58,559 checked out your site 747 00:30:02,630 --> 00:30:00,000 it looks like things are going great on 748 00:30:04,389 --> 00:30:02,640 your website and i'm looking forward to 749 00:30:06,149 --> 00:30:04,399 uh if it's okay maybe you can contact me 750 00:30:08,470 --> 00:30:06,159 i was gonna think of doing a video 751 00:30:10,070 --> 00:30:08,480 bouncing off a kaya raw i haven't read 752 00:30:11,909 --> 00:30:10,080 the article but like we did with tech 753 00:30:14,389 --> 00:30:11,919 bro guru if you're interested 754 00:30:15,909 --> 00:30:14,399 and i'll plug your uh your project um 755 00:30:18,950 --> 00:30:15,919 but anyway that is b 756 00:30:22,870 --> 00:30:18,960 scofield who is really responsible for 757 00:30:25,430 --> 00:30:22,880 getting um uh uh bentino massaro booted 758 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:25,440 out of sedona 759 00:30:29,269 --> 00:30:28,880 that was such a great weekend we got he 760 00:30:34,389 --> 00:30:29,279 got 761 00:30:35,909 --> 00:30:34,399 and uh and then unfortunately the worst 762 00:30:37,909 --> 00:30:35,919 part is one of his followers jumped off 763 00:30:39,430 --> 00:30:37,919 a schnebly bridge right over here 764 00:30:42,789 --> 00:30:39,440 and that was the unfortunate part about 765 00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:42,799 it but oh geez 766 00:30:46,230 --> 00:30:44,799 did you hear about that stephen yeah i 767 00:30:47,830 --> 00:30:46,240 did hear a little bit about that i know 768 00:30:49,590 --> 00:30:47,840 somebody who lives inside 769 00:30:51,269 --> 00:30:49,600 and called me to tell me about it i was 770 00:30:54,950 --> 00:30:51,279 like that's kind of bizarro 771 00:30:56,149 --> 00:30:54,960 you know yeah i hope your guests hold on 772 00:30:59,350 --> 00:30:56,159 a second real quick 773 00:31:01,190 --> 00:30:59,360 i hope your guest is careful with 774 00:31:02,789 --> 00:31:01,200 sensitive topics i'm not sure what you 775 00:31:04,389 --> 00:31:02,799 mean by that surfscape 776 00:31:06,470 --> 00:31:04,399 we've got i've been out with some of the 777 00:31:08,149 --> 00:31:06,480 followers here in sedona total goofballs 778 00:31:11,509 --> 00:31:08,159 suckered out of money 779 00:31:14,630 --> 00:31:11,519 unicorn way um 780 00:31:16,549 --> 00:31:14,640 article went viral on reddit threat of 781 00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:16,559 23 million yesterday that's why my site 782 00:31:19,909 --> 00:31:17,039 crashed 783 00:31:21,509 --> 00:31:19,919 wow wow congratulations b schofield is a 784 00:31:22,950 --> 00:31:21,519 badass i when i first saw 785 00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:22,960 you i was like that yeah i need some 786 00:31:29,350 --> 00:31:25,200 guests send them my way she's got some 787 00:31:31,269 --> 00:31:29,360 yeah yeah me be on his show 788 00:31:32,710 --> 00:31:31,279 yeah it's truth seekers on youtube just 789 00:31:35,509 --> 00:31:32,720 search truth you'll see 790 00:31:37,350 --> 00:31:35,519 uh my mug in the profile picture how can 791 00:31:41,269 --> 00:31:37,360 she contact you is your uh 792 00:31:44,070 --> 00:31:41,279 it's truth seeker show at gmail.com 793 00:31:46,230 --> 00:31:44,080 okay yeah or i'll find her through this 794 00:31:49,190 --> 00:31:46,240 uh guru magazine i suppose 795 00:31:51,269 --> 00:31:49,200 hey kim kim's new to the uh to the 796 00:31:53,190 --> 00:31:51,279 channel welcome 797 00:31:55,190 --> 00:31:53,200 so yeah okay so we put that to rest and 798 00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:55,200 i'm glad we talked about it thank you 799 00:31:58,549 --> 00:31:57,360 um i i just not all much we can say 800 00:32:01,909 --> 00:31:58,559 about it and we'll move forward 801 00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:01,919 and um so what else what's 802 00:32:05,350 --> 00:32:03,519 okay so there's there's things going on 803 00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:05,360 you know i did you see the show i did 804 00:32:09,029 --> 00:32:05,840 today 805 00:32:10,870 --> 00:32:09,039 on um no i didn't amy amy carlson 806 00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:10,880 no you're familiar with i'm familiar 807 00:32:15,269 --> 00:32:12,799 with yeah they found their body 808 00:32:16,149 --> 00:32:15,279 yeah the love is one cult later 809 00:32:19,669 --> 00:32:16,159 mummified 810 00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:19,679 compound right 811 00:32:23,830 --> 00:32:22,159 yeah with uh christmas lights wrapped 812 00:32:26,870 --> 00:32:23,840 around her 813 00:32:31,190 --> 00:32:30,310 yeah and uh so there's uh some of the 814 00:32:33,190 --> 00:32:31,200 group members 815 00:32:34,549 --> 00:32:33,200 and they had a 13 year old girl and a 816 00:32:37,350 --> 00:32:34,559 two-year-old boy 817 00:32:39,029 --> 00:32:37,360 in the house with a dead body rotting 818 00:32:41,750 --> 00:32:39,039 and a thing that body had been 819 00:32:42,470 --> 00:32:41,760 uh i don't know how long but for quite a 820 00:32:45,029 --> 00:32:42,480 while 821 00:32:46,789 --> 00:32:45,039 well that's very well done and you know 822 00:32:48,470 --> 00:32:46,799 it's sad it's just that like my thing 823 00:32:49,909 --> 00:32:48,480 today when i was talking about it today 824 00:32:51,909 --> 00:32:49,919 i was just like 825 00:32:53,350 --> 00:32:51,919 you know this stuff is so elementary man 826 00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:53,360 i mean like wow 827 00:32:57,190 --> 00:32:55,360 people still don't get that one and 828 00:32:58,789 --> 00:32:57,200 they're still go but but she only had a 829 00:32:59,430 --> 00:32:58,799 small group they say she had a worldwide 830 00:33:02,710 --> 00:32:59,440 audience 831 00:33:03,269 --> 00:33:02,720 ah you know i just don't know i mean 832 00:33:04,950 --> 00:33:03,279 there are 833 00:33:06,389 --> 00:33:04,960 easier ways to get people caught into 834 00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:06,399 stuff like disclosure 835 00:33:11,110 --> 00:33:09,120 to you know disinformation and stuff but 836 00:33:14,870 --> 00:33:11,120 this one was such a textbook 837 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:14,880 cult uh but anyway i'm very interested 838 00:33:20,230 --> 00:33:18,240 in seeing what the actual uh 839 00:33:22,230 --> 00:33:20,240 yeah how she died what the coroner's 840 00:33:23,509 --> 00:33:22,240 report is because there is a little 841 00:33:25,909 --> 00:33:23,519 something that i heard today 842 00:33:27,029 --> 00:33:25,919 that's possible and i'm not saying this 843 00:33:29,909 --> 00:33:27,039 is just 844 00:33:30,950 --> 00:33:29,919 possible that she was murdered not 845 00:33:34,630 --> 00:33:30,960 saying she was 846 00:33:38,789 --> 00:33:36,389 that there you know there's a lot of 847 00:33:41,830 --> 00:33:38,799 drugs involved and such but uh 848 00:33:43,909 --> 00:33:41,840 anyway they made this uh uh the shrine 849 00:33:45,990 --> 00:33:43,919 so to speak of her corpse 850 00:33:47,909 --> 00:33:46,000 in the house and then when the cops went 851 00:33:50,789 --> 00:33:47,919 in when the cops went in 852 00:33:51,190 --> 00:33:50,799 they're like i've never been in a crime 853 00:33:53,750 --> 00:33:51,200 scene 854 00:33:55,509 --> 00:33:53,760 where everybody in the house was happy 855 00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:55,519 like they were just the happiest people 856 00:33:59,350 --> 00:33:56,880 in the world with the dead rotting 857 00:34:00,870 --> 00:33:59,360 corpse in there oh my gosh that's 858 00:34:04,149 --> 00:34:00,880 bizarre 859 00:34:04,470 --> 00:34:04,159 yeah it's a crazy story it's a crazy 860 00:34:07,830 --> 00:34:04,480 [\h__\h] 861 00:34:09,669 --> 00:34:07,840 it's a crazy story um 862 00:34:11,589 --> 00:34:09,679 the other thing i wanted to show you i 863 00:34:13,430 --> 00:34:11,599 had a couple idea thoughts and 864 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:13,440 i wanted to run we were talking about 865 00:34:16,149 --> 00:34:14,480 you said because you're building your 866 00:34:18,470 --> 00:34:16,159 cabin you said that you had 867 00:34:20,470 --> 00:34:18,480 possibly felt that maybe there's some 868 00:34:22,149 --> 00:34:20,480 bigfoot around your cabin 869 00:34:24,389 --> 00:34:22,159 no i don't know that i truly believe 870 00:34:25,109 --> 00:34:24,399 that i heard i hear some big things out 871 00:34:28,310 --> 00:34:25,119 in the woods 872 00:34:31,589 --> 00:34:28,320 yeah excuse me for for uh uh 873 00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:31,599 maybe not saying that right but 874 00:34:34,629 --> 00:34:33,520 there have been these crazy ass 875 00:34:37,750 --> 00:34:34,639 sightings yeah 876 00:34:38,470 --> 00:34:37,760 and uh this uh the mo i mean first of 877 00:34:40,149 --> 00:34:38,480 all we have 878 00:34:42,310 --> 00:34:40,159 ufos flying everywhere okay so if 879 00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:42,320 anybody goes stopping silly person 880 00:34:46,310 --> 00:34:45,359 okay uh there are ufos flying hold on a 881 00:34:46,790 --> 00:34:46,320 second i don't even know what i'm doing 882 00:34:49,109 --> 00:34:46,800 here 883 00:34:50,550 --> 00:34:49,119 uh ufos flying all over the place okay 884 00:34:53,669 --> 00:34:50,560 um fact 885 00:34:54,710 --> 00:34:53,679 fact you know from the top down you know 886 00:34:57,589 --> 00:34:54,720 pentagon down 887 00:34:59,910 --> 00:34:57,599 mainstream news just the other day green 888 00:35:03,910 --> 00:34:59,920 triangles flying over the top of 889 00:35:07,430 --> 00:35:03,920 of our uh of our battleships everything 890 00:35:09,829 --> 00:35:07,440 now people who dismiss mothman 891 00:35:11,589 --> 00:35:09,839 and bigfoot which i did for quite a 892 00:35:14,150 --> 00:35:11,599 while well i started doing some 893 00:35:16,390 --> 00:35:14,160 more recent research and discovered that 894 00:35:19,270 --> 00:35:16,400 there's some stuff going on here man 895 00:35:19,750 --> 00:35:19,280 and uh this was a very particularly uh 896 00:35:22,870 --> 00:35:19,760 just 897 00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:22,880 you know crazy uh story this was 898 00:35:26,710 --> 00:35:24,800 on a number of uh different news 899 00:35:28,630 --> 00:35:26,720 platforms but this woman 900 00:35:30,069 --> 00:35:28,640 had uh worked at the airport and she 901 00:35:33,190 --> 00:35:30,079 went to her 902 00:35:34,550 --> 00:35:33,200 uh car to you know to head home and as 903 00:35:36,230 --> 00:35:34,560 she's going into her car 904 00:35:37,589 --> 00:35:36,240 she looks in front of her car about 50 905 00:35:39,030 --> 00:35:37,599 feet and there's this large 906 00:35:41,349 --> 00:35:39,040 figure and she thought it was just this 907 00:35:43,030 --> 00:35:41,359 tall man with a with a trench coat on 908 00:35:45,589 --> 00:35:43,040 she gets in her car she turns on the 909 00:35:48,069 --> 00:35:45,599 light on her flat on her headlights 910 00:35:49,829 --> 00:35:48,079 and all of a sudden she sees this 911 00:35:51,910 --> 00:35:49,839 freaking reptilian seven 912 00:35:53,510 --> 00:35:51,920 foot tall reptilian creature stretch its 913 00:35:55,990 --> 00:35:53,520 freaking bat wings out 914 00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:56,000 it goes running towards her car as soon 915 00:36:00,710 --> 00:35:57,760 as it gets close to her hood 916 00:36:01,349 --> 00:36:00,720 it this wings and it flies up in the air 917 00:36:04,710 --> 00:36:01,359 so now 918 00:36:07,750 --> 00:36:04,720 we could say uh uh 919 00:36:09,510 --> 00:36:07,760 silly time this is ridiculous right 920 00:36:11,349 --> 00:36:09,520 well the problem with this is that it's 921 00:36:13,430 --> 00:36:11,359 being reported consistently 922 00:36:15,030 --> 00:36:13,440 as is bigfoot all over the place so 923 00:36:16,470 --> 00:36:15,040 let's just say it's all bs 924 00:36:18,230 --> 00:36:16,480 let's just go with that they're just 925 00:36:19,510 --> 00:36:18,240 just stupid stories right because i've 926 00:36:20,630 --> 00:36:19,520 looked into these stories and these 927 00:36:22,950 --> 00:36:20,640 people that are reporting these are 928 00:36:24,710 --> 00:36:22,960 people that do not want to be 929 00:36:26,790 --> 00:36:24,720 you know they do not want to go public a 930 00:36:28,790 --> 00:36:26,800 lot of them report them years later 931 00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:28,800 they don't want to go public so let's 932 00:36:32,470 --> 00:36:29,920 just open our minds 933 00:36:34,310 --> 00:36:32,480 for a moment we've got chimeras okay 934 00:36:34,870 --> 00:36:34,320 we've got we've we hear about you know 935 00:36:40,790 --> 00:36:34,880 these 936 00:36:44,390 --> 00:36:40,800 mixing you know animal and human dna 937 00:36:45,190 --> 00:36:44,400 uh well why is it even remotely out of 938 00:36:46,950 --> 00:36:45,200 the scope 939 00:36:49,109 --> 00:36:46,960 that this has been going on for a long 940 00:36:49,750 --> 00:36:49,119 time that these creatures have been test 941 00:36:52,470 --> 00:36:49,760 subjects 942 00:36:53,190 --> 00:36:52,480 for the past 60 years uh that's just not 943 00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:53,200 out of the scope 944 00:36:57,430 --> 00:36:55,359 you know i mean we're not talking corey 945 00:36:59,109 --> 00:36:57,440 goods blue avians dear god 946 00:37:00,230 --> 00:36:59,119 that's just stupid i mean you're not 947 00:37:01,510 --> 00:37:00,240 wrong because none of these none of 948 00:37:03,829 --> 00:37:01,520 these people that are 949 00:37:05,910 --> 00:37:03,839 reporting these sightings most of them 950 00:37:07,270 --> 00:37:05,920 are not trying to make a career out of 951 00:37:08,550 --> 00:37:07,280 it or profit from it 952 00:37:10,470 --> 00:37:08,560 not at all it's going to be pretty 953 00:37:12,150 --> 00:37:10,480 credible people sometimes who are 954 00:37:14,230 --> 00:37:12,160 reluctant to even come forward because 955 00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:14,240 the story is listen to this story she 956 00:37:16,630 --> 00:37:16,160 sees a seven foot tall reptilian alien 957 00:37:18,310 --> 00:37:16,640 it's 958 00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:18,320 reptilian thing and it stretches its 959 00:37:23,349 --> 00:37:20,000 wings out flies away 960 00:37:25,109 --> 00:37:23,359 yeah that's bizarre and i am we're 961 00:37:27,430 --> 00:37:25,119 wondering or worrying if there's some 962 00:37:30,470 --> 00:37:27,440 great tragedy that's about to be 963 00:37:32,470 --> 00:37:30,480 come to chicago because historically 964 00:37:33,910 --> 00:37:32,480 when people start seeing mothman it is 965 00:37:36,069 --> 00:37:33,920 before a great tragedy 966 00:37:37,109 --> 00:37:36,079 people saw the myth there was mothman 967 00:37:40,150 --> 00:37:37,119 reports 968 00:37:40,470 --> 00:37:40,160 uh by locals before the fukushima there 969 00:37:43,430 --> 00:37:40,480 was 970 00:37:44,790 --> 00:37:43,440 uh and in uh and in russia as well in 971 00:37:47,349 --> 00:37:44,800 that reactor 972 00:37:47,910 --> 00:37:47,359 you know meltdown situation people were 973 00:37:50,150 --> 00:37:47,920 seeing 974 00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:50,160 mothman like creatures before those two 975 00:37:54,390 --> 00:37:52,560 events and many many more we have 976 00:37:55,990 --> 00:37:54,400 the bridge incident the most famous one 977 00:37:59,190 --> 00:37:56,000 that's in the mothman 978 00:38:01,750 --> 00:37:59,200 movie so 979 00:38:03,270 --> 00:38:01,760 i mean those those could be we could go 980 00:38:04,470 --> 00:38:03,280 confirmation bias on that if we want 981 00:38:06,310 --> 00:38:04,480 yeah 982 00:38:07,750 --> 00:38:06,320 we could go that but the one thing that 983 00:38:10,150 --> 00:38:07,760 definitely is not 984 00:38:11,829 --> 00:38:10,160 is in our face is these sightings i mean 985 00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:11,839 and there's always a common thing is the 986 00:38:16,230 --> 00:38:13,200 red eyes and the darkness 987 00:38:18,630 --> 00:38:16,240 even with the bigfoot uh um 988 00:38:20,470 --> 00:38:18,640 and and there's just some you know again 989 00:38:24,710 --> 00:38:20,480 it's written off very easily but 990 00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:24,720 when we really look at the evidence um 991 00:38:27,829 --> 00:38:27,119 it it just can't be written off oh 992 00:38:31,109 --> 00:38:27,839 here's some 993 00:38:31,990 --> 00:38:31,119 hearing today and saw the seven members 994 00:38:35,750 --> 00:38:32,000 appeared in 995 00:38:39,190 --> 00:38:35,760 orange jumpsuits uh the a couple of them 996 00:38:40,710 --> 00:38:39,200 were uh were they bailed out 997 00:38:42,230 --> 00:38:40,720 from what i understand one or two of 998 00:38:47,190 --> 00:38:42,240 them from what i when i 999 00:38:49,430 --> 00:38:47,200 learned earlier um 1000 00:38:50,230 --> 00:38:49,440 yeah so yeah it's a fascinating thing 1001 00:38:51,910 --> 00:38:50,240 and the 1002 00:38:53,990 --> 00:38:51,920 spell because i have i don't know i have 1003 00:38:54,870 --> 00:38:54,000 this weird fascination with cults like 1004 00:38:56,230 --> 00:38:54,880 what 1005 00:38:58,550 --> 00:38:56,240 i guess it's just an interest in the 1006 00:38:59,990 --> 00:38:58,560 psychology of it like especially things 1007 00:39:02,870 --> 00:39:00,000 like david koresh you know 1008 00:39:04,230 --> 00:39:02,880 telling people like well uh you can't 1009 00:39:06,710 --> 00:39:04,240 ban your wife anymore 1010 00:39:07,750 --> 00:39:06,720 but i can you know and they agree to 1011 00:39:09,990 --> 00:39:07,760 this and it's just 1012 00:39:10,790 --> 00:39:10,000 bizarro land or jim jones well if you 1013 00:39:12,710 --> 00:39:10,800 ever want to talk 1014 00:39:13,750 --> 00:39:12,720 instead yeah yeah if you ever want to 1015 00:39:15,030 --> 00:39:13,760 talk in depth on it we can have a 1016 00:39:16,310 --> 00:39:15,040 conversation about that because i 1017 00:39:18,310 --> 00:39:16,320 escaped a cult 1018 00:39:19,670 --> 00:39:18,320 i escaped two of them i know it very 1019 00:39:21,510 --> 00:39:19,680 well i know why 1020 00:39:23,510 --> 00:39:21,520 i know why it happens and it's all the 1021 00:39:25,430 --> 00:39:23,520 believing brain and it's all the 1022 00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:25,440 the group consciousness of you know 1023 00:39:28,310 --> 00:39:26,880 having the mother father the connection 1024 00:39:28,870 --> 00:39:28,320 once you have the feeling connection 1025 00:39:30,710 --> 00:39:28,880 there 1026 00:39:32,390 --> 00:39:30,720 the rest of it goes it doesn't matter 1027 00:39:33,510 --> 00:39:32,400 you know the thoughts are second i mean 1028 00:39:35,510 --> 00:39:33,520 you know i mean like critical thinking 1029 00:39:37,670 --> 00:39:35,520 second it's just the feeling 1030 00:39:39,510 --> 00:39:37,680 of you know you know it's like when a 1031 00:39:41,270 --> 00:39:39,520 mom has a kid who's 1032 00:39:42,710 --> 00:39:41,280 murdering people you know she goes you 1033 00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:42,720 know my kid's not murdering anybody 1034 00:39:46,870 --> 00:39:44,400 shut up i love my son you know that sort 1035 00:39:49,349 --> 00:39:46,880 of thing and it's emotional based 1036 00:39:50,790 --> 00:39:49,359 that just over the motions just override 1037 00:39:53,109 --> 00:39:50,800 basic logic 1038 00:39:54,790 --> 00:39:53,119 um but the biggest thing for me right 1039 00:39:55,990 --> 00:39:54,800 now that i'm just of course we know 1040 00:39:58,390 --> 00:39:56,000 what's going on with the economy 1041 00:40:00,230 --> 00:39:58,400 take over with america and the globalist 1042 00:40:02,630 --> 00:40:00,240 is now making their move which is i 1043 00:40:04,790 --> 00:40:02,640 i'm for globalism i'm not for tyranny 1044 00:40:05,190 --> 00:40:04,800 i'm for transhumanism i'm not i'm just 1045 00:40:06,550 --> 00:40:05,200 you know 1046 00:40:08,470 --> 00:40:06,560 there's a lot of things that i am for 1047 00:40:09,589 --> 00:40:08,480 that's why i'm an independent but the 1048 00:40:12,550 --> 00:40:09,599 biggest thing 1049 00:40:13,270 --> 00:40:12,560 is the ufos you know and and oakland's 1050 00:40:15,190 --> 00:40:13,280 razor would 1051 00:40:17,109 --> 00:40:15,200 and my research tells me it's man-made 1052 00:40:18,150 --> 00:40:17,119 craft women may craft whatever you want 1053 00:40:20,550 --> 00:40:18,160 sexist whatever 1054 00:40:22,230 --> 00:40:20,560 well after after about 20 years of 1055 00:40:23,430 --> 00:40:22,240 digesting everything that i could on 1056 00:40:25,190 --> 00:40:23,440 ufos 1057 00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:25,200 i've basically come to the conclusion 1058 00:40:31,030 --> 00:40:27,520 that it's almost certainly all 1059 00:40:33,430 --> 00:40:31,040 black projects and there's a lot of 1060 00:40:34,069 --> 00:40:33,440 proven government disinformation where 1061 00:40:36,550 --> 00:40:34,079 they went 1062 00:40:37,589 --> 00:40:36,560 you know and like the bennowitz case is 1063 00:40:39,430 --> 00:40:37,599 famous for this 1064 00:40:41,750 --> 00:40:39,440 richard dodie goes to benowitz and says 1065 00:40:43,430 --> 00:40:41,760 oh no that that stuff you're seeing 1066 00:40:45,190 --> 00:40:43,440 those are aliens 1067 00:40:47,190 --> 00:40:45,200 right they knew that they were top 1068 00:40:49,510 --> 00:40:47,200 secret drone projects and this is early 1069 00:40:51,589 --> 00:40:49,520 80s or mid 80s before anybody even knew 1070 00:40:51,990 --> 00:40:51,599 that we had drones they were flying 1071 00:40:55,349 --> 00:40:52,000 drones 1072 00:40:56,230 --> 00:40:55,359 military base and that's what he was 1073 00:40:58,710 --> 00:40:56,240 seeing 1074 00:40:59,990 --> 00:40:58,720 you know and there's a so there's a lot 1075 00:41:01,670 --> 00:41:00,000 of evidence that they've been there's 1076 00:41:03,430 --> 00:41:01,680 been staging and alien invasion which 1077 00:41:06,790 --> 00:41:03,440 makes sense their technology is 1078 00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:06,800 far beyond what what we even remotely 1079 00:41:10,309 --> 00:41:08,240 understand so it's hard to say whether 1080 00:41:13,030 --> 00:41:10,319 it's real aliens or it's them 1081 00:41:14,870 --> 00:41:13,040 um and then you've got cyborg creatures 1082 00:41:17,270 --> 00:41:14,880 you know why couldn't they create cyborg 1083 00:41:20,069 --> 00:41:17,280 creatures and whatever it is we can 1084 00:41:21,349 --> 00:41:20,079 speculate well if they're going to do an 1085 00:41:24,470 --> 00:41:21,359 alien invasion 1086 00:41:25,510 --> 00:41:24,480 and if it's man-made right they're going 1087 00:41:28,950 --> 00:41:25,520 to have to do 1088 00:41:30,710 --> 00:41:28,960 some type of creature yeah i don't buy 1089 00:41:31,030 --> 00:41:30,720 the whole fake alien invasion thing i 1090 00:41:35,829 --> 00:41:31,040 think 1091 00:41:36,309 --> 00:41:35,839 that was carol rosen who's best friends 1092 00:41:38,390 --> 00:41:36,319 with 1093 00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:38,400 stephen greer and steven greer has been 1094 00:41:42,069 --> 00:41:40,400 telling that story for 20 years and now 1095 00:41:43,349 --> 00:41:42,079 actually william cooper william cooper 1096 00:41:44,870 --> 00:41:43,359 was one of the first that that 1097 00:41:46,870 --> 00:41:44,880 oh i wasn't aware of that news on that 1098 00:41:49,349 --> 00:41:46,880 yeah yeah i have a video with 1099 00:41:51,270 --> 00:41:49,359 william cooper who was the guy in the 1100 00:41:54,710 --> 00:41:51,280 1990s 1101 00:41:56,710 --> 00:41:54,720 and legit legit i mean well yeah he 1102 00:41:58,630 --> 00:41:56,720 hated alex jones 1103 00:42:00,829 --> 00:41:58,640 he really got shot and killed that we 1104 00:42:04,550 --> 00:42:00,839 should tell you something about 1105 00:42:06,870 --> 00:42:04,560 well that was suicide by cop 1106 00:42:07,990 --> 00:42:06,880 this is true this is true this is true 1107 00:42:09,670 --> 00:42:08,000 but he was the real 1108 00:42:11,829 --> 00:42:09,680 he was the real deal from what i learned 1109 00:42:14,069 --> 00:42:11,839 well on his last interview 1110 00:42:16,309 --> 00:42:14,079 he said that it was all bs he was used 1111 00:42:18,470 --> 00:42:16,319 by the tr by the globalist he said 1112 00:42:20,550 --> 00:42:18,480 that there is no aliens here all of the 1113 00:42:22,550 --> 00:42:20,560 ufos are man-made he says it's all about 1114 00:42:25,109 --> 00:42:22,560 a staged alien invasion 1115 00:42:26,069 --> 00:42:25,119 and that was his last admission and i 1116 00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:26,079 just think 1117 00:42:29,109 --> 00:42:27,680 i'm gonna find that yeah yeah i'll play 1118 00:42:30,950 --> 00:42:29,119 that i really i always 1119 00:42:32,710 --> 00:42:30,960 i always say that the only source is 1120 00:42:35,430 --> 00:42:32,720 carol rosen saying that 1121 00:42:36,470 --> 00:42:35,440 you know she heard that from von braun 1122 00:42:40,550 --> 00:42:36,480 it just seems to me 1123 00:42:42,950 --> 00:42:40,560 conveniently say that and he was a nazi 1124 00:42:44,550 --> 00:42:42,960 killed lots of people and we just 1125 00:42:47,190 --> 00:42:44,560 watched his his 1126 00:42:49,109 --> 00:42:47,200 you know nazism and and had him work on 1127 00:42:50,309 --> 00:42:49,119 our space program so i don't take him as 1128 00:42:52,309 --> 00:42:50,319 a real trusted source 1129 00:42:53,430 --> 00:42:52,319 but it makes sense though if you think 1130 00:42:55,190 --> 00:42:53,440 about it though if you have the 1131 00:42:57,510 --> 00:42:55,200 technology to do it 1132 00:42:58,630 --> 00:42:57,520 it makes sense because all empires have 1133 00:43:00,470 --> 00:42:58,640 always been moving for 1134 00:43:02,470 --> 00:43:00,480 towards world domination and in their 1135 00:43:04,309 --> 00:43:02,480 world it was like territorial you know 1136 00:43:06,790 --> 00:43:04,319 this country or that whatever 1137 00:43:07,510 --> 00:43:06,800 and so it's a natural outflow of 1138 00:43:10,150 --> 00:43:07,520 evolution 1139 00:43:11,510 --> 00:43:10,160 so it all makes sense to me my thing is 1140 00:43:13,589 --> 00:43:11,520 based on the evidence that i'm looking 1141 00:43:14,710 --> 00:43:13,599 at i could easily say oh it's aliens 1142 00:43:17,829 --> 00:43:14,720 right 1143 00:43:20,030 --> 00:43:17,839 but there there is data that points to 1144 00:43:21,670 --> 00:43:20,040 and it also again just makes sense on a 1145 00:43:23,349 --> 00:43:21,680 technological level 1146 00:43:25,510 --> 00:43:23,359 why would you not stage an alien 1147 00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:25,520 invasion why would you not do that 1148 00:43:29,670 --> 00:43:27,440 but what we do know is these craft are 1149 00:43:32,390 --> 00:43:29,680 flying around and breaking the laws of 1150 00:43:33,030 --> 00:43:32,400 physics and doing things that nobody can 1151 00:43:35,030 --> 00:43:33,040 do 1152 00:43:36,150 --> 00:43:35,040 well let me stop you there let me stop 1153 00:43:37,589 --> 00:43:36,160 you there for a second 1154 00:43:40,390 --> 00:43:37,599 because okay all right listen when 1155 00:43:41,910 --> 00:43:40,400 people a very common rift not among you 1156 00:43:44,470 --> 00:43:41,920 but among the true believers 1157 00:43:45,750 --> 00:43:44,480 is they they're very fond of saying 1158 00:43:48,390 --> 00:43:45,760 things like this 1159 00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:48,400 this craft violated the laws of physics 1160 00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:48,800 it 1161 00:43:53,990 --> 00:43:53,599 evidence of a project in the early 90s 1162 00:43:56,790 --> 00:43:54,000 that was 1163 00:43:57,990 --> 00:43:56,800 designed to take down nuclear missiles 1164 00:44:00,710 --> 00:43:58,000 in flight 1165 00:44:02,150 --> 00:44:00,720 that had all kinds of different jets on 1166 00:44:04,390 --> 00:44:02,160 each side and could do 1167 00:44:05,589 --> 00:44:04,400 perfect 90 degree turns so sometimes 1168 00:44:07,510 --> 00:44:05,599 when people say 1169 00:44:09,190 --> 00:44:07,520 yeah violating the laws of physics it's 1170 00:44:10,790 --> 00:44:09,200 just that they may be 1171 00:44:12,870 --> 00:44:10,800 there may be technology that you're 1172 00:44:15,750 --> 00:44:12,880 misinformed or uninformed about 1173 00:44:16,790 --> 00:44:15,760 that that these man-made craft are 1174 00:44:18,870 --> 00:44:16,800 utilizing 1175 00:44:20,309 --> 00:44:18,880 that makes yeah sure sure yeah yeah it's 1176 00:44:22,630 --> 00:44:20,319 true but it's stuff that we don't 1177 00:44:24,550 --> 00:44:22,640 normally know you know i mean i mean 1178 00:44:26,950 --> 00:44:24,560 i've been reporting on them 1179 00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:26,960 and at a pure fascination and i see 1180 00:44:29,030 --> 00:44:28,400 stuff that's just like are you kidding 1181 00:44:31,190 --> 00:44:29,040 me 1182 00:44:33,349 --> 00:44:31,200 yeah so it opens up a massive door i 1183 00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:33,359 just like for me okam's razor says it's 1184 00:44:36,069 --> 00:44:34,240 man-made 1185 00:44:38,230 --> 00:44:36,079 there are there are you know william 1186 00:44:40,710 --> 00:44:38,240 cooper i felt was very reputable 1187 00:44:41,750 --> 00:44:40,720 and i think that that's more likely that 1188 00:44:42,710 --> 00:44:41,760 they're staging that with everything 1189 00:44:43,510 --> 00:44:42,720 they're doing right now because look 1190 00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:43,520 we're heading for 1191 00:44:46,790 --> 00:44:45,760 it's global global government right and 1192 00:44:48,630 --> 00:44:46,800 somebody's going to run the show it's 1193 00:44:51,910 --> 00:44:48,640 just the way human primates operate 1194 00:44:54,710 --> 00:44:51,920 so we're stuck with it's you know 1195 00:44:55,030 --> 00:44:54,720 man-made or it's flipping aliens or you 1196 00:44:57,750 --> 00:44:55,040 know 1197 00:44:58,150 --> 00:44:57,760 and if it is man-made there's no it's 1198 00:45:01,270 --> 00:44:58,160 not 1199 00:45:03,910 --> 00:45:01,280 out of the out of the the 1200 00:45:05,589 --> 00:45:03,920 it's not off the table so with we have 1201 00:45:06,710 --> 00:45:05,599 sex dolls now that can talk to you and 1202 00:45:08,710 --> 00:45:06,720 do all sorts of stuff 1203 00:45:09,750 --> 00:45:08,720 yeah that's creepy it's not off the 1204 00:45:11,829 --> 00:45:09,760 table that they've got 1205 00:45:13,030 --> 00:45:11,839 they've got they've done the 1206 00:45:16,550 --> 00:45:13,040 transhumanist thing 1207 00:45:18,150 --> 00:45:16,560 underground had this already mastered 20 1208 00:45:19,990 --> 00:45:18,160 years ago i mean i mean i know i'm 1209 00:45:22,790 --> 00:45:20,000 speculating i'm just saying that well 1210 00:45:23,190 --> 00:45:22,800 exactly i mean they had the blackbird 1211 00:45:26,390 --> 00:45:23,200 and 1212 00:45:28,150 --> 00:45:26,400 years later 1213 00:45:29,910 --> 00:45:28,160 you know they had stealth technology we 1214 00:45:32,470 --> 00:45:29,920 didn't know about it until 10 or 15 1215 00:45:33,670 --> 00:45:32,480 years later so they're at least 10 15 20 1216 00:45:35,589 --> 00:45:33,680 years ahead 1217 00:45:36,950 --> 00:45:35,599 of the general public's knowledge of 1218 00:45:38,870 --> 00:45:36,960 technology 1219 00:45:40,309 --> 00:45:38,880 and and i believe that a great deal of 1220 00:45:43,510 --> 00:45:40,319 this uh 1221 00:45:46,470 --> 00:45:43,520 this new uap and all this push and 1222 00:45:47,430 --> 00:45:46,480 and the media attention is is it is 1223 00:45:49,510 --> 00:45:47,440 going to be 1224 00:45:51,109 --> 00:45:49,520 a threat narrative so that they get more 1225 00:45:53,990 --> 00:45:51,119 funding for black projects 1226 00:45:55,270 --> 00:45:54,000 and military military equipment well 1227 00:45:56,630 --> 00:45:55,280 they're calling it a threat and i think 1228 00:45:58,230 --> 00:45:56,640 that was the biggest red flag is when 1229 00:45:59,349 --> 00:45:58,240 the pentagon said this is a national 1230 00:46:00,950 --> 00:45:59,359 security threat 1231 00:46:03,270 --> 00:46:00,960 well it could very well be russian or 1232 00:46:04,630 --> 00:46:03,280 chinese drones i have a source that that 1233 00:46:07,190 --> 00:46:04,640 swears to me 1234 00:46:08,470 --> 00:46:07,200 that these things are chinese drones 1235 00:46:11,109 --> 00:46:08,480 swears to me 1236 00:46:11,910 --> 00:46:11,119 and he worked in the aviation industry i 1237 00:46:15,270 --> 00:46:11,920 vetted him 1238 00:46:17,589 --> 00:46:15,280 his back rail he swears to me that 1239 00:46:18,470 --> 00:46:17,599 the chinese government is sending drones 1240 00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:18,480 to monitor 1241 00:46:22,870 --> 00:46:21,520 our military assets equipment whatever 1242 00:46:24,790 --> 00:46:22,880 but i don't believe that a good 1243 00:46:26,950 --> 00:46:24,800 explanation for what this is 1244 00:46:28,470 --> 00:46:26,960 that our military doesn't that doesn't 1245 00:46:30,710 --> 00:46:28,480 know that i mean i just 1246 00:46:31,910 --> 00:46:30,720 sure i mean if anybody had advanced 1247 00:46:33,990 --> 00:46:31,920 technology it was 1248 00:46:36,150 --> 00:46:34,000 us with uh what was it was united states 1249 00:46:37,589 --> 00:46:36,160 with area 51 and such i mean it could be 1250 00:46:37,990 --> 00:46:37,599 our own yeah but you've got to remember 1251 00:46:43,109 --> 00:46:38,000 the 1252 00:46:45,190 --> 00:46:43,119 making 1253 00:46:46,710 --> 00:46:45,200 every bit of technology that the 1254 00:46:47,670 --> 00:46:46,720 consumers are buying throughout the 1255 00:46:51,109 --> 00:46:47,680 world today 1256 00:46:52,950 --> 00:46:51,119 so maybe they're more yeah technology 1257 00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:52,960 things aren't always as they seem and i 1258 00:46:56,069 --> 00:46:54,880 would not be surprised with i think 1259 00:46:57,589 --> 00:46:56,079 everything happened when the pandemic 1260 00:46:59,109 --> 00:46:57,599 happened all of a sudden the ufos just 1261 00:46:59,589 --> 00:46:59,119 went off the rocker i mean they were 1262 00:47:01,829 --> 00:46:59,599 just 1263 00:47:03,829 --> 00:47:01,839 it all happened together when the really 1264 00:47:05,670 --> 00:47:03,839 up the uptick of the ufos 1265 00:47:07,430 --> 00:47:05,680 and so when look at the whole globalist 1266 00:47:10,230 --> 00:47:07,440 movement right 1267 00:47:10,950 --> 00:47:10,240 if i was running these things and it was 1268 00:47:14,390 --> 00:47:10,960 for me 1269 00:47:16,230 --> 00:47:14,400 uh from the uh from the us government 1270 00:47:17,589 --> 00:47:16,240 of course it's a national security 1271 00:47:19,750 --> 00:47:17,599 threat if it came from 1272 00:47:21,829 --> 00:47:19,760 our underground bases of course i'd say 1273 00:47:23,430 --> 00:47:21,839 that because i'm setting it up 1274 00:47:24,870 --> 00:47:23,440 i'm setting it up i'm getting and then 1275 00:47:25,990 --> 00:47:24,880 you got everything else set up you know 1276 00:47:27,750 --> 00:47:26,000 and then you've got all the weather 1277 00:47:29,349 --> 00:47:27,760 weaponry that's happening all that stuff 1278 00:47:31,349 --> 00:47:29,359 that's going on which is real 1279 00:47:33,270 --> 00:47:31,359 you can look into it it's admitted by 1280 00:47:35,510 --> 00:47:33,280 all the major governments 1281 00:47:36,470 --> 00:47:35,520 and so the apocalypse is happening it's 1282 00:47:39,109 --> 00:47:36,480 being created 1283 00:47:40,470 --> 00:47:39,119 revelations in my opinion was a script 1284 00:47:42,230 --> 00:47:40,480 written by the globalist 1285 00:47:43,990 --> 00:47:42,240 and so when you look at the predictive 1286 00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:44,000 program 1287 00:47:47,270 --> 00:47:45,040 when i look at the predictive 1288 00:47:48,309 --> 00:47:47,280 programming in the media oh my god i 1289 00:47:50,230 --> 00:47:48,319 mean everything we're seeing in 1290 00:47:51,430 --> 00:47:50,240 post-apocalyptic pre-apocalyptic 1291 00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:51,440 apocalyptic 1292 00:47:55,990 --> 00:47:53,839 the the viruses the zombies all the 1293 00:47:57,190 --> 00:47:56,000 stuff i mean the the ufo invasions the 1294 00:48:00,309 --> 00:47:57,200 end of the world stuff this 1295 00:48:02,230 --> 00:48:00,319 isn't just like fancy oh oh this 1296 00:48:04,150 --> 00:48:02,240 is so much this is you're gonna make me 1297 00:48:10,549 --> 00:48:04,160 hurry up and finish that apocalypse 1298 00:48:15,190 --> 00:48:12,549 oh i do but i tend to run very hot and 1299 00:48:17,670 --> 00:48:15,200 cold with my anxiety levels like 1300 00:48:18,630 --> 00:48:17,680 i'll get very anxiety ridden and start 1301 00:48:20,630 --> 00:48:18,640 you know 1302 00:48:22,069 --> 00:48:20,640 yeah making sure i have food preps and i 1303 00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:22,079 have all the equipment that i could ever 1304 00:48:26,470 --> 00:48:24,160 need there and tools there and 1305 00:48:28,230 --> 00:48:26,480 weapons and you know and then and then i 1306 00:48:29,349 --> 00:48:28,240 kind of and then i kind of calm down and 1307 00:48:32,710 --> 00:48:29,359 i go 1308 00:48:34,710 --> 00:48:32,720 you know it's it's not that bad and 1309 00:48:36,390 --> 00:48:34,720 you know maybe i saw a little bit more 1310 00:48:38,870 --> 00:48:36,400 faith in humanity that 1311 00:48:41,030 --> 00:48:38,880 it's not write this down it's bad and 1312 00:48:42,870 --> 00:48:41,040 it's about to get extremely worse 1313 00:48:44,549 --> 00:48:42,880 and you heard it here and if i'm wrong 1314 00:48:48,069 --> 00:48:44,559 then i'll be wrong but 1315 00:48:49,430 --> 00:48:48,079 from what i understand just big i mean 1316 00:48:50,630 --> 00:48:49,440 any empire that takes over a free 1317 00:48:51,829 --> 00:48:50,640 society 1318 00:48:53,430 --> 00:48:51,839 uh through history and i'm not a 1319 00:48:55,349 --> 00:48:53,440 historian but from what i know just 1320 00:48:55,829 --> 00:48:55,359 cursory level of understanding this is 1321 00:48:57,589 --> 00:48:55,839 that 1322 00:48:58,950 --> 00:48:57,599 uh really bad things happen during this 1323 00:49:03,190 --> 00:48:58,960 process and 1324 00:49:05,109 --> 00:49:03,200 i have a list of of the just 35 of them 1325 00:49:06,950 --> 00:49:05,119 that are all talking about depopulation 1326 00:49:08,870 --> 00:49:06,960 now i'm for depopulation 1327 00:49:10,390 --> 00:49:08,880 when i think about this stephen i think 1328 00:49:14,069 --> 00:49:10,400 about me being 1329 00:49:17,349 --> 00:49:15,910 you would really you would really well i 1330 00:49:19,829 --> 00:49:17,359 mean listen this 1331 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:19,839 is i mean that's that's how as it exists 1332 00:49:23,109 --> 00:49:21,359 is not sustainable 1333 00:49:25,190 --> 00:49:23,119 and what a lot of people don't know is 1334 00:49:28,309 --> 00:49:25,200 what a lot of people don't know is that 1335 00:49:31,589 --> 00:49:28,319 the world really does run on on 1336 00:49:33,589 --> 00:49:31,599 petrochemicals and oil and that 1337 00:49:35,589 --> 00:49:33,599 that whole model is coming to an end and 1338 00:49:37,589 --> 00:49:35,599 it's not just the fuel we use 1339 00:49:38,950 --> 00:49:37,599 and the stuff we use to heat our homes 1340 00:49:42,230 --> 00:49:38,960 it's agriculture it's 1341 00:49:45,349 --> 00:49:42,240 everything and that that system could 1342 00:49:46,870 --> 00:49:45,359 be destroyed real quickly well i mean 1343 00:49:48,150 --> 00:49:46,880 when i think about depopulation it's 1344 00:49:49,270 --> 00:49:48,160 like we got eight billion people on the 1345 00:49:51,270 --> 00:49:49,280 planet right 1346 00:49:52,870 --> 00:49:51,280 and i have a there's a website called 1347 00:49:53,910 --> 00:49:52,880 the animal kill clock have you ever 1348 00:49:56,150 --> 00:49:53,920 heard of that 1349 00:49:57,670 --> 00:49:56,160 i guess i have actually yeah so every 1350 00:49:57,990 --> 00:49:57,680 second we're at like just this year 1351 00:50:01,109 --> 00:49:58,000 we're at 1352 00:50:02,390 --> 00:50:01,119 some ridiculous trillions of pigs and 1353 00:50:04,870 --> 00:50:02,400 cows and 1354 00:50:06,549 --> 00:50:04,880 think about it everywhere the human 1355 00:50:07,750 --> 00:50:06,559 animal we're just talking biology we're 1356 00:50:09,829 --> 00:50:07,760 not bad 1357 00:50:11,910 --> 00:50:09,839 we're just like frogs or whatever but 1358 00:50:12,549 --> 00:50:11,920 but with the desert the the the nature 1359 00:50:16,390 --> 00:50:12,559 of the human 1360 00:50:19,190 --> 00:50:16,400 animal everywhere the human animal goes 1361 00:50:19,670 --> 00:50:19,200 animals go extinct we're like a locust 1362 00:50:21,990 --> 00:50:19,680 okay 1363 00:50:24,069 --> 00:50:22,000 yeah we take all the resources we don't 1364 00:50:25,109 --> 00:50:24,079 yeah we don't care about renewables and 1365 00:50:27,190 --> 00:50:25,119 things like that 1366 00:50:28,950 --> 00:50:27,200 yeah so there comes a point there comes 1367 00:50:29,670 --> 00:50:28,960 a point where how many animals and 1368 00:50:31,510 --> 00:50:29,680 chickens 1369 00:50:33,190 --> 00:50:31,520 are going to be wholesale slaughtered 1370 00:50:35,829 --> 00:50:33,200 every second by the billions 1371 00:50:37,190 --> 00:50:35,839 millions and gazillions if we go to 10 1372 00:50:39,829 --> 00:50:37,200 billion people 1373 00:50:41,589 --> 00:50:39,839 so i i'm about responsibility how about 1374 00:50:43,990 --> 00:50:41,599 this one take responsibility you need a 1375 00:50:45,910 --> 00:50:44,000 license to have a child 1376 00:50:48,069 --> 00:50:45,920 yeah i always thought it was funny you 1377 00:50:50,150 --> 00:50:48,079 need a license to catch a fish you need 1378 00:50:52,870 --> 00:50:50,160 a license to have a dog 1379 00:50:53,270 --> 00:50:52,880 but don't let any idiot be a dad or a 1380 00:50:55,829 --> 00:50:53,280 mom 1381 00:50:57,829 --> 00:50:55,839 you know no i mean i mean come on it's 1382 00:51:00,710 --> 00:50:57,839 the future of our species why the hell 1383 00:51:02,470 --> 00:51:00,720 are we just like so we need to take 1384 00:51:04,390 --> 00:51:02,480 responsibility and you talk you know 1385 00:51:05,910 --> 00:51:04,400 like in i always see religion in new 1386 00:51:08,309 --> 00:51:05,920 ages like the 1387 00:51:08,950 --> 00:51:08,319 shadows or the forecasting of reality 1388 00:51:11,270 --> 00:51:08,960 right 1389 00:51:12,790 --> 00:51:11,280 so creating reality okay well forget 1390 00:51:14,309 --> 00:51:12,800 saint-germain and the rest of the bozos 1391 00:51:16,150 --> 00:51:14,319 how about you create your reality this 1392 00:51:17,349 --> 00:51:16,160 way how about you take responsibility 1393 00:51:18,790 --> 00:51:17,359 for how many kids you have 1394 00:51:20,150 --> 00:51:18,800 how the house let's start with that one 1395 00:51:21,750 --> 00:51:20,160 how about you create your reality by 1396 00:51:23,430 --> 00:51:21,760 stopping sex trafficking how about 1397 00:51:24,549 --> 00:51:23,440 spirituality by getting involved how 1398 00:51:27,349 --> 00:51:24,559 about you get off your 1399 00:51:29,190 --> 00:51:27,359 freaking little throne in your house 1400 00:51:30,470 --> 00:51:29,200 with your crystals and [\h__\h] and being on 1401 00:51:32,470 --> 00:51:30,480 youtube 1402 00:51:33,829 --> 00:51:32,480 [\h__\h] to everybody why don't you 1403 00:51:35,589 --> 00:51:33,839 really create your reality 1404 00:51:37,750 --> 00:51:35,599 you see what i'm saying and it's just 1405 00:51:39,510 --> 00:51:37,760 from day one it's just been this denial 1406 00:51:41,190 --> 00:51:39,520 of the physical world well i can't deny 1407 00:51:43,030 --> 00:51:41,200 it i think the world i think the world 1408 00:51:43,510 --> 00:51:43,040 has way too many people too but i'm not 1409 00:51:46,470 --> 00:51:43,520 in the 1410 00:51:46,950 --> 00:51:46,480 world i'm not in a position to uh like 1411 00:51:49,829 --> 00:51:46,960 go 1412 00:51:50,549 --> 00:51:49,839 let's start calling you know let's start 1413 00:51:53,589 --> 00:51:50,559 while we 1414 00:51:53,829 --> 00:51:53,599 start figuring out what stupid people we 1415 00:51:57,430 --> 00:51:53,839 can 1416 00:51:59,990 --> 00:51:57,440 stephen maybe or something 1417 00:52:01,109 --> 00:52:00,000 yeah yeah well that's a good idea we're 1418 00:52:04,069 --> 00:52:01,119 gonna have to become 1419 00:52:05,589 --> 00:52:04,079 at least a two planet species to survive 1420 00:52:07,510 --> 00:52:05,599 i like that idea better 1421 00:52:09,190 --> 00:52:07,520 yeah yeah maybe we could find some 1422 00:52:10,710 --> 00:52:09,200 habitable planet and just send all the 1423 00:52:12,710 --> 00:52:10,720 dumb people there 1424 00:52:14,950 --> 00:52:12,720 that would be my that would be great 1425 00:52:18,950 --> 00:52:14,960 let's start with an island 1426 00:52:21,510 --> 00:52:18,960 yeah yeah island dummies uh 1427 00:52:22,549 --> 00:52:21,520 well you know we you know like i said 1428 00:52:24,309 --> 00:52:22,559 just just starting with taking 1429 00:52:26,230 --> 00:52:24,319 responsibility for how many 1430 00:52:28,230 --> 00:52:26,240 for the future of our species and 1431 00:52:30,309 --> 00:52:28,240 getting people's heads out of invisible 1432 00:52:30,630 --> 00:52:30,319 land it would be a nice start you know 1433 00:52:32,150 --> 00:52:30,640 but 1434 00:52:33,349 --> 00:52:32,160 you know people talk about aliens coming 1435 00:52:33,829 --> 00:52:33,359 here i don't know when it comes to 1436 00:52:36,790 --> 00:52:33,839 aliens 1437 00:52:38,790 --> 00:52:36,800 likely to microchip everybody and put 1438 00:52:41,750 --> 00:52:38,800 the primates in check 1439 00:52:42,790 --> 00:52:41,760 uh to make us pets make us pets give us 1440 00:52:44,790 --> 00:52:42,800 virtual reality 1441 00:52:46,549 --> 00:52:44,800 and fun little things to do and they 1442 00:52:48,390 --> 00:52:46,559 take us out on walks and they give us 1443 00:52:49,109 --> 00:52:48,400 little parks to play in and stuff like 1444 00:52:51,750 --> 00:52:49,119 that 1445 00:52:53,990 --> 00:52:51,760 likelihoods there's a song they make 1446 00:52:56,190 --> 00:52:54,000 great pets 1447 00:52:57,589 --> 00:52:56,200 yeah you got your smart cities you get 1448 00:52:59,589 --> 00:52:57,599 microchipped 1449 00:53:00,710 --> 00:52:59,599 and you're happy you've got they have 1450 00:53:02,390 --> 00:53:00,720 new technology where you can have 1451 00:53:05,829 --> 00:53:02,400 multiple orgasms 1452 00:53:07,510 --> 00:53:05,839 all that stuff even primate can be happy 1453 00:53:08,870 --> 00:53:07,520 but if i was an alien race the last 1454 00:53:09,829 --> 00:53:08,880 thing i would do is come here and try to 1455 00:53:11,750 --> 00:53:09,839 negotiate 1456 00:53:13,510 --> 00:53:11,760 jack with anybody i mean well that's 1457 00:53:14,069 --> 00:53:13,520 always that's another that's another 1458 00:53:16,069 --> 00:53:14,079 stupid 1459 00:53:17,910 --> 00:53:16,079 thing you know it's like if they really 1460 00:53:18,870 --> 00:53:17,920 if they have the technology to travel 1461 00:53:22,630 --> 00:53:18,880 between 1462 00:53:25,109 --> 00:53:22,640 our resources 1463 00:53:26,309 --> 00:53:25,119 you know they can find water they can 1464 00:53:28,630 --> 00:53:26,319 make it that you know 1465 00:53:30,549 --> 00:53:28,640 like there's this argument that they're 1466 00:53:32,549 --> 00:53:30,559 coming here because uh they need 1467 00:53:34,150 --> 00:53:32,559 gold or you know the zechariah center 1468 00:53:35,990 --> 00:53:34,160 we're special come on 1469 00:53:37,829 --> 00:53:36,000 i like that one we're special yeah 1470 00:53:38,870 --> 00:53:37,839 there's uninhabited asteroids out there 1471 00:53:42,150 --> 00:53:38,880 that are 80 1472 00:53:42,710 --> 00:53:42,160 gold you know golden rock they could go 1473 00:53:44,309 --> 00:53:42,720 and 1474 00:53:45,589 --> 00:53:44,319 suck the whole thing into a spaceship 1475 00:53:47,829 --> 00:53:45,599 and have all the gold they wanted they 1476 00:53:49,990 --> 00:53:47,839 don't need to come here for resources 1477 00:53:51,670 --> 00:53:50,000 i've often thought though that if aliens 1478 00:53:55,190 --> 00:53:51,680 truly are coming here 1479 00:53:57,990 --> 00:53:55,200 it may be like an anthropologist 1480 00:53:59,190 --> 00:53:58,000 you know they're here to study primitive 1481 00:54:00,790 --> 00:53:59,200 species 1482 00:54:02,230 --> 00:54:00,800 as it but i think that the other thing 1483 00:54:03,750 --> 00:54:02,240 is as if they needed to 1484 00:54:05,430 --> 00:54:03,760 because you know i mean like we could go 1485 00:54:06,870 --> 00:54:05,440 all over the place like as if they 1486 00:54:08,230 --> 00:54:06,880 didn't already know that because they're 1487 00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:08,240 like that's the thing always cracks me 1488 00:54:11,190 --> 00:54:08,960 up about 1489 00:54:12,309 --> 00:54:11,200 about when i hear uh corey good and 1490 00:54:14,069 --> 00:54:12,319 wilcock talk about oh 1491 00:54:16,069 --> 00:54:14,079 you know they're like millions of years 1492 00:54:17,750 --> 00:54:16,079 billions of years advanced from us and 1493 00:54:19,349 --> 00:54:17,760 i had this little spat with good on 1494 00:54:21,670 --> 00:54:19,359 corey good on you on twitter 1495 00:54:23,270 --> 00:54:21,680 one time and i said i go well i just 1496 00:54:24,870 --> 00:54:23,280 would you would you please 1497 00:54:26,870 --> 00:54:24,880 would you please just i don't know give 1498 00:54:28,630 --> 00:54:26,880 us a little tiny 1499 00:54:30,950 --> 00:54:28,640 trickle of a breakthrough on some 1500 00:54:31,349 --> 00:54:30,960 science or maybe how to stop sex driving 1501 00:54:34,470 --> 00:54:31,359 yeah 1502 00:54:35,829 --> 00:54:34,480 advanced aliens 1503 00:54:38,069 --> 00:54:35,839 it's not like they can't figure out how 1504 00:54:39,750 --> 00:54:38,079 to make a comic book in four years maybe 1505 00:54:41,430 --> 00:54:39,760 they could give them a comic book 1506 00:54:44,150 --> 00:54:41,440 creation machine 1507 00:54:45,349 --> 00:54:44,160 yeah it's not it's not like they're 200 1508 00:54:47,670 --> 00:54:45,359 years in advance 1509 00:54:48,870 --> 00:54:47,680 they're billions and they're on a higher 1510 00:54:50,710 --> 00:54:48,880 density 1511 00:54:52,069 --> 00:54:50,720 and it's like you know people you know 1512 00:54:53,430 --> 00:54:52,079 it's like well why are you so confident 1513 00:54:55,430 --> 00:54:53,440 then that these guys are full of [\h__\h] 1514 00:54:58,549 --> 00:54:55,440 i'm like come on 1515 00:55:01,829 --> 00:54:58,559 i mean seriously you know 1516 00:55:02,549 --> 00:55:01,839 i mean they're not a hundred years ahead 1517 00:55:04,549 --> 00:55:02,559 of us 1518 00:55:07,030 --> 00:55:04,559 and if you see what we have done in a 1519 00:55:07,829 --> 00:55:07,040 decade imagine what they've done in six 1520 00:55:10,069 --> 00:55:07,839 billion years 1521 00:55:12,390 --> 00:55:10,079 and they're on some other dimension and 1522 00:55:15,670 --> 00:55:12,400 freaking you know wherever 1523 00:55:18,829 --> 00:55:15,680 uh anyway i don't know if we have any 1524 00:55:21,750 --> 00:55:18,839 questions or comments anywhere 1525 00:55:23,750 --> 00:55:21,760 but yeah 1526 00:55:25,670 --> 00:55:23,760 i'm sorry i'm also trying to monitor my 1527 00:55:28,069 --> 00:55:25,680 live chat here as well 1528 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:28,079 got a big crowd over there uh that's 1529 00:55:30,789 --> 00:55:30,240 good i'm glad to see it so this is the 1530 00:55:32,630 --> 00:55:30,799 first 1531 00:55:34,309 --> 00:55:32,640 you know i try to do the simulcast thing 1532 00:55:36,950 --> 00:55:34,319 because you know 1533 00:55:37,750 --> 00:55:36,960 uh we could have easily had me come on 1534 00:55:39,430 --> 00:55:37,760 your show 1535 00:55:40,870 --> 00:55:39,440 and then you come on my show but i 1536 00:55:44,069 --> 00:55:40,880 thought it would be better 1537 00:55:45,670 --> 00:55:44,079 yeah yeah just do it with me that's why 1538 00:55:47,190 --> 00:55:45,680 i kind of felt like it was almost like i 1539 00:55:49,349 --> 00:55:47,200 should have said the unspirituality 1540 00:55:51,349 --> 00:55:49,359 podcast and the midnight hour 1541 00:55:52,630 --> 00:55:51,359 oh it's truth seekers now that's my new 1542 00:55:55,430 --> 00:55:52,640 show what was it 1543 00:55:56,309 --> 00:55:55,440 oh i'm sorry yeah truth seekers on 1544 00:55:58,230 --> 00:55:56,319 youtube now 1545 00:55:59,589 --> 00:55:58,240 yeah but i still have all those midnight 1546 00:56:01,670 --> 00:55:59,599 hour episodes and there's some great 1547 00:56:02,549 --> 00:56:01,680 ones like interviews with stan freedmen 1548 00:56:08,630 --> 00:56:02,559 and 1549 00:56:09,829 --> 00:56:08,640 yeah stanton freedom freeman friedman 1550 00:56:11,670 --> 00:56:09,839 yeah i interviewed him 1551 00:56:13,430 --> 00:56:11,680 i have a oh really yeah i have an 1552 00:56:14,309 --> 00:56:13,440 unreleased interview that i did with him 1553 00:56:15,990 --> 00:56:14,319 too that i 1554 00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:16,000 and uh nobody's ever heard it so i'm 1555 00:56:19,910 --> 00:56:17,760 probably going to release that and how 1556 00:56:20,950 --> 00:56:19,920 how recent was this interview a few 1557 00:56:22,870 --> 00:56:20,960 years ago 1558 00:56:24,710 --> 00:56:22,880 oh like a year it was like a year and a 1559 00:56:26,069 --> 00:56:24,720 half before he died i think 1560 00:56:28,150 --> 00:56:26,079 maybe two oh i didn't know he died okay 1561 00:56:29,109 --> 00:56:28,160 so he's a legend so wow feather in your 1562 00:56:31,670 --> 00:56:29,119 hand that one man 1563 00:56:32,630 --> 00:56:31,680 yeah i mean the most famous person i 1564 00:56:35,589 --> 00:56:32,640 ever uh 1565 00:56:36,789 --> 00:56:35,599 interviewed was michael horn and that 1566 00:56:38,789 --> 00:56:36,799 was fun as well 1567 00:56:40,309 --> 00:56:38,799 that was so funny i'd say i guess the 1568 00:56:42,309 --> 00:56:40,319 most famous person i ever interviewed 1569 00:56:44,390 --> 00:56:42,319 was mcafee 1570 00:56:45,829 --> 00:56:44,400 oh really you know i was looking at john 1571 00:56:48,470 --> 00:56:45,839 mcafee and i was like 1572 00:56:49,910 --> 00:56:48,480 did he really interview john mcafee how 1573 00:56:52,150 --> 00:56:49,920 did you get that interview 1574 00:56:54,069 --> 00:56:52,160 it was weird like he he had back and 1575 00:56:55,750 --> 00:56:54,079 forth with emails and you know i had to 1576 00:56:57,990 --> 00:56:55,760 do it at a certain time and date and 1577 00:56:59,510 --> 00:56:58,000 agree to not ask x y and z 1578 00:57:02,150 --> 00:56:59,520 which was really questions that were 1579 00:57:04,710 --> 00:57:02,160 more like personal and about his 1580 00:57:06,150 --> 00:57:04,720 marital situation or something right you 1581 00:57:07,349 --> 00:57:06,160 know and i didn't even understand the 1582 00:57:08,150 --> 00:57:07,359 question but how did you get a hold of 1583 00:57:10,950 --> 00:57:08,160 them i mean 1584 00:57:12,950 --> 00:57:10,960 uh he he i followed him on twitter and 1585 00:57:14,630 --> 00:57:12,960 then he said like i'm available for 1586 00:57:17,750 --> 00:57:14,640 podcast interviews 1587 00:57:19,750 --> 00:57:17,760 and you know contact me and then i 1588 00:57:21,030 --> 00:57:19,760 contacted this email address he gave me 1589 00:57:21,910 --> 00:57:21,040 that turned out to be his wife who's a 1590 00:57:24,630 --> 00:57:21,920 very nice lady 1591 00:57:26,309 --> 00:57:24,640 and you know yeah that was it and man 1592 00:57:28,150 --> 00:57:26,319 you that was that was that that's pretty 1593 00:57:29,670 --> 00:57:28,160 amazing i mean he's a yeah it made me 1594 00:57:32,230 --> 00:57:29,680 he's a he's a superstar 1595 00:57:33,829 --> 00:57:32,240 it made me go you got to reach out to 1596 00:57:34,470 --> 00:57:33,839 people even if they're famous because 1597 00:57:36,950 --> 00:57:34,480 some of them 1598 00:57:37,750 --> 00:57:36,960 just you know right give you the time 1599 00:57:39,270 --> 00:57:37,760 you know 1600 00:57:41,030 --> 00:57:39,280 and actually i think he was supposed to 1601 00:57:42,870 --> 00:57:41,040 do two hours but he cut it at the one 1602 00:57:45,270 --> 00:57:42,880 hour mark and you what can you say 1603 00:57:46,870 --> 00:57:45,280 you know you know i just went well thank 1604 00:57:49,109 --> 00:57:46,880 you for your time then and 1605 00:57:50,150 --> 00:57:49,119 forget the rest of these questions you 1606 00:57:51,829 --> 00:57:50,160 know wow 1607 00:57:53,270 --> 00:57:51,839 no no that's a that's a feather in your 1608 00:57:55,109 --> 00:57:53,280 hat for sure yeah 1609 00:57:56,870 --> 00:57:55,119 yeah i'm trying to spend some time every 1610 00:57:58,789 --> 00:57:56,880 week contacting people 1611 00:58:00,230 --> 00:57:58,799 interested even just interesting people 1612 00:58:02,789 --> 00:58:00,240 you know that you know might be 1613 00:58:04,789 --> 00:58:02,799 interested in weird topics 1614 00:58:06,950 --> 00:58:04,799 what what's up next on your show you got 1615 00:58:09,190 --> 00:58:06,960 do you have uh some topics that you're 1616 00:58:10,309 --> 00:58:09,200 yeah well i think we're going to be uh i 1617 00:58:12,710 --> 00:58:10,319 have a few 1618 00:58:13,829 --> 00:58:12,720 different guys that are ufo researchers 1619 00:58:16,230 --> 00:58:13,839 and we're going to be 1620 00:58:17,270 --> 00:58:16,240 talking about this upcoming ufo report 1621 00:58:19,109 --> 00:58:17,280 what might be in it 1622 00:58:21,030 --> 00:58:19,119 what the implications might be because 1623 00:58:22,230 --> 00:58:21,040 everybody's really just in speculation 1624 00:58:24,549 --> 00:58:22,240 land but 1625 00:58:26,549 --> 00:58:24,559 my take so far is that there's not going 1626 00:58:28,549 --> 00:58:26,559 to be anything groundbreaking in that 1627 00:58:30,549 --> 00:58:28,559 they're going to go there's these things 1628 00:58:33,109 --> 00:58:30,559 we don't know what they are 1629 00:58:35,430 --> 00:58:33,119 we've investigated we don't know if 1630 00:58:36,069 --> 00:58:35,440 they're foreign adversaries or what they 1631 00:58:38,309 --> 00:58:36,079 are 1632 00:58:39,829 --> 00:58:38,319 and we'll we're going to continue to uh 1633 00:58:40,789 --> 00:58:39,839 investigate that's what i think they're 1634 00:58:43,589 --> 00:58:40,799 going to do 1635 00:58:44,470 --> 00:58:43,599 maybe they'll drop some other videos or 1636 00:58:46,390 --> 00:58:44,480 or pictures 1637 00:58:48,950 --> 00:58:46,400 but they'll probably be just as useful 1638 00:58:52,470 --> 00:58:48,960 as the last batch of stuff 1639 00:58:56,230 --> 00:58:52,480 you know and i'm not a big fan of this 1640 00:58:58,950 --> 00:58:56,240 this uh this words are important to me 1641 00:59:00,789 --> 00:58:58,960 and uh you know we get this this total 1642 00:59:02,549 --> 00:59:00,799 misunderstanding from the true believers 1643 00:59:03,670 --> 00:59:02,559 like with this jeremy corbell pyramid 1644 00:59:06,069 --> 00:59:03,680 video 1645 00:59:06,789 --> 00:59:06,079 that the navy confirmed it was a genuine 1646 00:59:09,109 --> 00:59:06,799 video 1647 00:59:10,470 --> 00:59:09,119 no the navy just confirmed that a navy 1648 00:59:11,990 --> 00:59:10,480 person took it 1649 00:59:13,750 --> 00:59:12,000 they didn't say what it was no the 1650 00:59:14,630 --> 00:59:13,760 pentagon the pentagon the pentagon gave 1651 00:59:16,230 --> 00:59:14,640 it a stamp 1652 00:59:18,630 --> 00:59:16,240 of approval well they said that a navy 1653 00:59:20,950 --> 00:59:18,640 personnel took the video 1654 00:59:22,470 --> 00:59:20,960 that it was taken by a navy personnel 1655 00:59:23,430 --> 00:59:22,480 but they didn't say it was aliens and 1656 00:59:25,430 --> 00:59:23,440 what i'm saying is 1657 00:59:26,789 --> 00:59:25,440 no no no they said it was a legitimate 1658 00:59:29,030 --> 00:59:26,799 it was on it was on 1659 00:59:30,069 --> 00:59:29,040 i think was on fox news they said it was 1660 00:59:33,030 --> 00:59:30,079 a legitimate 1661 00:59:34,069 --> 00:59:33,040 ufo which was a craft they did not know 1662 00:59:36,390 --> 00:59:34,079 where it came from 1663 00:59:38,630 --> 00:59:36,400 who it came from what it was not hard to 1664 00:59:41,829 --> 00:59:38,640 believe considering it had faa 1665 00:59:42,789 --> 00:59:41,839 lights on it you know where like what do 1666 00:59:44,069 --> 00:59:42,799 you mean like 1667 00:59:45,990 --> 00:59:44,079 maybe we're talking about two different 1668 00:59:48,710 --> 00:59:46,000 videos well i'm talking about the green 1669 00:59:50,230 --> 00:59:48,720 triangles yeah yeah and this if you look 1670 00:59:52,069 --> 00:59:50,240 at mick west he 1671 00:59:53,270 --> 00:59:52,079 debunked the whole thing and it could 1672 00:59:55,430 --> 00:59:53,280 have been taken 1673 00:59:56,549 --> 00:59:55,440 you know uh with the triangle aperture 1674 00:59:57,990 --> 00:59:56,559 of the night vision 1675 00:59:59,670 --> 00:59:58,000 and it could have been an airplane and 1676 01:00:00,630 --> 00:59:59,680 then somebody even took video of an 1677 01:00:02,470 --> 01:00:00,640 airplane 1678 01:00:04,069 --> 01:00:02,480 same flashing lights and by the way the 1679 01:00:07,349 --> 01:00:04,079 flashing lights in corbell's 1680 01:00:10,390 --> 01:00:07,359 green pyramid video line up perfectly 1681 01:00:13,510 --> 01:00:10,400 the timing does to faa lights 1682 01:00:14,390 --> 01:00:13,520 on an airplane or helicopter so i just 1683 01:00:16,549 --> 01:00:14,400 think i don't know 1684 01:00:18,069 --> 01:00:16,559 how that's possible i mean when you look 1685 01:00:20,069 --> 01:00:18,079 at it 1686 01:00:22,630 --> 01:00:20,079 it hasn't it's not i mean it's with all 1687 01:00:26,309 --> 01:00:22,640 the other craft that are showing up 1688 01:00:30,069 --> 01:00:29,190 if you take if you take a night vision 1689 01:00:38,470 --> 01:00:30,079 uh 1690 01:00:40,549 --> 01:00:38,480 where the aperture happens to be a 1691 01:00:43,190 --> 01:00:40,559 triangle and then you film an 1692 01:00:44,549 --> 01:00:43,200 airplane it looks like exactly what's in 1693 01:00:47,589 --> 01:00:44,559 corbell's photo or 1694 01:00:48,789 --> 01:00:47,599 image what it looks exactly like what's 1695 01:00:51,829 --> 01:00:48,799 in corbell's 1696 01:00:53,190 --> 01:00:51,839 video and i don't trust he did this 1697 01:00:56,069 --> 01:00:53,200 he did this for people that don't know 1698 01:00:58,950 --> 01:00:56,079 corbell and dolan hopes this cia 1699 01:00:59,750 --> 01:00:58,960 death bed confession video where the guy 1700 01:01:03,430 --> 01:00:59,760 was supposed to 1701 01:01:05,109 --> 01:01:03,440 be former c.i.a and that he uh worked on 1702 01:01:07,670 --> 01:01:05,119 flying saucers or knew about flying 1703 01:01:10,309 --> 01:01:07,680 saucers and went into area 51 1704 01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,319 at the request of the president and they 1705 01:01:14,470 --> 01:01:12,720 had aliens there an alien spacecraft and 1706 01:01:15,190 --> 01:01:14,480 it turns out the guy was never in the 1707 01:01:17,510 --> 01:01:15,200 cia 1708 01:01:19,430 --> 01:01:17,520 he was never in the military and he 1709 01:01:20,150 --> 01:01:19,440 worked his entire life in a grocery 1710 01:01:21,829 --> 01:01:20,160 store 1711 01:01:23,190 --> 01:01:21,839 and that story was brought to us by 1712 01:01:25,589 --> 01:01:23,200 corbell corbell was going to make an 1713 01:01:27,270 --> 01:01:25,599 entire documentary about that guy 1714 01:01:29,030 --> 01:01:27,280 but then when the pressure and the 1715 01:01:30,549 --> 01:01:29,040 people debunking that guy 1716 01:01:32,230 --> 01:01:30,559 and looking into his real and actual 1717 01:01:33,990 --> 01:01:32,240 history started coming to light i think 1718 01:01:35,910 --> 01:01:34,000 he shelved that project 1719 01:01:37,589 --> 01:01:35,920 because he was busted and dolan was in 1720 01:01:37,990 --> 01:01:37,599 on that too he got dolan to do the 1721 01:01:41,109 --> 01:01:38,000 actual 1722 01:01:41,829 --> 01:01:41,119 interview what do you think i think that 1723 01:01:43,510 --> 01:01:41,839 he's uh 1724 01:01:45,670 --> 01:01:43,520 you know i used to like and respect him 1725 01:01:46,390 --> 01:01:45,680 but i think that he strayed way too far 1726 01:01:48,950 --> 01:01:46,400 into the woo 1727 01:01:49,829 --> 01:01:48,960 and he uh you know i understand though 1728 01:01:51,829 --> 01:01:49,839 he's made his 1729 01:01:53,510 --> 01:01:51,839 career out of this so he's got to keep i 1730 01:01:55,349 --> 01:01:53,520 feel bad for him he's got to keep coming 1731 01:01:57,589 --> 01:01:55,359 up with ufo stories 1732 01:01:58,789 --> 01:01:57,599 no matter well i don't listen i i mean 1733 01:02:00,390 --> 01:01:58,799 right now i don't think it's 1734 01:02:02,069 --> 01:02:00,400 i i'm going to even have enough time to 1735 01:02:03,270 --> 01:02:02,079 run through all the footage that i 1736 01:02:06,470 --> 01:02:03,280 report on all the time 1737 01:02:07,349 --> 01:02:06,480 that's all over the place stories and 1738 01:02:09,750 --> 01:02:07,359 everything but 1739 01:02:12,069 --> 01:02:09,760 but the the thing of it is like when you 1740 01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:12,079 look at the uh nimitz ufos you know you 1741 01:02:14,390 --> 01:02:12,960 look at those i mean 1742 01:02:15,750 --> 01:02:14,400 pentagon right off the bat say we don't 1743 01:02:17,829 --> 01:02:15,760 know what the hell these things are you 1744 01:02:19,910 --> 01:02:17,839 know they're a national security threat 1745 01:02:22,069 --> 01:02:19,920 um and then you have the uh you know the 1746 01:02:23,270 --> 01:02:22,079 triangular ufos and then all these ufos 1747 01:02:24,789 --> 01:02:23,280 appearing everywhere that i'm i mean 1748 01:02:26,470 --> 01:02:24,799 it's just it's just ridiculous i mean 1749 01:02:27,910 --> 01:02:26,480 it's nuts like these orbs either black 1750 01:02:29,829 --> 01:02:27,920 triangles or orbs 1751 01:02:31,510 --> 01:02:29,839 and doing these crates i'll i'll give 1752 01:02:32,470 --> 01:02:31,520 you that there's tons of sightings right 1753 01:02:35,109 --> 01:02:32,480 now and there is 1754 01:02:36,150 --> 01:02:35,119 it seems to be a big uptick in activity 1755 01:02:39,109 --> 01:02:36,160 reports 1756 01:02:40,309 --> 01:02:39,119 and videos being taken so uh you know it 1757 01:02:42,789 --> 01:02:40,319 makes me wonder if this 1758 01:02:44,630 --> 01:02:42,799 is all coming to some sort of crescendo 1759 01:02:46,390 --> 01:02:44,640 and what is that crescendo going to be 1760 01:02:48,069 --> 01:02:46,400 right well that's that's why i talk 1761 01:02:50,230 --> 01:02:48,079 about predictive programming 1762 01:02:52,789 --> 01:02:50,240 you know the cia talked about the media 1763 01:02:53,910 --> 01:02:52,799 in the in the in the uh 1960s i don't 1764 01:02:55,510 --> 01:02:53,920 have the exact 1765 01:02:56,789 --> 01:02:55,520 source right now but about that that 1766 01:02:57,670 --> 01:02:56,799 media is basically predictive 1767 01:03:01,510 --> 01:02:57,680 programming 1768 01:03:04,230 --> 01:03:01,520 when you look at the the the 1769 01:03:05,270 --> 01:03:04,240 all the apocalypse movies and you look 1770 01:03:08,630 --> 01:03:05,280 at the theme 1771 01:03:09,109 --> 01:03:08,640 you've got pandemic you've got crazy ass 1772 01:03:11,109 --> 01:03:09,119 weather 1773 01:03:12,230 --> 01:03:11,119 you've got every you've got ufo 1774 01:03:14,309 --> 01:03:12,240 invasions you've got 1775 01:03:15,589 --> 01:03:14,319 zombies i figured out i think i told you 1776 01:03:18,069 --> 01:03:15,599 the other night how 1777 01:03:18,710 --> 01:03:18,079 they how zombies can happen that tell 1778 01:03:21,589 --> 01:03:18,720 you that 1779 01:03:22,630 --> 01:03:21,599 well there is that drug that uh yeah we 1780 01:03:25,510 --> 01:03:22,640 were talking about that 1781 01:03:27,190 --> 01:03:25,520 yeah flacca flaca and crocodile all you 1782 01:03:28,630 --> 01:03:27,200 have to do is put those two drugs into 1783 01:03:29,349 --> 01:03:28,640 the water supply and you will have an 1784 01:03:32,390 --> 01:03:29,359 immediate 1785 01:03:34,789 --> 01:03:32,400 instant freaking zombie apocalypse 1786 01:03:36,630 --> 01:03:34,799 that's scary but that's what i'm saying 1787 01:03:37,029 --> 01:03:36,640 by looking at the predictive programming 1788 01:03:39,349 --> 01:03:37,039 i'm 1789 01:03:40,470 --> 01:03:39,359 seeing just understanding the way the 1790 01:03:42,390 --> 01:03:40,480 whole 1791 01:03:44,069 --> 01:03:42,400 thing works and where they're going for 1792 01:03:46,390 --> 01:03:44,079 power which makes sense i'm not saying 1793 01:03:48,390 --> 01:03:46,400 it shouldn't go there that's the way 1794 01:03:50,069 --> 01:03:48,400 evolution is leading um yeah i'm not 1795 01:03:51,510 --> 01:03:50,079 sure that i i believe in a lot of this 1796 01:03:52,630 --> 01:03:51,520 predictive programming stuff because 1797 01:03:54,630 --> 01:03:52,640 after all 1798 01:03:56,069 --> 01:03:54,640 people like wilcox talk about it and i 1799 01:03:58,309 --> 01:03:56,079 think if you if you 1800 01:04:00,069 --> 01:03:58,319 analyze anything like people analyze the 1801 01:04:02,150 --> 01:04:00,079 super bowl every year and say that's 1802 01:04:04,309 --> 01:04:02,160 predictive programming or you know 1803 01:04:05,990 --> 01:04:04,319 it's kind of like connecting the dots 1804 01:04:08,150 --> 01:04:06,000 after the fact to me 1805 01:04:09,029 --> 01:04:08,160 but i haven't done adequate research and 1806 01:04:10,870 --> 01:04:09,039 i leave open 1807 01:04:13,190 --> 01:04:10,880 i certainly leave open the possibility 1808 01:04:15,589 --> 01:04:13,200 that our government uses propaganda 1809 01:04:16,549 --> 01:04:15,599 to get us ready for things or to you 1810 01:04:19,990 --> 01:04:16,559 know right 1811 01:04:21,829 --> 01:04:20,000 to manipulate us to control right right 1812 01:04:23,910 --> 01:04:21,839 yeah there's there's a lot to it again 1813 01:04:24,789 --> 01:04:23,920 that's its own its own topic to look 1814 01:04:28,710 --> 01:04:24,799 deeper into 1815 01:04:33,109 --> 01:04:28,720 but um uh yeah anyway 1816 01:04:34,549 --> 01:04:33,119 big uptick in ufo sightings um and uh 1817 01:04:36,870 --> 01:04:34,559 it's just mind-blowing to me because 1818 01:04:39,430 --> 01:04:36,880 it's gone but really in my opinion we're 1819 01:04:41,430 --> 01:04:39,440 in a soft invasion on some level 1820 01:04:43,750 --> 01:04:41,440 whether it is another country doing it 1821 01:04:45,029 --> 01:04:43,760 or an alien race doing it or a staged 1822 01:04:47,190 --> 01:04:45,039 alien invasion 1823 01:04:49,349 --> 01:04:47,200 there's just too many i got i was doing 1824 01:04:51,510 --> 01:04:49,359 this i'm you know i'm 57 i started this 1825 01:04:54,470 --> 01:04:51,520 in the night in my 20s 1826 01:04:55,990 --> 01:04:54,480 i've never seen what i'm seeing now it's 1827 01:04:57,670 --> 01:04:56,000 it's off the charts and when i start 1828 01:05:01,109 --> 01:04:57,680 seeing it being 1829 01:05:02,309 --> 01:05:01,119 talked about from the top down and 1830 01:05:04,230 --> 01:05:02,319 you know like i said it can be 1831 01:05:05,670 --> 01:05:04,240 completely faked and made by them but 1832 01:05:07,990 --> 01:05:05,680 the point is is that they're 1833 01:05:08,950 --> 01:05:08,000 we're seeing it in media we're seeing it 1834 01:05:12,069 --> 01:05:08,960 presented 1835 01:05:13,349 --> 01:05:12,079 and the thing about media media is a 1836 01:05:17,190 --> 01:05:13,359 social engineering 1837 01:05:20,069 --> 01:05:17,200 uh device uh if i 1838 01:05:21,510 --> 01:05:20,079 again i always put myself in the in the 1839 01:05:24,630 --> 01:05:21,520 in the position of 1840 01:05:26,549 --> 01:05:24,640 a globalist okay it would be very easy 1841 01:05:28,549 --> 01:05:26,559 to social engineer the entire planet 1842 01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:28,559 through media very easy and why wouldn't 1843 01:06:02,150 --> 01:05:29,760 i 1844 01:06:04,150 --> 01:06:02,160 well these are pretty powerful way to do 1845 01:06:07,029 --> 01:06:04,160 it a good name can get shared 1846 01:06:08,069 --> 01:06:07,039 a million times you know and people but 1847 01:06:13,589 --> 01:06:08,079 it's all about 1848 01:06:16,950 --> 01:06:13,599 control and 1849 01:06:20,390 --> 01:06:16,960 the fact that rulership of the world 1850 01:06:22,150 --> 01:06:20,400 is just been the main aim 1851 01:06:23,430 --> 01:06:22,160 of empires you know that's just the 1852 01:06:25,589 --> 01:06:23,440 history of empires and 1853 01:06:27,190 --> 01:06:25,599 back then it was rulership of this 1854 01:06:30,150 --> 01:06:27,200 continent rulership of that 1855 01:06:31,670 --> 01:06:30,160 so when that is an established fact 1856 01:06:33,109 --> 01:06:31,680 which we can see 1857 01:06:35,109 --> 01:06:33,119 then you look at all the other 1858 01:06:36,710 --> 01:06:35,119 connections to it weather weaponry 1859 01:06:38,390 --> 01:06:36,720 there's remote mind control have you 1860 01:06:40,710 --> 01:06:38,400 seen the reports on that we're 1861 01:06:41,990 --> 01:06:40,720 remotely well not only that but there's 1862 01:06:44,829 --> 01:06:42,000 in the media there is 1863 01:06:46,390 --> 01:06:44,839 there is actual real media sources 1864 01:06:48,789 --> 01:06:46,400 reporting uh these 1865 01:06:50,309 --> 01:06:48,799 uh energy weapons yeah they're being 1866 01:06:52,870 --> 01:06:50,319 against u.s government 1867 01:06:54,390 --> 01:06:52,880 facilities and employees and that's not 1868 01:06:57,670 --> 01:06:54,400 science fiction anymore 1869 01:06:59,750 --> 01:06:57,680 no the real media fox cnn 1870 01:07:00,789 --> 01:06:59,760 or new york times you know they're 1871 01:07:01,829 --> 01:07:00,799 reporting on it 1872 01:07:03,589 --> 01:07:01,839 one of the things that's been bothering 1873 01:07:04,870 --> 01:07:03,599 me though about this whole ufo flap and 1874 01:07:07,589 --> 01:07:04,880 all this 1875 01:07:09,589 --> 01:07:07,599 new found media attention into ufos is 1876 01:07:11,510 --> 01:07:09,599 that the media is often getting it wrong 1877 01:07:13,270 --> 01:07:11,520 with this new york times article like 1878 01:07:14,789 --> 01:07:13,280 they had to keep correcting everything 1879 01:07:15,349 --> 01:07:14,799 in the article because they misquote 1880 01:07:18,390 --> 01:07:15,359 people 1881 01:07:19,990 --> 01:07:18,400 or you know and uh i don't know 1882 01:07:22,069 --> 01:07:20,000 it just seems like some of this seems 1883 01:07:24,150 --> 01:07:22,079 like a psyop to me like 1884 01:07:26,069 --> 01:07:24,160 and it makes me wonder if it is a cyap 1885 01:07:28,150 --> 01:07:26,079 like what are they getting us ready for 1886 01:07:29,750 --> 01:07:28,160 you know well see that's why that's why 1887 01:07:31,190 --> 01:07:29,760 my whole thing you know i did that video 1888 01:07:33,190 --> 01:07:31,200 on grier and i talked about 1889 01:07:34,309 --> 01:07:33,200 you know uh saying that greer is a 1890 01:07:35,670 --> 01:07:34,319 player not 1891 01:07:37,349 --> 01:07:35,680 not i'm not even really saying 1892 01:07:38,870 --> 01:07:37,359 consciously and that alex jones is a 1893 01:07:39,829 --> 01:07:38,880 chess piece like all these are chess 1894 01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:39,839 pieces 1895 01:07:43,430 --> 01:07:41,760 um this is why the stage dealing 1896 01:07:46,549 --> 01:07:43,440 invasion for me 1897 01:07:47,670 --> 01:07:46,559 makes more sense uh that that there's 1898 01:07:50,309 --> 01:07:47,680 just going to be 1899 01:07:50,870 --> 01:07:50,319 i don't know exactly how but it makes 1900 01:07:54,829 --> 01:07:50,880 sense 1901 01:07:59,029 --> 01:07:54,839 if i wanted to bring the world into one 1902 01:08:00,710 --> 01:07:59,039 power uh one global government right 1903 01:08:02,549 --> 01:08:00,720 i would have to create some type of a 1904 01:08:03,589 --> 01:08:02,559 very vast threat but that threat's got 1905 01:08:05,589 --> 01:08:03,599 to come in 1906 01:08:07,510 --> 01:08:05,599 in a way where it's kind of like right 1907 01:08:08,870 --> 01:08:07,520 now we've got world war iii brewing like 1908 01:08:12,710 --> 01:08:08,880 crazy i mean it's like 1909 01:08:15,990 --> 01:08:12,720 nuts man okay china iran north korea 1910 01:08:18,070 --> 01:08:16,000 i mean it is just uh in russia yeah it's 1911 01:08:20,070 --> 01:08:18,080 huge i mean i think i told you i don't 1912 01:08:23,269 --> 01:08:20,080 know if i told you this when we talked 1913 01:08:26,789 --> 01:08:23,279 um last weekend um about 1914 01:08:29,990 --> 01:08:26,799 tulsi gabbert came on to um 1915 01:08:30,630 --> 01:08:30,000 uh tucker carlson's show and this was 1916 01:08:33,590 --> 01:08:30,640 just after 1917 01:08:35,749 --> 01:08:33,600 uh uh putin had sent like i forget how 1918 01:08:38,709 --> 01:08:35,759 many hundreds or thousands of 1919 01:08:40,390 --> 01:08:38,719 robot freaking tanks to the to the 1920 01:08:42,709 --> 01:08:40,400 border of ukraine 1921 01:08:43,669 --> 01:08:42,719 and tulsi got on there and she started 1922 01:08:45,910 --> 01:08:43,679 talking about 1923 01:08:47,749 --> 01:08:45,920 you don't understand we've got a 1924 01:08:49,110 --> 01:08:47,759 thousand nukes pointed towards them 1925 01:08:50,470 --> 01:08:49,120 they've got a thousand nukes pointed 1926 01:08:51,669 --> 01:08:50,480 towards us and she goes do you have any 1927 01:08:54,070 --> 01:08:51,679 idea what happens when 1928 01:08:54,950 --> 01:08:54,080 when when when she goes in the war is 1929 01:08:56,149 --> 01:08:54,960 going to be here 1930 01:08:58,229 --> 01:08:56,159 and she goes you know what happens when 1931 01:08:59,510 --> 01:08:58,239 a nuke hits a city she goes your skin 1932 01:09:01,030 --> 01:08:59,520 peels off of your face 1933 01:09:02,630 --> 01:09:01,040 and she just went into detail and i'm 1934 01:09:04,709 --> 01:09:02,640 just like go on 1935 01:09:06,149 --> 01:09:04,719 because it's tulsi it's tulsi gabber you 1936 01:09:08,950 --> 01:09:06,159 know it wasn't like like like it was 1937 01:09:11,590 --> 01:09:08,960 urgent well you have to imagine too that 1938 01:09:13,590 --> 01:09:11,600 you know the there's there's it's very 1939 01:09:15,030 --> 01:09:13,600 ordinary that there's tensions between 1940 01:09:18,550 --> 01:09:15,040 powers on 1941 01:09:20,550 --> 01:09:18,560 on the globe of earth but this pandemic 1942 01:09:21,990 --> 01:09:20,560 may have intensified that because a lot 1943 01:09:23,349 --> 01:09:22,000 of people aren't working a lot of people 1944 01:09:25,669 --> 01:09:23,359 are unhappy there's 1945 01:09:27,749 --> 01:09:25,679 resource problems there's supply 1946 01:09:31,189 --> 01:09:27,759 problems all over the world 1947 01:09:32,390 --> 01:09:31,199 and you know when people get pushed to a 1948 01:09:35,749 --> 01:09:32,400 certain level 1949 01:09:38,309 --> 01:09:35,759 you know violence is easily easy 1950 01:09:38,789 --> 01:09:38,319 can be easy to pop off i i just i hope 1951 01:09:42,470 --> 01:09:38,799 that 1952 01:09:43,590 --> 01:09:42,480 you know mutual assured destruction 1953 01:09:46,229 --> 01:09:43,600 nobody's gonna win 1954 01:09:47,749 --> 01:09:46,239 in a nuclear war nobody yeah but there's 1955 01:09:49,269 --> 01:09:47,759 big benefits on how 1956 01:09:52,309 --> 01:09:49,279 i mean this has just been the i don't 1957 01:09:54,630 --> 01:09:52,319 know i said the globalist plan 1958 01:09:56,229 --> 01:09:54,640 and it involved a lot it's involved a 1959 01:09:59,830 --> 01:09:56,239 lot of different factors 1960 01:10:03,430 --> 01:09:59,840 um and pandemic is a huge part of this 1961 01:10:05,270 --> 01:10:03,440 whole whole thing um 1962 01:10:07,030 --> 01:10:05,280 so forget what the hell i was going to 1963 01:10:08,550 --> 01:10:07,040 say say something 1964 01:10:10,790 --> 01:10:08,560 you're going to say something you know 1965 01:10:13,189 --> 01:10:10,800 what it was but i i it 1966 01:10:14,630 --> 01:10:13,199 business is not as usual definitely and 1967 01:10:15,510 --> 01:10:14,640 i and i have to stay out of the copa 1968 01:10:17,830 --> 01:10:15,520 thing because of the 1969 01:10:19,510 --> 01:10:17,840 rules of of youtube oh sure we don't 1970 01:10:21,110 --> 01:10:19,520 talk about it on my show either 1971 01:10:23,830 --> 01:10:21,120 yeah we don't really don't talk about it 1972 01:10:24,550 --> 01:10:23,840 but but i can tell you here's the thing 1973 01:10:26,630 --> 01:10:24,560 from my 1974 01:10:28,470 --> 01:10:26,640 perspective my research my understanding 1975 01:10:30,390 --> 01:10:28,480 is we're we're in the full-blown 1976 01:10:33,030 --> 01:10:30,400 takeover this is the this is the full 1977 01:10:34,870 --> 01:10:33,040 flow the power grab and the technology 1978 01:10:38,229 --> 01:10:34,880 has gotten to a point that the 1979 01:10:39,270 --> 01:10:38,239 the the nation that the literally have 1980 01:10:42,550 --> 01:10:39,280 to move 1981 01:10:44,070 --> 01:10:42,560 now china china in their philosophy is 1982 01:10:45,750 --> 01:10:44,080 they believe they have the right the 1983 01:10:47,990 --> 01:10:45,760 divine right to rule the planet 1984 01:10:48,870 --> 01:10:48,000 whoever owns the technology owns the 1985 01:10:51,189 --> 01:10:48,880 planet 1986 01:10:53,510 --> 01:10:51,199 we're in the fight for global dominance 1987 01:10:56,390 --> 01:10:53,520 right now and it isn't business as usual 1988 01:10:58,149 --> 01:10:56,400 my in my opinion store your food get 1989 01:10:59,590 --> 01:10:58,159 ready because this thing is going to get 1990 01:11:01,830 --> 01:10:59,600 it's going to ramp up it's going to ramp 1991 01:11:04,550 --> 01:11:01,840 up it's going to ramp up and 1992 01:11:05,830 --> 01:11:04,560 we're not in we're going to chill out 1993 01:11:07,910 --> 01:11:05,840 and see something happen 1994 01:11:09,590 --> 01:11:07,920 in a few years or whatever and i could 1995 01:11:11,590 --> 01:11:09,600 be wrong okay but the way 1996 01:11:13,910 --> 01:11:11,600 just my research me looking at this 1997 01:11:14,950 --> 01:11:13,920 thing it's now do or die because now 1998 01:11:16,870 --> 01:11:14,960 trump recently 1999 01:11:18,709 --> 01:11:16,880 said he's going to go for go you know 2000 01:11:21,270 --> 01:11:18,719 he's going to run for president 2024. 2001 01:11:22,550 --> 01:11:21,280 well let me tell you something the those 2002 01:11:23,830 --> 01:11:22,560 in power right now there's no way 2003 01:11:25,110 --> 01:11:23,840 they're going to lose power absolutely 2004 01:11:28,630 --> 01:11:25,120 not and they will do anything 2005 01:11:29,910 --> 01:11:28,640 in their power to make sure that that 2006 01:11:33,669 --> 01:11:29,920 doesn't happen 2007 01:11:35,750 --> 01:11:33,679 so it's a big picture um and i just 2008 01:11:37,669 --> 01:11:35,760 we're looking at the verge of world war 2009 01:11:38,709 --> 01:11:37,679 three and then they've got the whole 2010 01:11:41,189 --> 01:11:38,719 global warming 2011 01:11:42,550 --> 01:11:41,199 card and then you got the pandemic card 2012 01:11:44,790 --> 01:11:42,560 lots of cards playing 2013 01:11:45,669 --> 01:11:44,800 and so then you got these ufos flying 2014 01:11:48,310 --> 01:11:45,679 around as 2015 01:11:48,870 --> 01:11:48,320 science fiction as the sounds i think 2016 01:11:50,709 --> 01:11:48,880 that is 2017 01:11:51,910 --> 01:11:50,719 possible that we could get to the brink 2018 01:11:53,750 --> 01:11:51,920 of literally 2019 01:11:54,950 --> 01:11:53,760 there's two two scenarios one is we get 2020 01:11:56,390 --> 01:11:54,960 to the brink of literally 2021 01:11:58,390 --> 01:11:56,400 just destroying the planet and then the 2022 01:11:59,270 --> 01:11:58,400 aliens or the cyborgs or whatever show 2023 01:12:01,430 --> 01:11:59,280 up and 2024 01:12:03,110 --> 01:12:01,440 you know take over and now we've got our 2025 01:12:06,790 --> 01:12:03,120 new world government 2026 01:12:09,590 --> 01:12:06,800 our new overlords you know what i mean 2027 01:12:11,270 --> 01:12:09,600 or uh but but back to the subject of 2028 01:12:12,950 --> 01:12:11,280 this fake alien invasion 2029 01:12:14,390 --> 01:12:12,960 okay no listen one of the things that 2030 01:12:16,070 --> 01:12:14,400 makes me think that this is just not 2031 01:12:18,790 --> 01:12:16,080 plausible is because 2032 01:12:19,110 --> 01:12:18,800 the resources that it would require to 2033 01:12:21,590 --> 01:12:19,120 like 2034 01:12:23,669 --> 01:12:21,600 convince everyone that aliens were 2035 01:12:26,390 --> 01:12:23,679 flying over all the major cities 2036 01:12:27,030 --> 01:12:26,400 in the world let's say or what it just 2037 01:12:29,830 --> 01:12:27,040 it seems 2038 01:12:32,229 --> 01:12:29,840 very implausible to me because and and 2039 01:12:35,189 --> 01:12:32,239 the fact that greer is pushing it 2040 01:12:37,590 --> 01:12:35,199 proven hoaxer or proven you know ufo 2041 01:12:40,070 --> 01:12:37,600 remember truth mixed with fiction 2042 01:12:40,870 --> 01:12:40,080 yeah yeah i suppose but i just i don't 2043 01:12:43,750 --> 01:12:40,880 think that this 2044 01:12:44,229 --> 01:12:43,760 fake alien invasion thing is plausible 2045 01:12:46,550 --> 01:12:44,239 and then 2046 01:12:48,709 --> 01:12:46,560 you know but hey i could be wrong and 2047 01:12:49,990 --> 01:12:48,719 then if there is an alien invasion i'm 2048 01:12:52,790 --> 01:12:50,000 going to be going wait 2049 01:12:53,990 --> 01:12:52,800 is this a real one or the fake one and 2050 01:12:57,590 --> 01:12:54,000 what do i do here 2051 01:12:59,750 --> 01:12:57,600 i'm gonna i know i'll head to that cabin 2052 01:13:01,669 --> 01:12:59,760 no hey you said on your twitter you said 2053 01:13:04,709 --> 01:13:01,679 in your twitter post bring your popcorn 2054 01:13:06,870 --> 01:13:04,719 i mean that's where i'm at i'm just like 2055 01:13:07,990 --> 01:13:06,880 look all i can say is it's very exciting 2056 01:13:09,590 --> 01:13:08,000 because 2057 01:13:11,270 --> 01:13:09,600 i have been watching this i knew the 2058 01:13:13,189 --> 01:13:11,280 globalist plans from my earliest 2059 01:13:14,630 --> 01:13:13,199 my 20s and such i've been watching this 2060 01:13:16,870 --> 01:13:14,640 unfold and 2061 01:13:17,669 --> 01:13:16,880 uh it's been late it's been happening as 2062 01:13:20,709 --> 01:13:17,679 as they 2063 01:13:21,669 --> 01:13:20,719 and i understand it um and now with the 2064 01:13:24,229 --> 01:13:21,679 alien thing 2065 01:13:26,790 --> 01:13:24,239 i mean with the ufo showing up it's just 2066 01:13:29,990 --> 01:13:26,800 really bringing like some really 2067 01:13:32,550 --> 01:13:30,000 wow like whoa it's really here 2068 01:13:35,110 --> 01:13:32,560 what's gonna happen and digging deeper 2069 01:13:37,830 --> 01:13:35,120 into it i'm looking for 2070 01:13:39,110 --> 01:13:37,840 oh here we go here we go i don't know if 2071 01:13:40,310 --> 01:13:39,120 you saw you want to see this william 2072 01:13:41,910 --> 01:13:40,320 cooper thing 2073 01:13:44,830 --> 01:13:41,920 yeah sure yeah we can talk about it let 2074 01:13:51,189 --> 01:13:44,840 me show you let me show you this really 2075 01:13:58,229 --> 01:13:55,189 i'll be right back sure 2076 01:13:58,790 --> 01:13:58,239 you think about i don't think they're 2077 01:14:01,270 --> 01:13:58,800 already 2078 01:14:03,350 --> 01:14:01,280 at one time i thought that there were 2079 01:14:04,310 --> 01:14:03,360 simply based upon documents that i'd 2080 01:14:06,709 --> 01:14:04,320 seen while i was 2081 01:14:07,910 --> 01:14:06,719 attached to the intelligence briefing 2082 01:14:11,110 --> 01:14:07,920 team commander-in-chief 2083 01:14:13,189 --> 01:14:11,120 pacific at that time and even for many 2084 01:14:14,870 --> 01:14:13,199 years afterwards i did not believe 2085 01:14:16,470 --> 01:14:14,880 that the government would use me in that 2086 01:14:18,070 --> 01:14:16,480 way i had devoted my whole life to 2087 01:14:18,950 --> 01:14:18,080 government service i had been in the air 2088 01:14:21,430 --> 01:14:18,960 force 2089 01:14:23,270 --> 01:14:21,440 i was in the navy i was a river the 2090 01:14:26,390 --> 01:14:23,280 trobo captain in vietnam 2091 01:14:30,550 --> 01:14:26,400 i had approved myself 2092 01:14:33,669 --> 01:14:32,790 there was no doubt my loyalty to my 2093 01:14:35,669 --> 01:14:33,679 country 2094 01:14:37,669 --> 01:14:35,679 and maybe that's why it was so easy to 2095 01:14:40,870 --> 01:14:37,679 use me because i wouldn't doubt 2096 01:14:42,709 --> 01:14:40,880 that what i saw was real but over the 2097 01:14:44,630 --> 01:14:42,719 years i've done a lot of research 2098 01:14:46,070 --> 01:14:44,640 what i've discovered is there's no proof 2099 01:14:48,550 --> 01:14:46,080 existing anywhere 2100 01:14:50,950 --> 01:14:48,560 that extraterrestrials are real or that 2101 01:14:53,110 --> 01:14:50,960 have ever visited this planet 2102 01:14:54,070 --> 01:14:53,120 uh or that they exist anywhere in the 2103 01:14:56,550 --> 01:14:54,080 universe 2104 01:14:57,669 --> 01:14:56,560 there is not one shred of evidence 2105 01:15:00,390 --> 01:14:57,679 anywhere 2106 01:15:01,270 --> 01:15:00,400 there is lots of evidence tons of it in 2107 01:15:03,110 --> 01:15:01,280 fact 2108 01:15:05,430 --> 01:15:03,120 that there are a group of people 2109 01:15:07,430 --> 01:15:05,440 collectively known as the illuminati 2110 01:15:09,590 --> 01:15:07,440 who want us to believe in some 2111 01:15:11,030 --> 01:15:09,600 extraterrestrial threat from space so 2112 01:15:14,229 --> 01:15:11,040 that they can 2113 01:15:15,990 --> 01:15:14,239 cause a world government you know 2114 01:15:19,430 --> 01:15:16,000 bringing together of all the people to 2115 01:15:20,149 --> 01:15:19,440 resist that external threat and the 2116 01:15:22,310 --> 01:15:20,159 first time 2117 01:15:24,310 --> 01:15:22,320 that i saw any reference to that i was 2118 01:15:27,270 --> 01:15:24,320 reading some papers from the 2119 01:15:29,990 --> 01:15:27,280 carnegie endowment fund and there was a 2120 01:15:32,550 --> 01:15:30,000 record of a speech 2121 01:15:34,550 --> 01:15:32,560 while it was a dinner for by count ishii 2122 01:15:35,830 --> 01:15:34,560 of the japanese delegation the japanese 2123 01:15:39,510 --> 01:15:35,840 imperial delegation 2124 01:15:42,390 --> 01:15:39,520 in 1917 and john dewey was 2125 01:15:43,990 --> 01:15:42,400 was one of the speakers and the first 2126 01:15:44,950 --> 01:15:44,000 sentence out of his mouth as i was 2127 01:15:46,950 --> 01:15:44,960 reading this 2128 01:15:48,630 --> 01:15:46,960 almost fell out of my chair because this 2129 01:15:51,110 --> 01:15:48,640 was in 1917 2130 01:15:52,950 --> 01:15:51,120 and he said the best way to cause all 2131 01:15:55,510 --> 01:15:52,960 people the world to come together 2132 01:15:56,630 --> 01:15:55,520 in one world government and end war 2133 01:15:58,470 --> 01:15:56,640 forever would be 2134 01:16:01,030 --> 01:15:58,480 if we were attacked by some other 2135 01:16:03,669 --> 01:16:01,040 species from some other planet 2136 01:16:04,870 --> 01:16:03,679 and boy that just clicked with me and i 2137 01:16:07,990 --> 01:16:04,880 knew 2138 01:16:09,830 --> 01:16:08,000 that uh that this is just another scam 2139 01:16:11,110 --> 01:16:09,840 this is the age of deception there's no 2140 01:16:13,510 --> 01:16:11,120 doubt about it and his bat 2141 01:16:15,430 --> 01:16:13,520 and their en and what he you know with 2142 01:16:20,310 --> 01:16:15,440 him saying this was because he had 2143 01:16:22,790 --> 01:16:20,320 been sorry yeah he had him 2144 01:16:23,669 --> 01:16:22,800 major player in this so it was just like 2145 01:16:26,149 --> 01:16:23,679 wow like they 2146 01:16:27,750 --> 01:16:26,159 really used me like he was you know all 2147 01:16:29,350 --> 01:16:27,760 the the abductions and 2148 01:16:30,709 --> 01:16:29,360 you know people getting taken out of 2149 01:16:32,390 --> 01:16:30,719 their bodies through the roof like like 2150 01:16:33,750 --> 01:16:32,400 in other words like he knew they had put 2151 01:16:35,910 --> 01:16:33,760 so much energy 2152 01:16:37,830 --> 01:16:35,920 into creating this whole abduction 2153 01:16:39,669 --> 01:16:37,840 scenario you know i mean then the bubble 2154 01:16:43,350 --> 01:16:39,679 popped and he was just like oh 2155 01:16:45,030 --> 01:16:43,360 wait a minute so 2156 01:16:46,950 --> 01:16:45,040 anyway there's a this is the whole 2157 01:16:47,990 --> 01:16:46,960 interview that um you could always go 2158 01:16:50,149 --> 01:16:48,000 see you always watch 2159 01:16:51,110 --> 01:16:50,159 called bill cooper the 1999 lost 2160 01:16:53,110 --> 01:16:51,120 interview 2161 01:16:54,630 --> 01:16:53,120 um but yeah you know bill was the real 2162 01:16:56,709 --> 01:16:54,640 deal in my opinion and you know 2163 01:16:57,830 --> 01:16:56,719 he was like uh apparently in his later 2164 01:16:59,270 --> 01:16:57,840 years he was you know 2165 01:17:00,950 --> 01:16:59,280 had some alcohol problems and whatever 2166 01:17:01,669 --> 01:17:00,960 but i you know i i think he was a real 2167 01:17:06,149 --> 01:17:01,679 deal man 2168 01:17:08,390 --> 01:17:06,159 and uh yeah 2169 01:17:10,149 --> 01:17:08,400 i uh i kind of understand that like if 2170 01:17:11,430 --> 01:17:10,159 somebody comes on your land with guns 2171 01:17:12,310 --> 01:17:11,440 and you're not really sure what the 2172 01:17:15,669 --> 01:17:12,320 situation is 2173 01:17:17,350 --> 01:17:15,679 like things can happen you know yeah i 2174 01:17:19,990 --> 01:17:17,360 mean he was 2175 01:17:21,990 --> 01:17:20,000 i told the story i once had my cabin is 2176 01:17:25,270 --> 01:17:22,000 literally in the middle of nowhere 2177 01:17:27,110 --> 01:17:25,280 and um one day there was a big knock at 2178 01:17:27,750 --> 01:17:27,120 the door and it was like a really hard 2179 01:17:29,590 --> 01:17:27,760 knock 2180 01:17:31,750 --> 01:17:29,600 and and the first thing i thought was 2181 01:17:33,189 --> 01:17:31,760 who [\h__\h] who excuse me who is 2182 01:17:35,270 --> 01:17:33,199 knocking on my cows 2183 01:17:37,350 --> 01:17:35,280 is allowed yeah well not on my channel 2184 01:17:40,470 --> 01:17:37,360 we try not to okay no cussing 2185 01:17:42,390 --> 01:17:40,480 so i was like who is knocking on my door 2186 01:17:44,550 --> 01:17:42,400 at ten o'clock at night like a cop and 2187 01:17:47,270 --> 01:17:44,560 then i open the door and there was 2188 01:17:48,630 --> 01:17:47,280 all a bunch of cops well i didn't know i 2189 01:17:52,630 --> 01:17:48,640 saw badges 2190 01:17:53,990 --> 01:17:52,640 in in like full swat gear with long guns 2191 01:17:55,990 --> 01:17:54,000 and they pushed their way right in the 2192 01:17:56,790 --> 01:17:56,000 front door and you're in your in your 2193 01:17:58,070 --> 01:17:56,800 cabin yeah 2194 01:17:59,350 --> 01:17:58,080 yeah they're like we're here to serve a 2195 01:18:01,030 --> 01:17:59,360 warrant and they're saying some guy's 2196 01:18:03,430 --> 01:18:01,040 name and i'm like whoa whoa whoa 2197 01:18:05,510 --> 01:18:03,440 let me get my wallet i'm not the guy you 2198 01:18:07,830 --> 01:18:05,520 got the wrong place 2199 01:18:08,870 --> 01:18:07,840 brothers i'm not the guy but aren't you 2200 01:18:11,910 --> 01:18:08,880 in the middle of nowhere 2201 01:18:13,270 --> 01:18:11,920 yeah serial killers yeah and then i look 2202 01:18:15,270 --> 01:18:13,280 i look and i can see 2203 01:18:16,709 --> 01:18:15,280 there's a dirt road that my cabin is on 2204 01:18:19,590 --> 01:18:16,719 i could see there was like six 2205 01:18:21,430 --> 01:18:19,600 cop cars and there was at least six guys 2206 01:18:23,350 --> 01:18:21,440 with long guns and everything and like 2207 01:18:23,669 --> 01:18:23,360 that could have went really badly if i 2208 01:18:26,630 --> 01:18:23,679 was 2209 01:18:28,070 --> 01:18:26,640 like not sure who they were you know i 2210 01:18:30,149 --> 01:18:28,080 didn't just open the door 2211 01:18:31,669 --> 01:18:30,159 you know so it just turned out that they 2212 01:18:33,510 --> 01:18:31,679 were there to serve a warrant for 2213 01:18:35,430 --> 01:18:33,520 somebody that was being arrested for not 2214 01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:35,440 paying child support for two years 2215 01:18:40,070 --> 01:18:37,760 a neighbor that was two-year you know 2216 01:18:42,870 --> 01:18:40,080 like two miles further into the 2217 01:18:44,630 --> 01:18:42,880 mountain than me i found out later but 2218 01:18:47,270 --> 01:18:44,640 yeah these things can go wrong like when 2219 01:18:50,310 --> 01:18:47,280 cops show up with guns on your land 2220 01:18:52,070 --> 01:18:50,320 you know yeah 2221 01:18:53,510 --> 01:18:52,080 well america's being america's being 2222 01:18:55,030 --> 01:18:53,520 gutted 2223 01:18:56,870 --> 01:18:55,040 well the middle class definitely is 2224 01:18:59,110 --> 01:18:56,880 being gutted and i understand it real 2225 01:19:01,110 --> 01:18:59,120 quick i understand it you know 2226 01:19:02,390 --> 01:19:01,120 yeah i mean that's one of the things why 2227 01:19:03,510 --> 01:19:02,400 i get on the christian thing it's like 2228 01:19:05,430 --> 01:19:03,520 people like oh will you 2229 01:19:07,350 --> 01:19:05,440 stop the christian i'm like look i'm not 2230 01:19:09,669 --> 01:19:07,360 i'm not jumping love 2231 01:19:10,790 --> 01:19:09,679 i'm not jumping on love and caring and 2232 01:19:12,790 --> 01:19:10,800 kindness 2233 01:19:14,149 --> 01:19:12,800 i'm jumping your silly stuff that is 2234 01:19:15,430 --> 01:19:14,159 just not good i mean i'm sorry it's 2235 01:19:16,709 --> 01:19:15,440 outdated 2236 01:19:18,229 --> 01:19:16,719 you know you're going into a global 2237 01:19:19,030 --> 01:19:18,239 species you've got to raise your 2238 01:19:23,510 --> 01:19:19,040 consciousness 2239 01:19:26,470 --> 01:19:23,520 not into you know saint-germain 2240 01:19:27,830 --> 01:19:26,480 raising you know vibration yeah well you 2241 01:19:29,110 --> 01:19:27,840 know what you know what's always funny 2242 01:19:30,950 --> 01:19:29,120 to me is that people 2243 01:19:32,550 --> 01:19:30,960 all these new age people talk about 2244 01:19:33,910 --> 01:19:32,560 raising your vibration but what they 2245 01:19:36,390 --> 01:19:33,920 don't understand is that 2246 01:19:37,270 --> 01:19:36,400 your mind works you know if you want to 2247 01:19:39,430 --> 01:19:37,280 get into a 2248 01:19:41,910 --> 01:19:39,440 real bliss and meditation it's better at 2249 01:19:43,990 --> 01:19:41,920 a lower frequency they miss that 2250 01:19:46,149 --> 01:19:44,000 like brain waves don't work that way 2251 01:19:48,229 --> 01:19:46,159 dummy like yeah 2252 01:19:49,590 --> 01:19:48,239 well you know the the intel community 2253 01:19:53,350 --> 01:19:49,600 and i you know i 2254 01:19:55,270 --> 01:19:53,360 it's just some little just a little 2255 01:19:56,470 --> 01:19:55,280 uh experience i've had you know it's a 2256 01:19:57,990 --> 01:19:56,480 you know real 2257 01:19:59,270 --> 01:19:58,000 consciousness raising is being aware 2258 01:20:00,229 --> 01:19:59,280 what the hell's going on like really 2259 01:20:02,229 --> 01:20:00,239 understanding like 2260 01:20:04,310 --> 01:20:02,239 psyop and really understanding in 2261 01:20:05,189 --> 01:20:04,320 intelligentsia and really understanding 2262 01:20:08,950 --> 01:20:05,199 you know 2263 01:20:10,390 --> 01:20:08,960 like it's like that's a whole nother 2264 01:20:11,669 --> 01:20:10,400 level and then the big picture on the 2265 01:20:13,189 --> 01:20:11,679 human animal 2266 01:20:15,030 --> 01:20:13,199 you know people don't understand it's 2267 01:20:17,030 --> 01:20:15,040 like it's like when you have five people 2268 01:20:18,709 --> 01:20:17,040 on a boat right and two of them are kids 2269 01:20:20,070 --> 01:20:18,719 and the boat there's sharks circling 2270 01:20:22,149 --> 01:20:20,080 around the boat 2271 01:20:24,070 --> 01:20:22,159 one person one adult has got to jump off 2272 01:20:25,590 --> 01:20:24,080 the boat to save the kids and everybody 2273 01:20:26,310 --> 01:20:25,600 else and get eaten by sharks in front of 2274 01:20:28,550 --> 01:20:26,320 everybody 2275 01:20:30,390 --> 01:20:28,560 well this is not a scenario that anybody 2276 01:20:33,270 --> 01:20:30,400 likes right 2277 01:20:33,750 --> 01:20:33,280 but i'm sorry it has to happen well i 2278 01:20:35,510 --> 01:20:33,760 don't 2279 01:20:37,189 --> 01:20:35,520 that's not gonna happen this is the 2280 01:20:37,990 --> 01:20:37,199 devil it's the lower energies of life 2281 01:20:41,510 --> 01:20:38,000 and everything 2282 01:20:45,430 --> 01:20:44,470 it's just what it is and we're in a 2283 01:20:47,270 --> 01:20:45,440 situation 2284 01:20:48,950 --> 01:20:47,280 where i think that a lot is being 2285 01:20:51,110 --> 01:20:48,960 exploited there's a lot of powers that 2286 01:20:52,950 --> 01:20:51,120 are grabbing hold of what's going on 2287 01:20:54,310 --> 01:20:52,960 but that does not dismiss that we're at 2288 01:20:55,910 --> 01:20:54,320 a point in our evolution 2289 01:20:57,590 --> 01:20:55,920 where things need to change and i think 2290 01:21:00,310 --> 01:20:57,600 america look i'm for freedom 2291 01:21:01,830 --> 01:21:00,320 again for freedom but i think america 2292 01:21:04,070 --> 01:21:01,840 has run its course 2293 01:21:07,270 --> 01:21:04,080 and we need to understand ourselves as a 2294 01:21:09,990 --> 01:21:07,280 because we are a global space age 2295 01:21:11,990 --> 01:21:10,000 you know what i mean it's not an idea we 2296 01:21:15,110 --> 01:21:12,000 live in a global economy already 2297 01:21:15,830 --> 01:21:15,120 it's already a global situation so for 2298 01:21:18,149 --> 01:21:15,840 people to 2299 01:21:20,070 --> 01:21:18,159 deny that but i do think like i'm a big 2300 01:21:21,189 --> 01:21:20,080 supporter of america first and like you 2301 01:21:23,430 --> 01:21:21,199 know if 2302 01:21:24,629 --> 01:21:23,440 if you have problems here you should be 2303 01:21:26,310 --> 01:21:24,639 you shouldn't be giving 2304 01:21:28,790 --> 01:21:26,320 money away to other countries and things 2305 01:21:31,110 --> 01:21:28,800 like that or meddling in other countries 2306 01:21:32,550 --> 01:21:31,120 just worry about your own problems it's 2307 01:21:35,590 --> 01:21:32,560 like having a family 2308 01:21:37,669 --> 01:21:35,600 i wouldn't i wouldn't give money to a 2309 01:21:39,270 --> 01:21:37,679 family in need while my family was in 2310 01:21:41,189 --> 01:21:39,280 need i would take care of my own family 2311 01:21:43,510 --> 01:21:41,199 first and then if there's excess or 2312 01:21:44,709 --> 01:21:43,520 abundance you know share the wealth and 2313 01:21:46,870 --> 01:21:44,719 help others 2314 01:21:48,709 --> 01:21:46,880 too but you got to take care of your own 2315 01:21:50,950 --> 01:21:48,719 house first and we 2316 01:21:52,310 --> 01:21:50,960 we're meddling americans are meddling 2317 01:21:54,149 --> 01:21:52,320 what are we what are we good at we're 2318 01:21:55,990 --> 01:21:54,159 good at bombing brown people 2319 01:21:58,070 --> 01:21:56,000 that's what we're good at we're bombing 2320 01:22:00,390 --> 01:21:58,080 around people that's what we do 2321 01:22:01,990 --> 01:22:00,400 well yeah and we also stop the germans 2322 01:22:04,470 --> 01:22:02,000 and in the japanese and 2323 01:22:07,350 --> 01:22:04,480 yes but it's been i mean you know we get 2324 01:22:10,790 --> 01:22:09,189 well come on it's been 70 years since we 2325 01:22:12,470 --> 01:22:10,800 bombed any white people and those were 2326 01:22:13,350 --> 01:22:12,480 nazis they definitely deserved to be 2327 01:22:15,669 --> 01:22:13,360 bombed 2328 01:22:17,510 --> 01:22:15,679 you know but all this like we're pulling 2329 01:22:19,110 --> 01:22:17,520 out of afghanistan now people are wary 2330 01:22:20,950 --> 01:22:19,120 the taliban may take over 2331 01:22:22,629 --> 01:22:20,960 you know what that's their country they 2332 01:22:24,629 --> 01:22:22,639 have to rise up 2333 01:22:26,310 --> 01:22:24,639 and stop that sure we can help them but 2334 01:22:26,790 --> 01:22:26,320 it shouldn't be our fight that's enough 2335 01:22:28,470 --> 01:22:26,800 right 2336 01:22:29,910 --> 01:22:28,480 everybody has their version middle east 2337 01:22:31,350 --> 01:22:29,920 has the version of world peace 2338 01:22:32,870 --> 01:22:31,360 uh russia has their version of world 2339 01:22:33,350 --> 01:22:32,880 peace china has a virgin world peace 2340 01:22:35,030 --> 01:22:33,360 everyone 2341 01:22:37,030 --> 01:22:35,040 and so everybody fights for their 2342 01:22:37,350 --> 01:22:37,040 version of world peace welcome to the 2343 01:22:41,910 --> 01:22:37,360 the 2344 01:22:42,709 --> 01:22:41,920 i look at it from a globalist 2345 01:22:45,510 --> 01:22:42,719 perspective 2346 01:22:46,629 --> 01:22:45,520 i look at it from hanging out with with 2347 01:22:49,189 --> 01:22:46,639 um the eugenic 2348 01:22:50,550 --> 01:22:49,199 uh freaking masterminds of the planet 2349 01:22:51,590 --> 01:22:50,560 and the social engineers like what would 2350 01:22:53,430 --> 01:22:51,600 i do 2351 01:22:55,030 --> 01:22:53,440 looking on the based on the evidence 2352 01:22:57,510 --> 01:22:55,040 what i would like to see is a global 2353 01:23:00,070 --> 01:22:57,520 species that understands themselves as a 2354 01:23:00,950 --> 01:23:00,080 as a as a species that exist on one 2355 01:23:03,110 --> 01:23:00,960 planet 2356 01:23:04,709 --> 01:23:03,120 and and and and just just get rid of all 2357 01:23:06,629 --> 01:23:04,719 these weirdo 2358 01:23:07,750 --> 01:23:06,639 you know beliefs were of your invisible 2359 01:23:10,550 --> 01:23:07,760 people 2360 01:23:12,470 --> 01:23:10,560 get together and child sex trafficking 2361 01:23:15,590 --> 01:23:12,480 and human trafficking 2362 01:23:17,510 --> 01:23:15,600 wake up to yourself as a human being uh 2363 01:23:19,110 --> 01:23:17,520 realize that we have a universe in which 2364 01:23:20,709 --> 01:23:19,120 if we all put our hearts and minds 2365 01:23:23,750 --> 01:23:20,719 together we could ascend 2366 01:23:25,430 --> 01:23:23,760 the real ascension up in seed stars 2367 01:23:27,590 --> 01:23:25,440 we could do so many wonderful things 2368 01:23:30,470 --> 01:23:27,600 that people woke the hell up 2369 01:23:32,310 --> 01:23:30,480 but um so i that's how i look at it and 2370 01:23:34,629 --> 01:23:32,320 when you need to break down 2371 01:23:35,510 --> 01:23:34,639 certain you know like when you have you 2372 01:23:38,149 --> 01:23:35,520 know certain 2373 01:23:39,590 --> 01:23:38,159 uh religious beliefs over here and then 2374 01:23:40,229 --> 01:23:39,600 other communist police over here and 2375 01:23:41,750 --> 01:23:40,239 then other 2376 01:23:43,750 --> 01:23:41,760 whatever beliefs over here and these 2377 01:23:45,270 --> 01:23:43,760 beliefs over here you you're 2378 01:23:46,790 --> 01:23:45,280 in you're trying to bring this into a 2379 01:23:48,390 --> 01:23:46,800 global consciousness there's going to be 2380 01:23:50,149 --> 01:23:48,400 casualty there's go it's going to get 2381 01:23:51,030 --> 01:23:50,159 it's going to get really nasty in order 2382 01:23:53,270 --> 01:23:51,040 to get it to 2383 01:23:54,790 --> 01:23:53,280 what i would like to see again my bottom 2384 01:23:58,229 --> 01:23:54,800 line for the whole world 2385 01:23:58,709 --> 01:23:58,239 is um you know is the freedom of being 2386 01:24:00,390 --> 01:23:58,719 you 2387 01:24:02,149 --> 01:24:00,400 as an individual but understanding 2388 01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:02,159 yourself as a collective 2389 01:24:07,750 --> 01:24:05,760 species but not put us into some sort of 2390 01:24:09,350 --> 01:24:07,760 drone thing where you're all like 2391 01:24:11,270 --> 01:24:09,360 you know you're just some you know you 2392 01:24:12,229 --> 01:24:11,280 know i mean it's just such a slippery 2393 01:24:15,110 --> 01:24:12,239 slope man 2394 01:24:15,510 --> 01:24:15,120 maybe it's simple i probably just think 2395 01:24:18,790 --> 01:24:15,520 too 2396 01:24:20,550 --> 01:24:18,800 really worry about other 2397 01:24:24,070 --> 01:24:20,560 countries you know most of me just wants 2398 01:24:26,149 --> 01:24:24,080 to go move into the woods and disappear 2399 01:24:27,430 --> 01:24:26,159 you know that's pretty much where i'm at 2400 01:24:29,830 --> 01:24:27,440 like i can't 2401 01:24:30,709 --> 01:24:29,840 i can't fix this any of this mess i 2402 01:24:33,189 --> 01:24:30,719 don't have the power 2403 01:24:34,390 --> 01:24:33,199 the resources to fix this i can worry 2404 01:24:36,709 --> 01:24:34,400 about my own family 2405 01:24:38,390 --> 01:24:36,719 my neighbors my community that i'm a 2406 01:24:39,990 --> 01:24:38,400 part of try to be a good person try to 2407 01:24:41,830 --> 01:24:40,000 help people out if i can if i have the 2408 01:24:43,270 --> 01:24:41,840 time and the resources to 2409 01:24:45,350 --> 01:24:43,280 but most of me just wants to move into 2410 01:24:45,830 --> 01:24:45,360 the woods and disappear that's where i'm 2411 01:24:48,390 --> 01:24:45,840 at 2412 01:24:49,030 --> 01:24:48,400 and uh you know you're right this this 2413 01:24:51,189 --> 01:24:49,040 media 2414 01:24:52,070 --> 01:24:51,199 and what are they programming us for and 2415 01:24:54,149 --> 01:24:52,080 like 2416 01:24:56,149 --> 01:24:54,159 for this virtue signaling and all of 2417 01:24:56,790 --> 01:24:56,159 this crap that's going on in the world i 2418 01:24:58,149 --> 01:24:56,800 worry about 2419 01:25:00,550 --> 01:24:58,159 what kind of world my children are going 2420 01:25:02,629 --> 01:25:00,560 to grow up in some of this stuff 2421 01:25:03,669 --> 01:25:02,639 is just getting nuttier and nuttier and 2422 01:25:05,350 --> 01:25:03,679 it's like 2423 01:25:07,270 --> 01:25:05,360 you know look at these the riots 2424 01:25:09,510 --> 01:25:07,280 everywhere there's people don't even 2425 01:25:10,229 --> 01:25:09,520 know or understand this there is riots 2426 01:25:12,390 --> 01:25:10,239 and 2427 01:25:14,629 --> 01:25:12,400 violence in a lot of major cities across 2428 01:25:17,669 --> 01:25:14,639 the u.s and it hasn't slowed down 2429 01:25:20,149 --> 01:25:17,679 since since our former president left 2430 01:25:22,310 --> 01:25:20,159 it's gotten worse and what do they even 2431 01:25:24,550 --> 01:25:22,320 want what do they even want 2432 01:25:26,070 --> 01:25:24,560 we don't know you know they're not gonna 2433 01:25:28,709 --> 01:25:26,080 ever be satisfied 2434 01:25:31,750 --> 01:25:28,719 you know well i think they're protesting 2435 01:25:32,149 --> 01:25:31,760 riots and anti-police sentiment and i 2436 01:25:34,550 --> 01:25:32,159 got to 2437 01:25:36,870 --> 01:25:34,560 tell you like i get there needs to be 2438 01:25:38,870 --> 01:25:36,880 reforms in the police system but 2439 01:25:40,550 --> 01:25:38,880 you know they got tough jobs and they 2440 01:25:43,270 --> 01:25:40,560 got to deal with a lot they deal with 2441 01:25:44,229 --> 01:25:43,280 the dredges of humanity for 80 or 10 2442 01:25:47,030 --> 01:25:44,239 hours a day 2443 01:25:48,790 --> 01:25:47,040 every single day you know and you're not 2444 01:25:50,950 --> 01:25:48,800 going to get better people 2445 01:25:51,830 --> 01:25:50,960 when there's liability issues or you you 2446 01:25:54,229 --> 01:25:51,840 can go to 2447 01:25:55,750 --> 01:25:54,239 you know prison you know and i get that 2448 01:25:58,390 --> 01:25:55,760 some cases certainly 2449 01:25:59,750 --> 01:25:58,400 a policeman will overstep things and he 2450 01:26:01,750 --> 01:25:59,760 needs to be punished 2451 01:26:03,189 --> 01:26:01,760 but there's other situations like this 2452 01:26:05,270 --> 01:26:03,199 knife fight they're gonna 2453 01:26:06,390 --> 01:26:05,280 they're gonna criminally charge a guy 2454 01:26:08,149 --> 01:26:06,400 who was a cop who 2455 01:26:10,149 --> 01:26:08,159 shot somebody that was about to stab 2456 01:26:11,430 --> 01:26:10,159 somebody yeah because he felt he had no 2457 01:26:12,470 --> 01:26:11,440 other choice they're going to criminally 2458 01:26:14,149 --> 01:26:12,480 charge that guy 2459 01:26:15,590 --> 01:26:14,159 and he may go to prison for saving 2460 01:26:17,350 --> 01:26:15,600 someone's life 2461 01:26:19,270 --> 01:26:17,360 you know and then we've got this this 2462 01:26:21,189 --> 01:26:19,280 stupid these people are like 2463 01:26:22,950 --> 01:26:21,199 it's just like a high school fight i 2464 01:26:25,030 --> 01:26:22,960 don't remember high school fights with 2465 01:26:27,590 --> 01:26:25,040 knives and people getting stabbed 2466 01:26:28,629 --> 01:26:27,600 you know this is why it's hard for me to 2467 01:26:29,990 --> 01:26:28,639 even talk about the 2468 01:26:32,950 --> 01:26:30,000 political scene right now because it's 2469 01:26:33,590 --> 01:26:32,960 so abc for me like it's so clear isabel 2470 01:26:35,189 --> 01:26:33,600 that 2471 01:26:36,310 --> 01:26:35,199 do you even talk about it's frustrating 2472 01:26:37,750 --> 01:26:36,320 because it's like wow you really don't 2473 01:26:39,910 --> 01:26:37,760 see that it's a psy up 2474 01:26:42,790 --> 01:26:39,920 because a psyop doesn't work unless you 2475 01:26:45,990 --> 01:26:42,800 unless you exploit real needs 2476 01:26:47,510 --> 01:26:46,000 of people you know and and so when you 2477 01:26:49,430 --> 01:26:47,520 try to call it out 2478 01:26:50,629 --> 01:26:49,440 they're like well you're dismissing a 2479 01:26:52,629 --> 01:26:50,639 real genuine 2480 01:26:55,430 --> 01:26:52,639 problem it's like no i'm not i'm 2481 01:27:00,390 --> 01:26:58,629 but this yeah and i'm not so much no no 2482 01:27:01,750 --> 01:27:00,400 no and i'm not i'm not i was actually 2483 01:27:02,310 --> 01:27:01,760 not addressing that i was actually 2484 01:27:03,990 --> 01:27:02,320 trying 2485 01:27:06,070 --> 01:27:04,000 i think african americans are being 2486 01:27:07,510 --> 01:27:06,080 exploited right now and that was in the 2487 01:27:09,270 --> 01:27:07,520 plans of the communists from the early 2488 01:27:12,709 --> 01:27:09,280 60s 2489 01:27:14,790 --> 01:27:12,719 and slavery yeah yeah and so 2490 01:27:17,110 --> 01:27:14,800 there's a i have a number of police 2491 01:27:20,070 --> 01:27:17,120 officers that i you know have 2492 01:27:22,149 --> 01:27:20,080 acquaintances with in my town and out of 2493 01:27:25,189 --> 01:27:22,159 there's something like 330 000 2494 01:27:25,669 --> 01:27:25,199 police officers and the the minority are 2495 01:27:27,669 --> 01:27:25,679 white 2496 01:27:28,550 --> 01:27:27,679 in the in the in the united states yeah 2497 01:27:30,229 --> 01:27:28,560 they're definitely going to be more 2498 01:27:33,669 --> 01:27:30,239 minority officers 2499 01:27:37,030 --> 01:27:33,679 out of like out of like hundreds of 2500 01:27:39,189 --> 01:27:37,040 thousands of police calls where they 2501 01:27:40,149 --> 01:27:39,199 just show up and i mean i just i i was i 2502 01:27:43,189 --> 01:27:40,159 sit there and just study 2503 01:27:44,070 --> 01:27:43,199 live tv live pd or study you know i just 2504 01:27:46,629 --> 01:27:44,080 watch it yeah 2505 01:27:47,270 --> 01:27:46,639 these cops have got some extreme 2506 01:27:49,990 --> 01:27:47,280 freaking 2507 01:27:50,790 --> 01:27:50,000 like self-restraint and of course a 2508 01:27:52,550 --> 01:27:50,800 cop's gonna 2509 01:27:54,149 --> 01:27:52,560 there's gonna be someone somewhere it's 2510 01:27:55,669 --> 01:27:54,159 gonna you know and it's like these 2511 01:27:56,870 --> 01:27:55,679 people don't put themselves in the place 2512 01:27:58,229 --> 01:27:56,880 like and the thing of it is it's so 2513 01:28:00,390 --> 01:27:58,239 irrational they go after 2514 01:28:02,229 --> 01:28:00,400 african-american female cops they go 2515 01:28:04,470 --> 01:28:02,239 after like doesn't matter what your skin 2516 01:28:07,430 --> 01:28:04,480 color is while there's yeah this recent 2517 01:28:09,350 --> 01:28:07,440 video is racist this recent video this 2518 01:28:10,470 --> 01:28:09,360 recent video there was a woman who got 2519 01:28:12,070 --> 01:28:10,480 slave over 2520 01:28:26,390 --> 01:28:12,080 she got pulled over and she was calling 2521 01:28:30,310 --> 01:28:28,709 it turns out she had a history of filing 2522 01:28:31,030 --> 01:28:30,320 frivolous complaints against police 2523 01:28:33,669 --> 01:28:31,040 officers 2524 01:28:34,149 --> 01:28:33,679 yeah so they've already investigated 2525 01:28:35,910 --> 01:28:34,159 some 2526 01:28:37,430 --> 01:28:35,920 you know previous stuff and that that 2527 01:28:39,030 --> 01:28:37,440 video though perfectly illustrates the 2528 01:28:39,590 --> 01:28:39,040 kind of abuse that these guys have to 2529 01:28:41,830 --> 01:28:39,600 take so 2530 01:28:43,030 --> 01:28:41,840 so i see both sides of the coin they put 2531 01:28:44,390 --> 01:28:43,040 themselves on the line 2532 01:28:46,550 --> 01:28:44,400 and their families and everything every 2533 01:28:47,510 --> 01:28:46,560 time they go there's two there's two 2534 01:28:49,590 --> 01:28:47,520 people there's two 2535 01:28:50,550 --> 01:28:49,600 professions there's two professions 2536 01:28:53,110 --> 01:28:50,560 nobody likes 2537 01:28:55,189 --> 01:28:53,120 until you really need them and that is 2538 01:28:57,189 --> 01:28:55,199 police officers and lawyers 2539 01:28:58,790 --> 01:28:57,199 right yeah you can hate on lawyers all 2540 01:28:59,910 --> 01:28:58,800 you want but if you get jammed up in a 2541 01:29:02,070 --> 01:28:59,920 legal situation 2542 01:29:03,910 --> 01:29:02,080 and you get a good one you'll love them 2543 01:29:05,750 --> 01:29:03,920 from then on you know especially a good 2544 01:29:06,550 --> 01:29:05,760 fighter type you know i had a situation 2545 01:29:10,070 --> 01:29:06,560 where 2546 01:29:12,149 --> 01:29:10,080 i got i got in some really garbage 2547 01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:12,159 like i had a garbage case brought 2548 01:29:17,030 --> 01:29:13,760 against me in criminal court 2549 01:29:19,750 --> 01:29:17,040 and it cost like 20 thousand dollars to 2550 01:29:21,669 --> 01:29:19,760 to uh to and i had to hire like a 2551 01:29:22,550 --> 01:29:21,679 private investigator and a lawyer and 2552 01:29:25,590 --> 01:29:22,560 all this stuff 2553 01:29:28,390 --> 01:29:25,600 and at the end of the day you know uh 2554 01:29:29,350 --> 01:29:28,400 i was never found guilty of anything and 2555 01:29:32,550 --> 01:29:29,360 but you know 2556 01:29:34,390 --> 01:29:32,560 that just taught me that you can't you 2557 01:29:36,709 --> 01:29:34,400 can't hate all cops and lawyers 2558 01:29:39,030 --> 01:29:36,719 and yeah sometimes you need them our 2559 01:29:40,950 --> 01:29:39,040 society needs them we need them 2560 01:29:42,470 --> 01:29:40,960 again this is why and it's deep on the 2561 01:29:46,390 --> 01:29:42,480 police did they tried that 2562 01:29:49,430 --> 01:29:48,709 but the same people will call the cops 2563 01:29:51,669 --> 01:29:49,440 yeah and 2564 01:29:53,189 --> 01:29:51,679 what do you know are you going to send 2565 01:29:55,189 --> 01:29:53,199 and people are like oh no we just want 2566 01:29:56,629 --> 01:29:55,199 to reallocate resources so we get more 2567 01:29:58,709 --> 01:29:56,639 social workers and things 2568 01:30:00,870 --> 01:29:58,719 you're not sending a social worker out 2569 01:30:01,669 --> 01:30:00,880 when a guy is naked with a gun or a 2570 01:30:04,310 --> 01:30:01,679 knife 2571 01:30:05,590 --> 01:30:04,320 raving around a neighborhood because i 2572 01:30:06,870 --> 01:30:05,600 came from philadelphia that's pretty 2573 01:30:07,910 --> 01:30:06,880 common occurrence believe it or not 2574 01:30:10,629 --> 01:30:07,920 somebody will get 2575 01:30:11,350 --> 01:30:10,639 hopped up on meth or heroin or coke or 2576 01:30:14,470 --> 01:30:11,360 something and 2577 01:30:16,229 --> 01:30:14,480 the next one he's naked yeah he's naked 2578 01:30:16,790 --> 01:30:16,239 and he's running around with a knife and 2579 01:30:18,709 --> 01:30:16,800 they got 2580 01:30:21,189 --> 01:30:18,719 cops got to come and tackle some naked 2581 01:30:23,270 --> 01:30:21,199 dude you know who wants to do that 2582 01:30:24,629 --> 01:30:23,280 yeah it's just you know it's like all 2583 01:30:26,550 --> 01:30:24,639 these things like that's why i get so 2584 01:30:27,990 --> 01:30:26,560 frustrated and i i try to really stay at 2585 01:30:29,110 --> 01:30:28,000 especially political stuff it's like i 2586 01:30:31,350 --> 01:30:29,120 understand yeah 2587 01:30:32,790 --> 01:30:31,360 we're all we're we're all we're all here 2588 01:30:34,310 --> 01:30:32,800 we're all human beings okay 2589 01:30:36,229 --> 01:30:34,320 we're all human animals right we live on 2590 01:30:38,149 --> 01:30:36,239 one planet and everyone has their knees 2591 01:30:41,590 --> 01:30:38,159 everyone has their perceptions 2592 01:30:42,790 --> 01:30:41,600 of course i'm not for racism of course 2593 01:30:45,430 --> 01:30:42,800 i'm not for sex 2594 01:30:46,709 --> 01:30:45,440 but when i have to explain that you know 2595 01:30:49,110 --> 01:30:46,719 what i mean 2596 01:30:50,550 --> 01:30:49,120 it's like it's like i'm talking to the 2597 01:30:53,270 --> 01:30:50,560 love has one cult 2598 01:30:53,750 --> 01:30:53,280 it's like abc and i just can't i'm just 2599 01:30:56,390 --> 01:30:53,760 like 2600 01:30:58,709 --> 01:30:56,400 look man i understand this from from the 2601 01:31:01,110 --> 01:30:58,719 globalist level down i get the big 2602 01:31:03,189 --> 01:31:01,120 picture i get who's being exploited 2603 01:31:05,430 --> 01:31:03,199 i get where it's going and what's 2604 01:31:06,950 --> 01:31:05,440 happening i get why it has to happen 2605 01:31:07,430 --> 01:31:06,960 though and i get that it's going to get 2606 01:31:09,189 --> 01:31:07,440 worse 2607 01:31:10,950 --> 01:31:09,199 and i get that i hate to say it most 2608 01:31:12,470 --> 01:31:10,960 likely we're going to see some nukes go 2609 01:31:13,030 --> 01:31:12,480 off in some major cities i hope i'm 2610 01:31:15,510 --> 01:31:13,040 wrong 2611 01:31:17,590 --> 01:31:15,520 okay but i in big picture just for me 2612 01:31:19,910 --> 01:31:17,600 studying this since i was in my 20s 2613 01:31:21,510 --> 01:31:19,920 i see where it's going i see where it's 2614 01:31:24,870 --> 01:31:21,520 at i see where the stakes are 2615 01:31:27,030 --> 01:31:24,880 and i see for me if i was a globalist 2616 01:31:29,430 --> 01:31:27,040 and how i would do things 2617 01:31:31,270 --> 01:31:29,440 um logically you understand these people 2618 01:31:32,550 --> 01:31:31,280 are operating on data 2619 01:31:34,629 --> 01:31:32,560 and when they're thinking of getting to 2620 01:31:35,910 --> 01:31:34,639 a goal they're thinking of data to get 2621 01:31:38,709 --> 01:31:35,920 to that goal 2622 01:31:39,110 --> 01:31:38,719 um and um you know like one of the 2623 01:31:41,350 --> 01:31:39,120 things 2624 01:31:42,870 --> 01:31:41,360 for me like first thing i would do if i 2625 01:31:45,750 --> 01:31:42,880 was running the world 2626 01:31:47,270 --> 01:31:45,760 is i would get the military involved in 2627 01:31:49,510 --> 01:31:47,280 child sex trafficking 2628 01:31:51,110 --> 01:31:49,520 and i would go in and i would euthanize 2629 01:31:53,430 --> 01:31:51,120 every child sex trafficking or 2630 01:31:55,350 --> 01:31:53,440 trafficker and then everyone around it i 2631 01:31:57,510 --> 01:31:55,360 would microchip them 2632 01:31:59,270 --> 01:31:57,520 and so people go you're bad well what ha 2633 01:31:59,830 --> 01:31:59,280 what would happen if the result of that 2634 01:32:01,590 --> 01:31:59,840 was 2635 01:32:03,830 --> 01:32:01,600 child sex trafficking dropped from 90 2636 01:32:06,310 --> 01:32:03,840 percent down to like 10. 2637 01:32:08,229 --> 01:32:06,320 am i bad then do you see what i'm saying 2638 01:32:11,750 --> 01:32:08,239 so data driven in for in 2639 01:32:11,990 --> 01:32:11,760 operating a planet um you know that's 2640 01:32:19,590 --> 01:32:12,000 the 2641 01:32:21,590 --> 01:32:19,600 you know regimes like you know like 2642 01:32:23,350 --> 01:32:21,600 communist regimes that just do awful 2643 01:32:24,550 --> 01:32:23,360 things to their people i mean it's just 2644 01:32:26,709 --> 01:32:24,560 like 2645 01:32:28,629 --> 01:32:26,719 there's ways to do things you know i i 2646 01:32:30,709 --> 01:32:28,639 just it's a big topic but 2647 01:32:32,550 --> 01:32:30,719 i big pictures see i understand what's 2648 01:32:34,310 --> 01:32:32,560 going on it's frustrating but that's i'm 2649 01:32:36,229 --> 01:32:34,320 like you that's why i'm in freaking 2650 01:32:38,870 --> 01:32:36,239 that's why i'm by myself i'm in i'm in 2651 01:32:40,709 --> 01:32:38,880 sedona you know 2652 01:32:41,990 --> 01:32:40,719 now where's my where's my cigar my name 2653 01:32:43,350 --> 01:32:42,000 you know honestly 2654 01:32:46,070 --> 01:32:43,360 i don't know i mean you try to keep 2655 01:32:48,709 --> 01:32:46,080 things in perspective i honestly i 2656 01:32:50,629 --> 01:32:48,719 i largely especially this past year 2657 01:32:53,669 --> 01:32:50,639 turned the news off and tried to not 2658 01:32:55,189 --> 01:32:53,679 care you know i worry about local 2659 01:32:56,709 --> 01:32:55,199 things that are happening or things 2660 01:32:58,950 --> 01:32:56,719 local to me at the cabin that are 2661 01:33:00,709 --> 01:32:58,960 important to me or whatever 2662 01:33:02,629 --> 01:33:00,719 you know our community is building a 2663 01:33:04,629 --> 01:33:02,639 playground for all the kids 2664 01:33:06,149 --> 01:33:04,639 so i'm going over there you know and 2665 01:33:08,629 --> 01:33:06,159 trying to help that 2666 01:33:09,350 --> 01:33:08,639 effort now but you know the bigger 2667 01:33:12,229 --> 01:33:09,360 picture i 2668 01:33:13,990 --> 01:33:12,239 there's nothing i can do you know pray i 2669 01:33:16,709 --> 01:33:14,000 could pray for peace and 2670 01:33:17,590 --> 01:33:16,719 well for me for me for me it's more 2671 01:33:18,790 --> 01:33:17,600 entertainment 2672 01:33:20,310 --> 01:33:18,800 you know i think for me i've just been 2673 01:33:22,149 --> 01:33:20,320 at it so long that it's more 2674 01:33:23,350 --> 01:33:22,159 entertaining i'm like oh here we go grab 2675 01:33:25,270 --> 01:33:23,360 your popcorn 2676 01:33:27,669 --> 01:33:25,280 you know because i i i gave up on the 2677 01:33:28,950 --> 01:33:27,679 human race long time ago because 2678 01:33:30,390 --> 01:33:28,960 they're beautiful people in the world 2679 01:33:31,430 --> 01:33:30,400 but i understand the basic nature of the 2680 01:33:34,950 --> 01:33:31,440 human animal 2681 01:33:38,310 --> 01:33:34,960 so i don't expect much i expect goofy 2682 01:33:41,270 --> 01:33:38,320 crazy crap you know and so i'm i'm like 2683 01:33:43,669 --> 01:33:41,280 sitting here with popcorn i'm just like 2684 01:33:45,030 --> 01:33:43,679 yeah let it happen it's a big universe 2685 01:33:47,510 --> 01:33:45,040 we gotta evolve 2686 01:33:48,629 --> 01:33:47,520 you know we gotta change things he's 2687 01:33:49,910 --> 01:33:48,639 like we can't sit around praying to 2688 01:33:50,709 --> 01:33:49,920 jesus for everything all the time 2689 01:33:53,590 --> 01:33:50,719 because it ain't 2690 01:33:54,870 --> 01:33:53,600 working sorry you know yeah i always 2691 01:33:55,510 --> 01:33:54,880 like when people say thoughts and 2692 01:33:58,149 --> 01:33:55,520 prayers 2693 01:33:58,629 --> 01:33:58,159 are with you know victims of stuff or 2694 01:34:00,709 --> 01:33:58,639 yeah 2695 01:34:03,110 --> 01:34:00,719 it doesn't it doesn't change things 2696 01:34:06,709 --> 01:34:03,120 sometimes it's a nice sentiment 2697 01:34:08,550 --> 01:34:06,719 i mean yeah but the problem with it is 2698 01:34:11,750 --> 01:34:08,560 if you keep praying to invisible 2699 01:34:14,790 --> 01:34:11,760 zombies for change 2700 01:34:16,310 --> 01:34:14,800 and your your your keep breeding and 2701 01:34:17,990 --> 01:34:16,320 having babies and going to your 2702 01:34:19,189 --> 01:34:18,000 sunday church service and i'm wondering 2703 01:34:20,229 --> 01:34:19,199 why the world's different you keep 2704 01:34:22,310 --> 01:34:20,239 praying to the 2705 01:34:24,790 --> 01:34:22,320 2000 year old jewish zombie hope 2706 01:34:26,470 --> 01:34:24,800 anything's going to change 2707 01:34:28,629 --> 01:34:26,480 all of a sudden you're like having to 2708 01:34:31,830 --> 01:34:28,639 like protect your kid from a vaccine 2709 01:34:32,470 --> 01:34:31,840 and you're like well just came down to 2710 01:34:33,830 --> 01:34:32,480 you know 2711 01:34:36,070 --> 01:34:33,840 the other i gotta get some i gotta get 2712 01:34:38,229 --> 01:34:36,080 some ice can you give me one oh sure 2713 01:34:39,590 --> 01:34:38,239 yeah i have a i have wine that is hold 2714 01:34:42,709 --> 01:34:39,600 on yeah yeah 2715 01:34:45,350 --> 01:34:42,719 so uh while he's gone you know uh 2716 01:34:46,149 --> 01:34:45,360 zen ran this thing called the uh 2717 01:34:49,350 --> 01:34:46,159 apocalypse 2718 01:34:52,149 --> 01:34:49,360 podcast and you guys know that i have 2719 01:34:54,790 --> 01:34:52,159 building an apocalypse cabin and all 2720 01:34:58,070 --> 01:34:54,800 joking aside i would agree with him that 2721 01:35:00,950 --> 01:34:58,080 things may be coming become worse in 2722 01:35:02,550 --> 01:35:00,960 in the near future and i would highly 2723 01:35:03,109 --> 01:35:02,560 recommend especially if you live in a 2724 01:35:05,830 --> 01:35:03,119 city 2725 01:35:07,590 --> 01:35:05,840 to get out of the cities uh we can see 2726 01:35:09,189 --> 01:35:07,600 this violence that's breaking out all 2727 01:35:12,709 --> 01:35:09,199 over the united states in 2728 01:35:14,149 --> 01:35:12,719 in major cities i came from philadelphia 2729 01:35:16,950 --> 01:35:14,159 and it was interesting that i 2730 01:35:18,149 --> 01:35:16,960 was not out of philadelphia for a year 2731 01:35:21,830 --> 01:35:18,159 or a year and a half 2732 01:35:23,590 --> 01:35:21,840 and then uh the riots and looting in 2733 01:35:26,629 --> 01:35:23,600 philadelphia happened and that was just 2734 01:35:28,709 --> 01:35:26,639 two miles or less than a mile some of 2735 01:35:32,629 --> 01:35:28,719 those stores that were looted 2736 01:35:34,870 --> 01:35:32,639 and riots and everything took place like 2737 01:35:36,229 --> 01:35:34,880 less than a mile from my previous home 2738 01:35:39,189 --> 01:35:36,239 in philadelphia 2739 01:35:41,189 --> 01:35:39,199 so you know all joking aside i joke 2740 01:35:42,390 --> 01:35:41,199 around about the apocalypse cabin but i 2741 01:35:44,149 --> 01:35:42,400 believe that it's 2742 01:35:45,669 --> 01:35:44,159 it can't hurt it can't hurt to have a 2743 01:35:48,870 --> 01:35:45,679 safe place to escape 2744 01:35:50,629 --> 01:35:48,880 the cities to a well-equipped place that 2745 01:35:52,629 --> 01:35:50,639 you can go chill out if things hit the 2746 01:35:55,430 --> 01:35:52,639 fan 2747 01:35:57,430 --> 01:35:55,440 well you know think about it in one year 2748 01:35:59,910 --> 01:35:57,440 the whole world went into lockdown 2749 01:36:02,149 --> 01:35:59,920 yeah and i was reporting on this in 2000 2750 01:36:03,830 --> 01:36:02,159 the end of 2019 2751 01:36:05,510 --> 01:36:03,840 i started reporting i went from on 2752 01:36:08,070 --> 01:36:05,520 spirituality i went right over to this 2753 01:36:10,629 --> 01:36:08,080 report before it was on mainstream news 2754 01:36:12,390 --> 01:36:10,639 and overnight the entire planet went 2755 01:36:14,709 --> 01:36:12,400 into lockdown 2756 01:36:15,590 --> 01:36:14,719 um which goes to show you how quick it 2757 01:36:19,990 --> 01:36:15,600 can remember 2758 01:36:26,070 --> 01:36:23,109 and then i was doing reports on 2759 01:36:26,709 --> 01:36:26,080 them putting bracelets on people where 2760 01:36:29,669 --> 01:36:26,719 they would 2761 01:36:30,950 --> 01:36:29,679 leave their house 25 feet out in front 2762 01:36:31,750 --> 01:36:30,960 of their house and law enforcement would 2763 01:36:35,590 --> 01:36:31,760 show up 2764 01:36:37,430 --> 01:36:35,600 and and i mean it was just you can't 2765 01:36:39,590 --> 01:36:37,440 you really have to reach to look at what 2766 01:36:40,950 --> 01:36:39,600 just happened yeah i would say that this 2767 01:36:42,709 --> 01:36:40,960 isn't 2768 01:36:45,109 --> 01:36:42,719 something you can't put this toothpaste 2769 01:36:46,390 --> 01:36:45,119 back in the tube too 2770 01:36:48,390 --> 01:36:46,400 they're not going to surrender this 2771 01:36:50,550 --> 01:36:48,400 power they got used to it they like 2772 01:36:51,669 --> 01:36:50,560 controlling whose businesses can be open 2773 01:36:53,590 --> 01:36:51,679 and who's can 2774 01:36:55,430 --> 01:36:53,600 and you know what people where people 2775 01:36:57,910 --> 01:36:55,440 can go and when they can't go 2776 01:36:59,510 --> 01:36:57,920 and things like that yeah it's obedience 2777 01:37:00,790 --> 01:36:59,520 training it's funny how many people just 2778 01:37:01,990 --> 01:37:00,800 really love it it's almost like 2779 01:37:11,030 --> 01:37:02,000 the minute they say well i don't want to 2780 01:37:14,470 --> 01:37:13,109 or something else what else what else is 2781 01:37:15,030 --> 01:37:14,480 going on what's going on your thread 2782 01:37:17,750 --> 01:37:15,040 over there 2783 01:37:18,470 --> 01:37:17,760 you've got uh oh yeah the questions are 2784 01:37:20,629 --> 01:37:18,480 screw 2785 01:37:21,669 --> 01:37:20,639 off or what do we have over here yeah i 2786 01:37:25,430 --> 01:37:21,679 don't know 2787 01:37:26,950 --> 01:37:25,440 phillip blair is just whooping some 2788 01:37:28,470 --> 01:37:26,960 he's usually in my chat what are you 2789 01:37:31,590 --> 01:37:28,480 doing over there phil player 2790 01:37:32,149 --> 01:37:31,600 he'll let blair he's on my channel well 2791 01:37:36,149 --> 01:37:32,159 i've got 2792 01:37:40,149 --> 01:37:36,159 philip blair so 2793 01:37:41,910 --> 01:37:40,159 deal with it fighting for peace screw up 2794 01:37:43,590 --> 01:37:41,920 policing shouldn't be dealing with the 2795 01:37:45,030 --> 01:37:43,600 drags of society for eight hours a day a 2796 01:37:46,790 --> 01:37:45,040 system like that forces people in 2797 01:37:47,990 --> 01:37:46,800 policing to feel like the public is the 2798 01:37:51,669 --> 01:37:48,000 enemy during those eight hours 2799 01:37:54,950 --> 01:37:51,679 a day well you know unfortunately 2800 01:37:57,109 --> 01:37:54,960 it's uh i grew up you know i you know 2801 01:37:59,030 --> 01:37:57,119 stephen i grew up in la you know and and 2802 01:38:00,950 --> 01:37:59,040 i grew up around gangs 2803 01:38:02,310 --> 01:38:00,960 and and there's a lot of people you know 2804 01:38:03,910 --> 01:38:02,320 i've met that that 2805 01:38:05,430 --> 01:38:03,920 never had that experience they don't 2806 01:38:06,629 --> 01:38:05,440 know what it's like to be terrified that 2807 01:38:07,590 --> 01:38:06,639 you're going to be surrounded and 2808 01:38:11,030 --> 01:38:07,600 stabbed 2809 01:38:12,390 --> 01:38:11,040 you know and uh and have that reality in 2810 01:38:14,629 --> 01:38:12,400 the world 2811 01:38:16,310 --> 01:38:14,639 to know that that exists and even even 2812 01:38:17,990 --> 01:38:16,320 worse than you could ever imagine 2813 01:38:19,510 --> 01:38:18,000 you know something that i've always 2814 01:38:20,709 --> 01:38:19,520 lived with and i guess in some ways it 2815 01:38:22,950 --> 01:38:20,719 has protected me and 2816 01:38:25,669 --> 01:38:22,960 also kept me you know and i live in a 2817 01:38:28,950 --> 01:38:25,679 pretty safe cozy place but 2818 01:38:30,229 --> 01:38:28,960 but to to have had that experience and 2819 01:38:33,830 --> 01:38:30,239 know what it's like to be 2820 01:38:37,030 --> 01:38:33,840 frozen when you're surrounded by a gang 2821 01:38:41,430 --> 01:38:37,040 you know at the age of 14 only to be 2822 01:38:46,229 --> 01:38:44,709 it's uh that 2823 01:38:48,310 --> 01:38:46,239 you know what i mean like a lot of 2824 01:38:49,669 --> 01:38:48,320 people are very uh 2825 01:38:51,189 --> 01:38:49,679 they don't have that experience they 2826 01:38:52,629 --> 01:38:51,199 don't know what the world is like out 2827 01:38:55,030 --> 01:38:52,639 there and how bad it can be 2828 01:38:56,629 --> 01:38:55,040 and what i'm seeing is that it's it's 2829 01:38:59,189 --> 01:38:56,639 like there's a there's a 2830 01:39:01,430 --> 01:38:59,199 there's a ramping up of a war of the 2831 01:39:03,430 --> 01:39:01,440 humans against the humans 2832 01:39:05,350 --> 01:39:03,440 the getting people just pissed off at 2833 01:39:06,790 --> 01:39:05,360 each other and constantly pushing these 2834 01:39:08,790 --> 01:39:06,800 narratives and everything 2835 01:39:10,470 --> 01:39:08,800 and it's almost like in some ways not 2836 01:39:12,709 --> 01:39:10,480 only will world war three be this 2837 01:39:13,669 --> 01:39:12,719 huge war that's brewing right now i mean 2838 01:39:17,030 --> 01:39:13,679 look at come on 2839 01:39:17,750 --> 01:39:17,040 iran we're the devil incarnate do you 2840 01:39:21,430 --> 01:39:17,760 think that 2841 01:39:23,270 --> 01:39:21,440 sudden go oh we love you uh and i'm not 2842 01:39:25,189 --> 01:39:23,280 talking about the people of iran and you 2843 01:39:26,229 --> 01:39:25,199 know i'm just saying that the powers 2844 01:39:28,229 --> 01:39:26,239 that be 2845 01:39:29,750 --> 01:39:28,239 but you have that and then i also see 2846 01:39:32,149 --> 01:39:29,760 that there's this 2847 01:39:33,189 --> 01:39:32,159 war amongst people it's almost like 2848 01:39:34,629 --> 01:39:33,199 world war iii is 2849 01:39:37,030 --> 01:39:34,639 is like going to be like the zombie 2850 01:39:39,030 --> 01:39:37,040 apocalypse i i know it sounds crazy but 2851 01:39:42,470 --> 01:39:39,040 i honestly really think 2852 01:39:44,229 --> 01:39:42,480 that that zombie apocalypse media theme 2853 01:39:46,310 --> 01:39:44,239 that i really think because you know 2854 01:39:49,430 --> 01:39:46,320 what scares me more than anything steven 2855 01:39:56,870 --> 01:39:51,270 most dangerous i'm more scared of people 2856 01:39:59,669 --> 01:39:57,990 you know you asked what people were 2857 01:40:01,510 --> 01:39:59,679 talking about in my live chat i did a 2858 01:40:03,189 --> 01:40:01,520 stream recently and i was really 2859 01:40:04,629 --> 01:40:03,199 i really went after david wilcock 2860 01:40:07,430 --> 01:40:04,639 because he was 2861 01:40:08,070 --> 01:40:07,440 uh creating whole new mythology about 2862 01:40:09,830 --> 01:40:08,080 jesus 2863 01:40:11,350 --> 01:40:09,840 you know going into the sarcophagus of 2864 01:40:12,229 --> 01:40:11,360 the great pyramid and all this stuff and 2865 01:40:14,310 --> 01:40:12,239 i had said 2866 01:40:15,510 --> 01:40:14,320 that's very offensive to christians and 2867 01:40:17,669 --> 01:40:15,520 so people are going 2868 01:40:18,790 --> 01:40:17,679 well you kind of just said that prayer 2869 01:40:21,990 --> 01:40:18,800 doesn't help 2870 01:40:23,430 --> 01:40:22,000 or won't do anything and also 2871 01:40:25,430 --> 01:40:23,440 people remember that you used to say 2872 01:40:26,870 --> 01:40:25,440 that jesus christ was a zombie 2873 01:40:28,149 --> 01:40:26,880 and that's kind of offensive and so 2874 01:40:29,270 --> 01:40:28,159 people are like why aren't you calling 2875 01:40:31,350 --> 01:40:29,280 him mad about that 2876 01:40:33,669 --> 01:40:31,360 so if you're talking about me or yeah 2877 01:40:35,109 --> 01:40:33,679 yeah yeah yeah said previously that 2878 01:40:37,270 --> 01:40:35,119 jesus christ was a 2879 01:40:39,270 --> 01:40:37,280 zombie guy technically he is he 2880 01:40:42,550 --> 01:40:39,280 tactically well he's risen from it 2881 01:40:44,229 --> 01:40:42,560 yeah but i don't i don't i don't 2882 01:40:45,830 --> 01:40:44,239 i mean that's the technical word when 2883 01:40:46,550 --> 01:40:45,840 somebody rises from the dead they're a 2884 01:40:50,149 --> 01:40:46,560 zombie but 2885 01:40:51,590 --> 01:40:50,159 i guess the the tweaked version is that 2886 01:40:53,189 --> 01:40:51,600 there some people can rise from the dead 2887 01:40:56,470 --> 01:40:53,199 and be fuzzy 2888 01:40:58,390 --> 01:40:56,480 light beings i get uh yeah i 2889 01:40:59,990 --> 01:40:58,400 i just i guess as a christian i can 2890 01:41:02,550 --> 01:41:00,000 understand why some people would be 2891 01:41:04,229 --> 01:41:02,560 offended are you a christian yeah a 2892 01:41:06,550 --> 01:41:04,239 raised cat you're a christian 2893 01:41:07,990 --> 01:41:06,560 yeah raised catholic now i'm breaking 2894 01:41:10,390 --> 01:41:08,000 news breaking news 2895 01:41:11,189 --> 01:41:10,400 breaking news yeah now you're now i'm a 2896 01:41:13,229 --> 01:41:11,199 recovered 2897 01:41:14,870 --> 01:41:13,239 catholic i just consider myself a 2898 01:41:16,709 --> 01:41:14,880 non-denominational christian 2899 01:41:19,750 --> 01:41:16,719 and self-practicing christian like i 2900 01:41:21,350 --> 01:41:19,760 don't go to a church no idea 2901 01:41:23,109 --> 01:41:21,360 i keep thinking that i'm going to find a 2902 01:41:23,510 --> 01:41:23,119 church but i checked a bunch of them out 2903 01:41:27,030 --> 01:41:23,520 and i 2904 01:41:28,070 --> 01:41:27,040 was really like i hadn't found a good 2905 01:41:30,470 --> 01:41:28,080 fit 2906 01:41:31,990 --> 01:41:30,480 so i had no idea stephen i'm in the 2907 01:41:34,070 --> 01:41:32,000 bible i've had 12 years 2908 01:41:36,149 --> 01:41:34,080 of scripture study i was almost a priest 2909 01:41:38,550 --> 01:41:36,159 myself they sent me a seminary 2910 01:41:39,510 --> 01:41:38,560 but your videos are so dark and spooky 2911 01:41:41,590 --> 01:41:39,520 and scary and 2912 01:41:44,070 --> 01:41:41,600 yeah well you can so are some priests 2913 01:41:47,350 --> 01:41:44,080 you just get reformed 2914 01:41:48,470 --> 01:41:47,360 i i had a really bad uh i had a really 2915 01:41:51,910 --> 01:41:48,480 bad experience with 2916 01:41:54,310 --> 01:41:51,920 catholicism first they uh my father was 2917 01:41:57,350 --> 01:41:54,320 dying in hospice for six months 2918 01:41:58,629 --> 01:41:57,360 and then uh when he died we went to bury 2919 01:42:00,629 --> 01:41:58,639 him and the funeral director called me 2920 01:42:02,310 --> 01:42:00,639 one day and said uh 2921 01:42:03,910 --> 01:42:02,320 there's something going wrong with the 2922 01:42:05,750 --> 01:42:03,920 church and they won't do the mass or 2923 01:42:06,310 --> 01:42:05,760 bury him they won't let a priest bury 2924 01:42:08,149 --> 01:42:06,320 him 2925 01:42:09,510 --> 01:42:08,159 so i had to go talk to the monsignor and 2926 01:42:11,109 --> 01:42:09,520 it turned out that they wouldn't bury 2927 01:42:12,870 --> 01:42:11,119 him because they decided he wasn't a 2928 01:42:14,390 --> 01:42:12,880 catholic in good standing 2929 01:42:16,390 --> 01:42:14,400 and how they made that determination is 2930 01:42:17,669 --> 01:42:16,400 because they hadn't gotten his envelopes 2931 01:42:19,590 --> 01:42:17,679 in six months 2932 01:42:21,109 --> 01:42:19,600 and i got very angry and said do you 2933 01:42:21,750 --> 01:42:21,119 know where he was for the past six 2934 01:42:24,870 --> 01:42:21,760 months 2935 01:42:26,390 --> 01:42:24,880 he was in hospice dying that's why he 2936 01:42:28,550 --> 01:42:26,400 didn't put his envelopes in 2937 01:42:30,229 --> 01:42:28,560 but i know my father was very catholic 2938 01:42:32,070 --> 01:42:30,239 he would want a priest to bury him 2939 01:42:33,830 --> 01:42:32,080 so in order to get them to bury him all 2940 01:42:35,750 --> 01:42:33,840 i had to do was pay twenty dollars a 2941 01:42:36,070 --> 01:42:35,760 month for those six months of envelopes 2942 01:42:37,990 --> 01:42:36,080 and 2943 01:42:39,830 --> 01:42:38,000 suddenly he got declared a catholic 2944 01:42:42,229 --> 01:42:39,840 event standing again 2945 01:42:43,910 --> 01:42:42,239 and uh he had volunteered at that church 2946 01:42:45,590 --> 01:42:43,920 being a cub scout master 2947 01:42:46,950 --> 01:42:45,600 boy scout master and all these other 2948 01:42:49,510 --> 01:42:46,960 things for years 2949 01:42:50,709 --> 01:42:49,520 even past me and my brother were adults 2950 01:42:52,310 --> 01:42:50,719 and he was still 2951 01:42:54,149 --> 01:42:52,320 doing the cub scout thing for the church 2952 01:42:55,990 --> 01:42:54,159 because a lot of kids around there 2953 01:42:57,750 --> 01:42:56,000 didn't have fathers to take them camping 2954 01:42:59,109 --> 01:42:57,760 and teaching stuff and you know it was 2955 01:43:00,149 --> 01:42:59,119 like a sore spot between him and my 2956 01:43:01,430 --> 01:43:00,159 mother my mother's like 2957 01:43:02,629 --> 01:43:01,440 you're not spending any time with your 2958 01:43:03,430 --> 01:43:02,639 own boys because you're spending time 2959 01:43:05,590 --> 01:43:03,440 with all these 2960 01:43:06,629 --> 01:43:05,600 you know strangers kids you know but 2961 01:43:08,470 --> 01:43:06,639 they wouldn't bury them 2962 01:43:10,550 --> 01:43:08,480 until we gave them the money and then 2963 01:43:13,590 --> 01:43:10,560 suddenly everything was fine 2964 01:43:16,470 --> 01:43:13,600 and then and then i kind of forgave that 2965 01:43:18,149 --> 01:43:16,480 because my son uh my autistic son needed 2966 01:43:20,310 --> 01:43:18,159 to go to kindergarten 2967 01:43:22,229 --> 01:43:20,320 and uh they had just gotten some money 2968 01:43:23,910 --> 01:43:22,239 to do a special needs program and all 2969 01:43:25,750 --> 01:43:23,920 this stuff so we sent my son and they 2970 01:43:27,750 --> 01:43:25,760 threw him out in the middle of the year 2971 01:43:28,790 --> 01:43:27,760 and he had a full-time person that sat 2972 01:43:30,709 --> 01:43:28,800 next to him 2973 01:43:32,550 --> 01:43:30,719 to kind of keep him controlled and help 2974 01:43:33,590 --> 01:43:32,560 him it's called a side by side 2975 01:43:35,030 --> 01:43:33,600 and they still threw him out in the 2976 01:43:36,709 --> 01:43:35,040 middle of the year knowing that we 2977 01:43:38,470 --> 01:43:36,719 couldn't get him placed in any school 2978 01:43:39,910 --> 01:43:38,480 for the remainder of the year 2979 01:43:42,229 --> 01:43:39,920 and there's many other things with 2980 01:43:43,430 --> 01:43:42,239 catholicism and of course the pedo you 2981 01:43:46,629 --> 01:43:43,440 know stuff 2982 01:43:47,109 --> 01:43:46,639 there was people in my own church that 2983 01:43:49,189 --> 01:43:47,119 were 2984 01:43:50,470 --> 01:43:49,199 suspected but never criminal one was 2985 01:43:52,390 --> 01:43:50,480 criminally charged later 2986 01:43:54,550 --> 01:43:52,400 but he got off with a hung jury and you 2987 01:43:57,109 --> 01:43:54,560 know so i just decided 2988 01:43:58,070 --> 01:43:57,119 that uh i was a better christian not 2989 01:44:02,310 --> 01:43:58,080 being catholic 2990 01:44:04,709 --> 01:44:02,320 good conscience continue to remain a 2991 01:44:06,470 --> 01:44:04,719 catholic with the stuff that i had seen 2992 01:44:07,910 --> 01:44:06,480 so so is christianity for you because 2993 01:44:11,430 --> 01:44:07,920 you're in you're an intelligent guy 2994 01:44:13,830 --> 01:44:11,440 and and and um 2995 01:44:15,270 --> 01:44:13,840 so so is a christianity for you more of 2996 01:44:18,870 --> 01:44:15,280 like an inherited 2997 01:44:20,790 --> 01:44:18,880 feeling sense of connection it's also i 2998 01:44:21,430 --> 01:44:20,800 suppose tradition and things i grew up 2999 01:44:25,030 --> 01:44:21,440 with it 3000 01:44:26,470 --> 01:44:25,040 i find it helpful like i find the wisdom 3001 01:44:28,229 --> 01:44:26,480 and the bible helpful 3002 01:44:29,669 --> 01:44:28,239 not all of it because there's of course 3003 01:44:32,149 --> 01:44:29,679 there's people 3004 01:44:32,790 --> 01:44:32,159 who argue with me about the bible site 3005 01:44:35,350 --> 01:44:32,800 stuff 3006 01:44:35,990 --> 01:44:35,360 you know that's ridiculous uh you know 3007 01:44:38,470 --> 01:44:36,000 uh 3008 01:44:39,669 --> 01:44:38,480 you know you can't wear certain colors 3009 01:44:41,109 --> 01:44:39,679 and you know yeah there's there's 3010 01:44:41,910 --> 01:44:41,119 ridiculous things in the bible but by 3011 01:44:45,030 --> 01:44:41,920 and large there's 3012 01:44:46,790 --> 01:44:45,040 a lot of wisdom it's it's you know 3013 01:44:48,229 --> 01:44:46,800 thousands of years of wisdom crammed 3014 01:44:50,470 --> 01:44:48,239 into one book 3015 01:44:51,350 --> 01:44:50,480 and uh i guess i just grew up with it 3016 01:44:54,070 --> 01:44:51,360 and and i 3017 01:44:54,709 --> 01:44:54,080 i believed it and i still do to a large 3018 01:44:56,310 --> 01:44:54,719 extent 3019 01:44:58,070 --> 01:44:56,320 are there things i question yeah i have 3020 01:45:00,550 --> 01:44:58,080 a lot of questions but 3021 01:45:03,030 --> 01:45:00,560 by and large so you've obviously clearly 3022 01:45:04,950 --> 01:45:03,040 been offended by my jesus zombie 3023 01:45:06,709 --> 01:45:04,960 business yeah and i never really talked 3024 01:45:07,189 --> 01:45:06,719 to you about that i just like said like 3025 01:45:09,510 --> 01:45:07,199 you know 3026 01:45:10,629 --> 01:45:09,520 you can you can get mad at me now is the 3027 01:45:13,109 --> 01:45:10,639 time that's right 3028 01:45:14,790 --> 01:45:13,119 that's god so so to us that's god and 3029 01:45:16,950 --> 01:45:14,800 for you saying he's a zombie that brings 3030 01:45:19,270 --> 01:45:16,960 up the image of you know 3031 01:45:21,350 --> 01:45:19,280 zombie and a rotting guy and you know he 3032 01:45:24,390 --> 01:45:21,360 was in perfect 3033 01:45:25,990 --> 01:45:24,400 a perfect form after he was raised from 3034 01:45:27,430 --> 01:45:26,000 the dead according to the apostles 3035 01:45:28,950 --> 01:45:27,440 accounts and others 3036 01:45:31,910 --> 01:45:28,960 you know right but why but why did he 3037 01:45:35,109 --> 01:45:34,629 you know i'm unclear on that myself but 3038 01:45:38,470 --> 01:45:35,119 if you 3039 01:45:42,229 --> 01:45:38,480 priests 3040 01:45:44,550 --> 01:45:42,239 they will say that he had to he had to 3041 01:45:45,350 --> 01:45:44,560 sacrifice himself to take away the sins 3042 01:45:47,750 --> 01:45:45,360 of the world 3043 01:45:48,870 --> 01:45:47,760 and to open the gates to open the gates 3044 01:45:52,390 --> 01:45:48,880 of heaven 3045 01:45:54,709 --> 01:45:52,400 right it's it's it's confusing to me 3046 01:45:56,070 --> 01:45:54,719 as a god i can clear it all up you know 3047 01:45:58,310 --> 01:45:56,080 what else is confusing 3048 01:45:59,990 --> 01:45:58,320 if this is god why would he let himself 3049 01:46:01,750 --> 01:46:00,000 suffer when he had the power to stop 3050 01:46:03,270 --> 01:46:01,760 his own suffering and maybe do it a 3051 01:46:05,830 --> 01:46:03,280 different way 3052 01:46:06,709 --> 01:46:05,840 you know well i can clear it all a lot 3053 01:46:09,510 --> 01:46:06,719 of mysteries 3054 01:46:11,109 --> 01:46:09,520 no mystery actually i can clear it all 3055 01:46:12,390 --> 01:46:11,119 up for you if you want but maybe this is 3056 01:46:14,229 --> 01:46:12,400 not the time but 3057 01:46:16,390 --> 01:46:14,239 if you want i can clear the whole 3058 01:46:20,470 --> 01:46:16,400 christian thing up for you like 3059 01:46:22,790 --> 01:46:20,480 that okay i'm here 3060 01:46:24,550 --> 01:46:22,800 you want me to do it now well as long as 3061 01:46:26,229 --> 01:46:24,560 you don't take three hours 3062 01:46:28,310 --> 01:46:26,239 well no i can actually do it about five 3063 01:46:30,070 --> 01:46:28,320 minutes yeah no really good 3064 01:46:31,350 --> 01:46:30,080 start the whole story is simply this 3065 01:46:33,350 --> 01:46:31,360 that god was hanging out 3066 01:46:35,350 --> 01:46:33,360 and created a garden for two people man 3067 01:46:36,629 --> 01:46:35,360 and a woman this is the metaphor 3068 01:46:38,709 --> 01:46:36,639 and right in the smack in the middle of 3069 01:46:39,910 --> 01:46:38,719 that garden he wants the the knowledge 3070 01:46:40,790 --> 01:46:39,920 the tree of the knowledge of good and 3071 01:46:42,229 --> 01:46:40,800 evil 3072 01:46:44,629 --> 01:46:42,239 right in the middle right in the middle 3073 01:46:47,270 --> 01:46:44,639 of the garden right 3074 01:46:49,189 --> 01:46:47,280 so as long as his subjects are obedient 3075 01:46:50,709 --> 01:46:49,199 to him and do not 3076 01:46:52,950 --> 01:46:50,719 partake of the knowledge of good and 3077 01:46:54,229 --> 01:46:52,960 evil because he said himself that they 3078 01:46:56,870 --> 01:46:54,239 will be like me 3079 01:46:58,390 --> 01:46:56,880 cause he doesn't want that so they had 3080 01:47:01,350 --> 01:46:58,400 to be obedient if they're obedient 3081 01:47:03,270 --> 01:47:01,360 like a mafia boss if you're obedient 3082 01:47:03,510 --> 01:47:03,280 then you get my graces and my goodies 3083 01:47:05,510 --> 01:47:03,520 and 3084 01:47:06,790 --> 01:47:05,520 behave yourself but i know i put the i 3085 01:47:08,070 --> 01:47:06,800 know i put the tree in the middle of the 3086 01:47:09,669 --> 01:47:08,080 damn garden but 3087 01:47:11,669 --> 01:47:09,679 after that everyone was born with 3088 01:47:15,350 --> 01:47:11,679 original sin so 3089 01:47:17,109 --> 01:47:15,360 yeah so eve you know was cool and she 3090 01:47:20,470 --> 01:47:17,119 hung out with a snake and ate an apple 3091 01:47:22,470 --> 01:47:20,480 so this god decides to may cause 3092 01:47:23,830 --> 01:47:22,480 everybody to suffer and all this horror 3093 01:47:25,590 --> 01:47:23,840 in the old testament 3094 01:47:27,030 --> 01:47:25,600 the only way to be free so that he 3095 01:47:28,629 --> 01:47:27,040 doesn't completely destroy the world is 3096 01:47:31,430 --> 01:47:28,639 that you have to sacrifice 3097 01:47:33,750 --> 01:47:31,440 thousands and thousands of goats every 3098 01:47:35,910 --> 01:47:33,760 year and enough blood has to run 3099 01:47:37,189 --> 01:47:35,920 in order for him to not murder everybody 3100 01:47:39,270 --> 01:47:37,199 because of that sin 3101 01:47:41,109 --> 01:47:39,280 so then he goes well we need one final 3102 01:47:42,470 --> 01:47:41,119 sacrifice to just kind of so we can just 3103 01:47:43,910 --> 01:47:42,480 stop the go business 3104 01:47:45,750 --> 01:47:43,920 so he goes what would be the perfect 3105 01:47:47,430 --> 01:47:45,760 sacrifice so that i would not 3106 01:47:49,750 --> 01:47:47,440 be so pissed off at everybody because 3107 01:47:52,070 --> 01:47:49,760 that's exactly what it was 3108 01:47:53,590 --> 01:47:52,080 and because they disobeyed me and so he 3109 01:47:56,310 --> 01:47:53,600 goes oh 3110 01:47:58,070 --> 01:47:56,320 my son my own child i'll have my child 3111 01:48:00,149 --> 01:47:58,080 be born and then the child will be 3112 01:48:02,149 --> 01:48:00,159 has to live a perfect life sinless and 3113 01:48:04,470 --> 01:48:02,159 then they they are 3114 01:48:05,350 --> 01:48:04,480 tortured and he has to be tortured for a 3115 01:48:08,470 --> 01:48:05,360 period of time 3116 01:48:11,910 --> 01:48:08,480 long enough in which the suffering 3117 01:48:15,590 --> 01:48:11,920 and the blood sacrifice appeases god 3118 01:48:18,950 --> 01:48:15,600 he achieved it he didn't sin he achieved 3119 01:48:21,910 --> 01:48:18,960 total like blood sacrifice i mean 3120 01:48:22,950 --> 01:48:21,920 this is the old this is the old blood 3121 01:48:26,550 --> 01:48:22,960 sacrifice 3122 01:48:28,390 --> 01:48:26,560 meme the old mythos of all the old god 3123 01:48:32,149 --> 01:48:28,400 all the old traditions and all the old 3124 01:48:34,790 --> 01:48:32,159 mythos nothing different 3125 01:48:37,109 --> 01:48:34,800 he needed a sacrifice so he got his his 3126 01:48:39,430 --> 01:48:37,119 son the perfect sacrifice right 3127 01:48:41,030 --> 01:48:39,440 all so that he wouldn't murder everybody 3128 01:48:44,470 --> 01:48:41,040 for eve's sins 3129 01:48:46,870 --> 01:48:44,480 so if you accept the bloody sacrifice 3130 01:48:48,229 --> 01:48:46,880 of jesus then you will not go to hell 3131 01:48:50,310 --> 01:48:48,239 and be permanently 3132 01:48:52,149 --> 01:48:50,320 tortured even even in hell if you ask 3133 01:48:55,270 --> 01:48:52,159 forgiveness you'll still be permanently 3134 01:48:55,910 --> 01:48:55,280 tortured so the only point of the jesus 3135 01:48:57,350 --> 01:48:55,920 thing 3136 01:48:59,189 --> 01:48:57,360 is that you don't get permanently 3137 01:49:01,830 --> 01:48:59,199 tortured by the mafia boss 3138 01:49:03,030 --> 01:49:01,840 you must submit now you've got serial 3139 01:49:04,709 --> 01:49:03,040 killers 3140 01:49:06,390 --> 01:49:04,719 live their whole life killing and raping 3141 01:49:08,229 --> 01:49:06,400 and murdering and at the last breath 3142 01:49:10,390 --> 01:49:08,239 they can go 3143 01:49:12,310 --> 01:49:10,400 i forget yeah yeah i've always had a 3144 01:49:13,990 --> 01:49:12,320 problem with that premise as well 3145 01:49:15,830 --> 01:49:14,000 so sure there's things i don't agree 3146 01:49:17,589 --> 01:49:15,840 with or have problems we have people 3147 01:49:19,189 --> 01:49:17,599 that are social workers they've done all 3148 01:49:21,669 --> 01:49:19,199 these things blah blah blah but because 3149 01:49:24,870 --> 01:49:21,679 they don't submit 3150 01:49:26,310 --> 01:49:24,880 to the mafia boss they go to hell and 3151 01:49:28,229 --> 01:49:26,320 burn forever they've done all they've 3152 01:49:31,109 --> 01:49:28,239 done their life is help people but 3153 01:49:33,189 --> 01:49:31,119 they because they did not bow their head 3154 01:49:35,669 --> 01:49:33,199 to the mafia boss 3155 01:49:37,350 --> 01:49:35,679 they will so it's an obedience but also 3156 01:49:39,990 --> 01:49:37,360 you also have to remember that this is 3157 01:49:40,950 --> 01:49:40,000 this the bible is written by men and it 3158 01:49:42,790 --> 01:49:40,960 and and some 3159 01:49:44,310 --> 01:49:42,800 sometimes i think that they can't you 3160 01:49:46,550 --> 01:49:44,320 know i don't believe that a man can 3161 01:49:47,910 --> 01:49:46,560 truly understand the nature of god so i 3162 01:49:49,510 --> 01:49:47,920 i think that there's some things that 3163 01:49:51,189 --> 01:49:49,520 the bible got right about the nature of 3164 01:49:51,750 --> 01:49:51,199 god and some things that the bible got 3165 01:49:53,750 --> 01:49:51,760 wrong 3166 01:49:55,510 --> 01:49:53,760 we could see a perfect example of this 3167 01:49:57,910 --> 01:49:55,520 is that the old testament god was 3168 01:49:58,709 --> 01:49:57,920 wrathful and would a perfect being be 3169 01:50:02,310 --> 01:49:58,719 wrathful 3170 01:50:05,030 --> 01:50:02,320 would he be jealous he was jealous 3171 01:50:06,310 --> 01:50:05,040 essentially of them worshiping you can't 3172 01:50:09,109 --> 01:50:06,320 worship other gods 3173 01:50:09,990 --> 01:50:09,119 before me you know so he was certainly 3174 01:50:13,109 --> 01:50:10,000 jealous he was 3175 01:50:15,189 --> 01:50:13,119 wrathful and angry at times and 3176 01:50:16,149 --> 01:50:15,199 you know sounds like satan hurt people 3177 01:50:18,229 --> 01:50:16,159 yeah yeah 3178 01:50:19,750 --> 01:50:18,239 the argument could be made and some 3179 01:50:20,709 --> 01:50:19,760 people actually believe that the god of 3180 01:50:22,310 --> 01:50:20,719 the old testament 3181 01:50:24,070 --> 01:50:22,320 is a different god than the new 3182 01:50:25,270 --> 01:50:24,080 testament god somehow 3183 01:50:28,149 --> 01:50:25,280 but it can't be because the new 3184 01:50:29,990 --> 01:50:28,159 testament god required human sacrifice 3185 01:50:32,310 --> 01:50:30,000 yeah yeah there's a lot of strange 3186 01:50:34,149 --> 01:50:32,320 things in the bible for sure 3187 01:50:35,990 --> 01:50:34,159 but generally you know i'm worried about 3188 01:50:37,270 --> 01:50:36,000 this myself because my children don't go 3189 01:50:39,589 --> 01:50:37,280 to church and they're not 3190 01:50:41,510 --> 01:50:39,599 you know and i thought about you know it 3191 01:50:42,870 --> 01:50:41,520 was helpful to me growing up to learn 3192 01:50:44,149 --> 01:50:42,880 that morality 3193 01:50:46,470 --> 01:50:44,159 and the ten commandments and the 3194 01:50:47,589 --> 01:50:46,480 structure and to turn the other cheek 3195 01:50:49,910 --> 01:50:47,599 and all of these things that are 3196 01:50:52,390 --> 01:50:49,920 certainly good you know 3197 01:50:53,109 --> 01:50:52,400 spiritual practices so for me it's 3198 01:50:55,390 --> 01:50:53,119 important 3199 01:50:57,189 --> 01:50:55,400 you know i i kind of forgive the 3200 01:50:58,390 --> 01:50:57,199 inconsistencies and the things i don't 3201 01:51:00,790 --> 01:50:58,400 understand 3202 01:51:01,910 --> 01:51:00,800 as being probably probably problems 3203 01:51:03,910 --> 01:51:01,920 generated by 3204 01:51:07,109 --> 01:51:03,920 men trying to understand the true nature 3205 01:51:09,990 --> 01:51:07,119 of god and getting some things wrong 3206 01:51:12,870 --> 01:51:10,000 but it's tremendously hypocritical the 3207 01:51:14,870 --> 01:51:12,880 nature of the bible and the story itself 3208 01:51:16,470 --> 01:51:14,880 it's it's it's it's so far beyond it's 3209 01:51:18,470 --> 01:51:16,480 worse than hitler 3210 01:51:20,070 --> 01:51:18,480 it's so far beyond anything that would 3211 01:51:23,189 --> 01:51:20,080 be love 3212 01:51:25,910 --> 01:51:23,199 i that's why i argue against that 3213 01:51:27,669 --> 01:51:25,920 because examples in the bible where god 3214 01:51:30,149 --> 01:51:27,679 told them to kill those people 3215 01:51:30,790 --> 01:51:30,159 go get any people and then there's 3216 01:51:32,390 --> 01:51:30,800 there's the 3217 01:51:33,990 --> 01:51:32,400 the you know it's in the ten 3218 01:51:35,510 --> 01:51:34,000 commandments thou shalt not kill but 3219 01:51:36,149 --> 01:51:35,520 then the god of the bible is telling 3220 01:51:38,310 --> 01:51:36,159 them 3221 01:51:39,189 --> 01:51:38,320 go and kill those yeah and kill the 3222 01:51:41,430 --> 01:51:39,199 children 3223 01:51:43,350 --> 01:51:41,440 and rape them i mean there's always a 3224 01:51:46,070 --> 01:51:43,360 lot of things in the bible 3225 01:51:47,669 --> 01:51:46,080 my whole point when i when i when i hit 3226 01:51:50,709 --> 01:51:47,679 it hard and i know people are going to 3227 01:51:52,310 --> 01:51:50,719 hate me for it but i hit her to crack it 3228 01:51:54,470 --> 01:51:52,320 and the point being is that all that 3229 01:51:56,870 --> 01:51:54,480 love and stuff for children and 3230 01:51:58,870 --> 01:51:56,880 ethics and morals you see that all over 3231 01:52:00,390 --> 01:51:58,880 the place with atheists and secularists 3232 01:52:02,470 --> 01:52:00,400 and everything it's natural 3233 01:52:03,510 --> 01:52:02,480 it's just a matter of thinking about 3234 01:52:05,030 --> 01:52:03,520 someone asked me 3235 01:52:07,510 --> 01:52:05,040 what is your version of right wrong i 3236 01:52:08,550 --> 01:52:07,520 said survival i said why do you do what 3237 01:52:10,709 --> 01:52:08,560 you do 3238 01:52:12,149 --> 01:52:10,719 the survival of your family why do you 3239 01:52:14,070 --> 01:52:12,159 increase communication 3240 01:52:15,990 --> 01:52:14,080 why do you why do you stop child sex 3241 01:52:18,229 --> 01:52:16,000 trafficking in your in your town 3242 01:52:20,470 --> 01:52:18,239 it's for a higher level of survival so 3243 01:52:21,750 --> 01:52:20,480 what i'm saying is it's a crutch 3244 01:52:23,750 --> 01:52:21,760 for people to believe in the story 3245 01:52:25,830 --> 01:52:23,760 that's literally the opposite of what it 3246 01:52:27,990 --> 01:52:25,840 is that they're claiming is love 3247 01:52:30,470 --> 01:52:28,000 and so i'm saying let me invite you to a 3248 01:52:31,109 --> 01:52:30,480 higher level drop the story and be that 3249 01:52:36,950 --> 01:52:31,119 thing 3250 01:52:38,470 --> 01:52:36,960 leo it's a it's a template over what the 3251 01:52:40,149 --> 01:52:38,480 real love is 3252 01:52:42,149 --> 01:52:40,159 it it like people want the real thing 3253 01:52:43,109 --> 01:52:42,159 they think it's that and it's not that 3254 01:52:45,910 --> 01:52:43,119 it's actually 3255 01:52:47,750 --> 01:52:45,920 secondary element to the real thing the 3256 01:52:50,950 --> 01:52:47,760 real thing is that you 3257 01:52:51,669 --> 01:52:50,960 you look at life and you go i survive i 3258 01:52:54,229 --> 01:52:51,679 live i am 3259 01:52:56,470 --> 01:52:54,239 part of the universe and i do things 3260 01:52:57,030 --> 01:52:56,480 because i want to have a better survival 3261 01:52:59,109 --> 01:52:57,040 level 3262 01:53:00,950 --> 01:52:59,119 for me and for my children and for my 3263 01:53:02,550 --> 01:53:00,960 family and for my friends and from my 3264 01:53:05,430 --> 01:53:02,560 town and from my world 3265 01:53:06,310 --> 01:53:05,440 that's why i do what i do but when 3266 01:53:09,350 --> 01:53:06,320 people 3267 01:53:12,470 --> 01:53:09,360 it but when they 3268 01:53:13,030 --> 01:53:12,480 use religion as this oh no i'm not the 3269 01:53:15,589 --> 01:53:13,040 preacher 3270 01:53:17,030 --> 01:53:15,599 you know i rarely even recognize even 3271 01:53:18,870 --> 01:53:17,040 mention it to people unless i'm 3272 01:53:21,350 --> 01:53:18,880 asked or or whatever but people were 3273 01:53:22,790 --> 01:53:21,360 talking about you calling jesus a zombie 3274 01:53:24,149 --> 01:53:22,800 and i wasn't really offended because i 3275 01:53:26,070 --> 01:53:24,159 understand like 3276 01:53:30,790 --> 01:53:26,080 if uh well then you can write me up as 3277 01:53:34,229 --> 01:53:32,870 you know yeah no i wasn't i remember 3278 01:53:35,669 --> 01:53:34,239 back when you said that i wasn't really 3279 01:53:37,030 --> 01:53:35,679 offended and i don't feel the need to 3280 01:53:37,510 --> 01:53:37,040 reach out to you because i'm kind of 3281 01:53:40,550 --> 01:53:37,520 like 3282 01:53:43,589 --> 01:53:40,560 hey uh this this is part of my belief 3283 01:53:46,790 --> 01:53:43,599 and my morality and my spirituality yeah 3284 01:53:48,390 --> 01:53:46,800 just believe great but uh you know yeah 3285 01:53:49,830 --> 01:53:48,400 i've had talks with people who would 3286 01:53:51,589 --> 01:53:49,840 bring up things that were in the bible 3287 01:53:53,910 --> 01:53:51,599 that sound crazy 3288 01:53:54,950 --> 01:53:53,920 and inconsistencies and things that 3289 01:53:56,870 --> 01:53:54,960 don't make sense 3290 01:53:57,990 --> 01:53:56,880 and like i said my general understanding 3291 01:53:59,990 --> 01:53:58,000 is just 3292 01:54:01,350 --> 01:54:00,000 you know people get things wrong and 3293 01:54:03,669 --> 01:54:01,360 also 3294 01:54:04,550 --> 01:54:03,679 some people would argue that christ came 3295 01:54:06,390 --> 01:54:04,560 to 3296 01:54:07,990 --> 01:54:06,400 set things right that people were 3297 01:54:10,550 --> 01:54:08,000 misinterpreting or not 3298 01:54:12,229 --> 01:54:10,560 you know god sent prophets he sent moses 3299 01:54:14,310 --> 01:54:12,239 and he sent other prophets 3300 01:54:15,910 --> 01:54:14,320 and maybe people corrupted their 3301 01:54:17,109 --> 01:54:15,920 teachings and didn't follow their 3302 01:54:19,189 --> 01:54:17,119 teachings and and 3303 01:54:20,310 --> 01:54:19,199 someone had to come and set things right 3304 01:54:23,430 --> 01:54:20,320 again 3305 01:54:25,109 --> 01:54:23,440 and clarify what is god's will 3306 01:54:26,790 --> 01:54:25,119 and i can't think of a better person 3307 01:54:28,790 --> 01:54:26,800 than his son but if you 3308 01:54:30,390 --> 01:54:28,800 if if you really dig deeper into the 3309 01:54:33,669 --> 01:54:30,400 spiritual side of it 3310 01:54:36,629 --> 01:54:33,679 it's the holy spirit jesus and god 3311 01:54:37,109 --> 01:54:36,639 all one god different facets of god or 3312 01:54:39,830 --> 01:54:37,119 different 3313 01:54:43,030 --> 01:54:39,840 you know trust me i love god and that's 3314 01:54:44,870 --> 01:54:43,040 my i was a christian 3315 01:54:46,470 --> 01:54:44,880 i was a christian missionary i carried a 3316 01:54:47,750 --> 01:54:46,480 10-foot cross on my back and preached 3317 01:54:51,109 --> 01:54:47,760 the gospel too 3318 01:54:52,709 --> 01:54:51,119 yeah stuff and uh i can trust me i was 3319 01:54:55,109 --> 01:54:52,719 the most sincere christian ever until i 3320 01:54:58,870 --> 01:54:55,119 figured out the damn story and i go oops 3321 01:55:01,910 --> 01:54:58,880 uh it's a you know it's it's 3322 01:55:03,910 --> 01:55:01,920 you know i i i'm 3323 01:55:05,910 --> 01:55:03,920 i'm i'm a special weapon against 3324 01:55:06,550 --> 01:55:05,920 christianity and when they start getting 3325 01:55:08,550 --> 01:55:06,560 into 3326 01:55:11,750 --> 01:55:08,560 oh but the bible says this post is it i 3327 01:55:15,030 --> 01:55:11,760 go you're not looking at this core story 3328 01:55:17,030 --> 01:55:15,040 the core story is a very mafiosa story 3329 01:55:19,990 --> 01:55:17,040 if you don't accept my bloody sacrifice 3330 01:55:21,910 --> 01:55:20,000 you die obey or die 3331 01:55:23,830 --> 01:55:21,920 and but it's no different there's a 3332 01:55:25,350 --> 01:55:23,840 really good movie documentary called 3333 01:55:28,709 --> 01:55:25,360 caesar's messiah 3334 01:55:30,550 --> 01:55:28,719 i believe that the roman empire created 3335 01:55:31,990 --> 01:55:30,560 the story of christianity as a mind 3336 01:55:34,149 --> 01:55:32,000 control project because 3337 01:55:35,109 --> 01:55:34,159 it works perfectly in making slaves out 3338 01:55:38,229 --> 01:55:35,119 of people 3339 01:55:42,229 --> 01:55:38,239 uh obedient slaves um so 3340 01:55:44,149 --> 01:55:42,239 why i hit it so hard and you know um 3341 01:55:45,350 --> 01:55:44,159 why i've had a lot of flack is that one 3342 01:55:48,310 --> 01:55:45,360 thing i've found about 3343 01:55:49,510 --> 01:55:48,320 dealing with belief systems is that one 3344 01:55:51,830 --> 01:55:49,520 of the effective ways of dealing with 3345 01:55:54,070 --> 01:55:51,840 them is cracking them hard and fast 3346 01:55:55,830 --> 01:55:54,080 and people hate you for it but you crack 3347 01:55:56,950 --> 01:55:55,840 it hard and fast you mock it and you 3348 01:56:00,470 --> 01:55:56,960 make it such a 3349 01:56:03,589 --> 01:56:00,480 you know you just just just smash it 3350 01:56:04,870 --> 01:56:03,599 and it blows open the trance it breaks 3351 01:56:07,109 --> 01:56:04,880 it cracks the trance 3352 01:56:08,470 --> 01:56:07,119 because they're not expecting it to hit 3353 01:56:11,109 --> 01:56:08,480 that heart so the zombie 3354 01:56:11,669 --> 01:56:11,119 thing of jesus is one of those things 3355 01:56:15,189 --> 01:56:11,679 but where 3356 01:56:16,629 --> 01:56:15,199 where am i going to with why do i say it 3357 01:56:19,510 --> 01:56:16,639 it's because i understand that true 3358 01:56:21,510 --> 01:56:19,520 human love is built into us 3359 01:56:23,830 --> 01:56:21,520 true human understanding about the 3360 01:56:25,669 --> 01:56:23,840 reality that we live in is built into us 3361 01:56:27,430 --> 01:56:25,679 and we don't require these stories in 3362 01:56:29,030 --> 01:56:27,440 the history of what happens to 3363 01:56:30,149 --> 01:56:29,040 civilizations with these stories is a 3364 01:56:33,030 --> 01:56:30,159 horror 3365 01:56:34,950 --> 01:56:33,040 so i'm simply inviting people to 3366 01:56:35,910 --> 01:56:34,960 understand that these are stories that 3367 01:56:38,870 --> 01:56:35,920 have been used 3368 01:56:40,950 --> 01:56:38,880 throughout history and that if you could 3369 01:56:44,070 --> 01:56:40,960 use your imagination 3370 01:56:45,910 --> 01:56:44,080 to be more fluid instead of being stuck 3371 01:56:47,430 --> 01:56:45,920 in the story that it's more a fluid 3372 01:56:50,870 --> 01:56:47,440 real-time 3373 01:56:52,070 --> 01:56:50,880 visionary movement that you're sitting 3374 01:56:53,589 --> 01:56:52,080 there and you're thinking about 3375 01:56:54,790 --> 01:56:53,599 child sex trafficking you're thinking 3376 01:56:55,669 --> 01:56:54,800 about human trafficking or you're 3377 01:56:58,709 --> 01:56:55,679 thinking about 3378 01:56:59,510 --> 01:56:58,719 whatever it is and that these now these 3379 01:57:03,189 --> 01:56:59,520 ideas become 3380 01:57:05,589 --> 01:57:03,199 fluid and new real-time understandings 3381 01:57:07,589 --> 01:57:05,599 happen and you do something in real time 3382 01:57:08,790 --> 01:57:07,599 but if you're stuck in a story in a 3383 01:57:11,350 --> 01:57:08,800 religious story you 3384 01:57:13,589 --> 01:57:11,360 have to be you can only have you can 3385 01:57:14,790 --> 01:57:13,599 only deal with that within the story 3386 01:57:16,709 --> 01:57:14,800 construct 3387 01:57:18,709 --> 01:57:16,719 do you see what i'm saying so you can 3388 01:57:20,390 --> 01:57:18,719 only like jesus and the devil and 3389 01:57:22,229 --> 01:57:20,400 and you know christian morality or 3390 01:57:23,589 --> 01:57:22,239 whatever you can only deal with it in 3391 01:57:26,790 --> 01:57:23,599 that construct 3392 01:57:29,510 --> 01:57:26,800 so i'm pointing people to fluid fluidity 3393 01:57:30,950 --> 01:57:29,520 fluid thought forms fluid you know in 3394 01:57:36,229 --> 01:57:30,960 real time 3395 01:57:37,990 --> 01:57:36,239 so that's the whole point of why i do 3396 01:57:39,750 --> 01:57:38,000 that and i hit it hard and and i 3397 01:57:41,350 --> 01:57:39,760 know when i'm doing it i'm going to get 3398 01:57:43,270 --> 01:57:41,360 flack but i you know it's just like 3399 01:57:45,910 --> 01:57:43,280 that's what i'm good at 3400 01:57:47,510 --> 01:57:45,920 um because i had to deal with such 3401 01:57:48,870 --> 01:57:47,520 [\h__\h] in my life and the only way i 3402 01:57:50,709 --> 01:57:48,880 got through it 3403 01:57:52,709 --> 01:57:50,719 was by confronting the teachers that 3404 01:57:54,790 --> 01:57:52,719 were full of bs 3405 01:57:56,310 --> 01:57:54,800 and get kicked out of churches and stuff 3406 01:57:59,830 --> 01:57:56,320 and i just said it's a flippin 3407 01:58:00,550 --> 01:57:59,840 duck you're actually communicating from 3408 01:58:02,550 --> 01:58:00,560 my church 3409 01:58:04,310 --> 01:58:02,560 there are certain things there are 3410 01:58:07,030 --> 01:58:04,320 certainly things in any church that are 3411 01:58:08,470 --> 01:58:07,040 worthy of criticism and critique and 3412 01:58:10,950 --> 01:58:08,480 things like that and again somebody in 3413 01:58:13,990 --> 01:58:10,960 my live chat is asking me 3414 01:58:14,950 --> 01:58:14,000 why was i offended when david wilcock 3415 01:58:18,149 --> 01:58:14,960 was talking about 3416 01:58:18,470 --> 01:58:18,159 jesus and and not so offended when you 3417 01:58:20,390 --> 01:58:18,480 were 3418 01:58:22,149 --> 01:58:20,400 saying jesus was a zombie because i 3419 01:58:25,270 --> 01:58:22,159 could kind of understand 3420 01:58:27,750 --> 01:58:25,280 the deal like 3421 01:58:29,189 --> 01:58:27,760 david wilcock is telling these stories 3422 01:58:31,990 --> 01:58:29,199 about jesus from a 3423 01:58:32,950 --> 01:58:32,000 uh channeled book claiming that they're 3424 01:58:35,270 --> 01:58:32,960 true stories 3425 01:58:37,270 --> 01:58:35,280 and he's selling a course on this stuff 3426 01:58:38,149 --> 01:58:37,280 about the nature of god and things like 3427 01:58:40,629 --> 01:58:38,159 that 3428 01:58:41,270 --> 01:58:40,639 and you were just talking you weren't 3429 01:58:44,390 --> 01:58:41,280 like 3430 01:58:45,430 --> 01:58:44,400 jesus is a zombie by my course jesus is 3431 01:58:47,510 --> 01:58:45,440 a zombie so 3432 01:58:49,990 --> 01:58:47,520 it's just different to me and also very 3433 01:58:52,070 --> 01:58:50,000 very no to be very very clear too 3434 01:58:53,750 --> 01:58:52,080 when you say stuff like that i just go 3435 01:58:54,790 --> 01:58:53,760 well he doesn't understand 3436 01:58:57,270 --> 01:58:54,800 and he doesn't have the same 3437 01:59:00,390 --> 01:58:57,280 relationship with jesus that i do 3438 01:59:02,229 --> 01:59:00,400 so or feel that i do so 3439 01:59:03,830 --> 01:59:02,239 you know let him believe what he wants 3440 01:59:05,589 --> 01:59:03,840 you know like i said 3441 01:59:07,750 --> 01:59:05,599 i rarely talk about religion or 3442 01:59:09,510 --> 01:59:07,760 spirituality and i stay out of things 3443 01:59:11,750 --> 01:59:09,520 like if somebody 3444 01:59:12,870 --> 01:59:11,760 i respect that that's perfect i've got 3445 01:59:15,669 --> 01:59:12,880 people that i know that are 3446 01:59:17,189 --> 01:59:15,679 totally like totally like into satanism 3447 01:59:19,270 --> 01:59:17,199 and devil worship and 3448 01:59:21,109 --> 01:59:19,280 right and and things like that not 3449 01:59:22,310 --> 01:59:21,119 necessarily friends but like i don't go 3450 01:59:24,229 --> 01:59:22,320 try to save them 3451 01:59:25,830 --> 01:59:24,239 you know right now you know i asked me 3452 01:59:27,589 --> 01:59:25,840 for help that they say 3453 01:59:29,189 --> 01:59:27,599 yeah you know i'm having a tough time 3454 01:59:30,870 --> 01:59:29,199 and i need to pray or 3455 01:59:32,310 --> 01:59:30,880 i don't know what to do or you know a 3456 01:59:34,950 --> 01:59:32,320 rosary or a book or 3457 01:59:36,229 --> 01:59:34,960 you know a bible and point them in the 3458 01:59:38,709 --> 01:59:36,239 right direction but i don't 3459 01:59:41,350 --> 01:59:38,719 really i keep my spirituality in my 3460 01:59:43,669 --> 01:59:41,360 religion yeah and i respect personally 3461 01:59:45,589 --> 01:59:43,679 personal it's like a personal practice 3462 01:59:48,149 --> 01:59:45,599 and i don't push it on anybody i kind of 3463 01:59:48,709 --> 01:59:48,159 don't like uh i kind of don't like when 3464 01:59:51,830 --> 01:59:48,719 people 3465 01:59:54,709 --> 01:59:51,840 witnesses or whatever 3466 01:59:56,149 --> 01:59:54,719 just kind of go you know it's great that 3467 01:59:57,589 --> 01:59:56,159 you believe that but i have my own 3468 01:59:58,870 --> 01:59:57,599 beliefs and it's offensive for you to 3469 02:00:01,189 --> 01:59:58,880 come here and 3470 02:00:03,589 --> 02:00:01,199 try to convert me exactly and that's why 3471 02:00:05,350 --> 02:00:03,599 i asked if it was okay that i shared 3472 02:00:07,030 --> 02:00:05,360 no no you know everybody's got their own 3473 02:00:08,470 --> 02:00:07,040 interpretation i mean on my youtube 3474 02:00:10,470 --> 02:00:08,480 channel i can say anything i want but i 3475 02:00:12,790 --> 02:00:10,480 got to tell you in real life i mean you 3476 02:00:16,390 --> 02:00:12,800 never see me go up to anybody and like 3477 02:00:19,430 --> 02:00:16,400 you know it's your world in the old 3478 02:00:20,470 --> 02:00:19,440 in the old uh channel i was very 3479 02:00:22,229 --> 02:00:20,480 left-hand path 3480 02:00:23,750 --> 02:00:22,239 and sometimes i'd wear the satanic 3481 02:00:25,030 --> 02:00:23,760 symbol and stuff you were like oh he's 3482 02:00:25,990 --> 02:00:25,040 saying this and stuff and it was like 3483 02:00:28,709 --> 02:00:26,000 well the funny thing about 3484 02:00:29,589 --> 02:00:28,719 it was is that i really appreciate anton 3485 02:00:33,030 --> 02:00:29,599 levy's 3486 02:00:35,030 --> 02:00:33,040 uh work and a lot of people do 3487 02:00:36,950 --> 02:00:35,040 the funny thing about it his work 3488 02:00:39,270 --> 02:00:36,960 doesn't reflect satanic 3489 02:00:40,310 --> 02:00:39,280 sacrifice and all that [\h__\h] no it's 3490 02:00:45,270 --> 02:00:40,320 selfish 3491 02:00:47,669 --> 02:00:45,280 was basically he was basically going 3492 02:00:50,149 --> 02:00:47,679 against the christian slavery mindset 3493 02:00:51,830 --> 02:00:50,159 that's all that was you know and i dug 3494 02:00:52,550 --> 02:00:51,840 it you know when i read that just 3495 02:00:55,910 --> 02:00:52,560 vintage 3496 02:00:57,910 --> 02:00:55,920 you know it's 1966 lovely stuff and 3497 02:00:59,510 --> 02:00:57,920 i it really resonated with me like he's 3498 02:01:01,350 --> 02:00:59,520 like we're human animals and stuff and i 3499 02:01:02,629 --> 02:01:01,360 was like wow we came to the same i came 3500 02:01:03,189 --> 02:01:02,639 to the same conclusion before i even 3501 02:01:05,189 --> 02:01:03,199 read your 3502 02:01:06,629 --> 02:01:05,199 book then of course they had all their 3503 02:01:07,350 --> 02:01:06,639 other silly stuff it was a religion 3504 02:01:10,709 --> 02:01:07,360 stuff 3505 02:01:13,109 --> 02:01:10,719 but i i dug it and i like the bad boy 3506 02:01:15,589 --> 02:01:13,119 feeling of it and all that stuff 3507 02:01:16,550 --> 02:01:15,599 and um i have always been more resonated 3508 02:01:18,950 --> 02:01:16,560 with left hand path 3509 02:01:21,030 --> 02:01:18,960 you know christopher hyatt and those i 3510 02:01:22,790 --> 02:01:21,040 have been it's just been it's 3511 02:01:24,229 --> 02:01:22,800 but but what does it what does it really 3512 02:01:25,910 --> 02:01:24,239 mean like what am i really what's really 3513 02:01:26,149 --> 02:01:25,920 going on there can you transcend it can 3514 02:01:29,430 --> 02:01:26,159 you 3515 02:01:33,189 --> 02:01:29,440 go deeper and it was simply that i was 3516 02:01:35,669 --> 02:01:33,199 um i had to fight for my my rights 3517 02:01:36,229 --> 02:01:35,679 against authority you know i had to 3518 02:01:39,589 --> 02:01:36,239 fight 3519 02:01:42,709 --> 02:01:39,599 for you know people who who 3520 02:01:44,390 --> 02:01:42,719 claim to be the light and love authority 3521 02:01:46,070 --> 02:01:44,400 and you know in the you know because of 3522 02:01:48,229 --> 02:01:46,080 light and love and we're the good moral 3523 02:01:49,589 --> 02:01:48,239 ground and we're it and we're that and 3524 02:01:50,709 --> 02:01:49,599 then i would find that it was the 3525 02:01:53,350 --> 02:01:50,719 opposite 3526 02:01:53,990 --> 02:01:53,360 you know through my life and so i became 3527 02:01:57,350 --> 02:01:54,000 a rebel 3528 02:01:59,350 --> 02:01:57,360 and i and uh um for good reasons 3529 02:02:00,550 --> 02:01:59,360 you know i was just like screw you it's 3530 02:02:03,350 --> 02:02:00,560 not real sorry 3531 02:02:04,310 --> 02:02:03,360 get real get right get you know i don't 3532 02:02:06,470 --> 02:02:04,320 want to i don't want to 3533 02:02:08,070 --> 02:02:06,480 hear your stuff about how peaceful and 3534 02:02:08,390 --> 02:02:08,080 loving and crap you are when you can't 3535 02:02:09,589 --> 02:02:08,400 even 3536 02:02:12,229 --> 02:02:09,599 show up when you say you're going to 3537 02:02:14,390 --> 02:02:12,239 show up yeah well that's a problem 3538 02:02:16,149 --> 02:02:14,400 and show up yeah i describe this this 3539 02:02:18,550 --> 02:02:16,159 problems that i have with the catholics 3540 02:02:19,669 --> 02:02:18,560 and the priests and everything and i 3541 02:02:21,510 --> 02:02:19,679 later had to 3542 02:02:22,709 --> 02:02:21,520 make peace with that and forgive them 3543 02:02:25,990 --> 02:02:22,719 and just say 3544 02:02:26,870 --> 02:02:26,000 uh you know i can't take it out on on 3545 02:02:28,629 --> 02:02:26,880 jesus and 3546 02:02:30,870 --> 02:02:28,639 an entire religion because i was 3547 02:02:32,629 --> 02:02:30,880 mistreated by these two representatives 3548 02:02:34,390 --> 02:02:32,639 of that religion right 3549 02:02:36,550 --> 02:02:34,400 so i kind of had to separate the two and 3550 02:02:38,390 --> 02:02:36,560 just say they weren't good christians 3551 02:02:40,310 --> 02:02:38,400 because a good christian wouldn't 3552 02:02:41,830 --> 02:02:40,320 have their hand out when my father had 3553 02:02:44,149 --> 02:02:41,840 just died 3554 02:02:45,990 --> 02:02:44,159 three days before that you know a good 3555 02:02:48,070 --> 02:02:46,000 christian would console me and help 3556 02:02:49,990 --> 02:02:48,080 me through the grief or whatever you 3557 02:02:52,550 --> 02:02:50,000 know right there's problems in all 3558 02:02:54,310 --> 02:02:52,560 religions though for sure 3559 02:02:56,790 --> 02:02:54,320 yeah so anyway you know whatever you 3560 02:02:59,750 --> 02:02:56,800 know my thing is i'm i'm a fire 3561 02:03:01,270 --> 02:02:59,760 and what i do is a fire and you know 3562 02:03:02,310 --> 02:03:01,280 like i say that's why you can do it on 3563 02:03:05,189 --> 02:03:02,320 youtube channel 3564 02:03:07,109 --> 02:03:05,199 i don't anymore you burn down people's 3565 02:03:08,950 --> 02:03:07,119 doors it's like but if you come to my 3566 02:03:11,030 --> 02:03:08,960 youtube channel be prepared to listen 3567 02:03:13,830 --> 02:03:11,040 that jesus is a flippin zombie 3568 02:03:14,950 --> 02:03:13,840 uh i am i i've just learned and that's 3569 02:03:18,070 --> 02:03:14,960 what that's your belief 3570 02:03:20,229 --> 02:03:18,080 though other people yeah and and i can't 3571 02:03:22,149 --> 02:03:20,239 it's not about controlling any either it 3572 02:03:25,030 --> 02:03:22,159 makes you think about it 3573 02:03:25,430 --> 02:03:25,040 and you but you know what i mean it's 3574 02:03:27,270 --> 02:03:25,440 like 3575 02:03:28,709 --> 02:03:27,280 you could say whatever you want to say 3576 02:03:30,950 --> 02:03:28,719 about whatever i do 3577 02:03:32,550 --> 02:03:30,960 it's your thoughts about it and and if 3578 02:03:32,950 --> 02:03:32,560 i'm a true seeker i'm going to go well 3579 02:03:35,589 --> 02:03:32,960 let me 3580 02:03:36,390 --> 02:03:35,599 think about that maybe maybe what you're 3581 02:03:38,470 --> 02:03:36,400 saying 3582 02:03:39,830 --> 02:03:38,480 how you know what i mean like here's 3583 02:03:41,910 --> 02:03:39,840 what's weird for me 3584 02:03:43,270 --> 02:03:41,920 i've always been a truth seeker i've 3585 02:03:45,109 --> 02:03:43,280 always been willing to just 3586 02:03:46,550 --> 02:03:45,119 could completely burn whatever it is 3587 02:03:48,390 --> 02:03:46,560 that i thought was real 3588 02:03:49,830 --> 02:03:48,400 and i think that's weird for me is one 3589 02:03:51,270 --> 02:03:49,840 and i just think that everybody's going 3590 02:03:53,589 --> 02:03:51,280 to be like that 3591 02:03:54,629 --> 02:03:53,599 you know i think when i come in i just i 3592 02:03:57,109 --> 02:03:54,639 just you know 3593 02:03:58,149 --> 02:03:57,119 bring the sword in and just i just think 3594 02:03:59,750 --> 02:03:58,159 that people are going to go 3595 02:04:01,669 --> 02:03:59,760 wow i didn't think of it that way you 3596 02:04:04,149 --> 02:04:01,679 know what i mean um 3597 02:04:04,790 --> 02:04:04,159 i just stripped everything down to basic 3598 02:04:06,950 --> 02:04:04,800 basic 3599 02:04:08,470 --> 02:04:06,960 you know nothing no and listen i i 3600 02:04:09,990 --> 02:04:08,480 certainly understand going for shock 3601 02:04:11,589 --> 02:04:10,000 value so saying something like that 3602 02:04:13,189 --> 02:04:11,599 is going to be controversial get people 3603 02:04:15,750 --> 02:04:13,199 talking or whatever 3604 02:04:16,629 --> 02:04:15,760 or shock them into thinking about it 3605 02:04:21,750 --> 02:04:16,639 it's a valid 3606 02:04:24,470 --> 02:04:21,760 trying to shake people's uh 3607 02:04:25,109 --> 02:04:24,480 opinions and beliefs so you know i don't 3608 02:04:27,510 --> 02:04:25,119 know and 3609 02:04:30,470 --> 02:04:27,520 it's not and it's not really a stephen 3610 02:04:32,629 --> 02:04:30,480 it's not really a missionary standpoint 3611 02:04:34,149 --> 02:04:32,639 it's really just kind of coming from my 3612 02:04:37,189 --> 02:04:34,159 truth like like i just 3613 02:04:38,550 --> 02:04:37,199 really the way i see it you know and and 3614 02:04:41,750 --> 02:04:38,560 uh you share your thoughts 3615 02:04:43,589 --> 02:04:41,760 you know yeah well you know we're 3616 02:04:45,109 --> 02:04:43,599 we're over two hours now so i think 3617 02:04:48,550 --> 02:04:45,119 we're going to wrap it up 3618 02:04:49,669 --> 02:04:48,560 and then what i'm going to do is jump 3619 02:04:53,109 --> 02:04:49,679 into my stream 3620 02:04:55,990 --> 02:04:53,119 and and uh talk to my live chat 3621 02:04:57,430 --> 02:04:56,000 and a few other things briefly give some 3622 02:04:59,430 --> 02:04:57,440 attention over there 3623 02:05:01,350 --> 02:04:59,440 okay sounds good it was cool doing this 3624 02:05:03,270 --> 02:05:01,360 uh first simulcast 3625 02:05:04,709 --> 02:05:03,280 you know yeah it was fun yeah i wish i 3626 02:05:05,109 --> 02:05:04,719 would have figured out that i could have 3627 02:05:07,750 --> 02:05:05,119 did it 3628 02:05:09,589 --> 02:05:07,760 i thought i i knew exactly how to do it 3629 02:05:11,589 --> 02:05:09,599 and then we started and everything was 3630 02:05:12,470 --> 02:05:11,599 wonky and i had three echoes in my ears 3631 02:05:15,430 --> 02:05:12,480 going oh 3632 02:05:16,870 --> 02:05:15,440 wait i can't the volume's got to be up 3633 02:05:18,870 --> 02:05:16,880 when i restream it 3634 02:05:21,270 --> 02:05:18,880 but i can't on one computer but now i 3635 02:05:23,910 --> 02:05:21,280 know i just need a second pc over there 3636 02:05:25,750 --> 02:05:23,920 luckily was one up and ready so we were 3637 02:05:27,189 --> 02:05:25,760 able to technically do this so i know 3638 02:05:27,910 --> 02:05:27,199 that i can do it with others as well 3639 02:05:30,470 --> 02:05:27,920 nice 3640 02:05:31,109 --> 02:05:30,480 yeah yeah very cool well thanks man for 3641 02:05:34,470 --> 02:05:31,119 being here 3642 02:05:35,990 --> 02:05:34,480 and i hope i hope we'll stay sure 3643 02:05:37,990 --> 02:05:36,000 yeah well i'm i'm here if you ever want 3644 02:05:39,750 --> 02:05:38,000 to just do an off whatever you know 3645 02:05:41,189 --> 02:05:39,760 uh uh hang out like we did the other 3646 02:05:42,870 --> 02:05:41,199 night that'd be fun uh 3647 02:05:44,709 --> 02:05:42,880 i like your mind like your thoughts and 3648 02:05:45,350 --> 02:05:44,719 uh it's good good hanging out with you 3649 02:05:47,830 --> 02:05:45,360 man 3650 02:05:50,390 --> 02:05:47,840 okay all right thank you all right peace 3651 02:05:54,550 --> 02:05:51,990 all right let me see how i do this hold 3652 02:06:00,069 --> 02:05:54,560 on a second here 3653 02:06:02,390 --> 02:06:00,079 hold on a second steve is going bye-bye 3654 02:06:04,790 --> 02:06:02,400 yes hold on a second i think i'm gonna 3655 02:06:09,669 --> 02:06:04,800 stay on for a minute here hold on 3656 02:06:13,589 --> 02:06:11,750 there we go let me make sure this is 3657 02:06:16,870 --> 02:06:13,599 working 3658 02:06:18,550 --> 02:06:16,880 uh check one there we go yeah uh so 3659 02:06:21,030 --> 02:06:18,560 there we are friends the first 3660 02:06:21,830 --> 02:06:21,040 simulcast between our show and another 3661 02:06:24,390 --> 02:06:21,840 show 3662 02:06:25,350 --> 02:06:24,400 um and i guess i just wanted to pop on 3663 02:06:27,589 --> 02:06:25,360 here and uh 3664 02:06:29,030 --> 02:06:27,599 and give some time and attention to the 3665 02:06:31,270 --> 02:06:29,040 live chat 3666 02:06:33,510 --> 02:06:31,280 i was hopeful that i could still shout 3667 02:06:36,390 --> 02:06:33,520 out the super chats but it looks like 3668 02:06:38,470 --> 02:06:36,400 i cannot see them right now uh i know 3669 02:06:40,629 --> 02:06:38,480 that fcraft72 3670 02:06:43,109 --> 02:06:40,639 sent a kind and generous it was two 3671 02:06:44,709 --> 02:06:43,119 dollar donation so thank you very much 3672 02:06:46,470 --> 02:06:44,719 for your kindness your generosity and 3673 02:06:49,910 --> 02:06:46,480 support and 3674 02:06:53,109 --> 02:06:49,920 um he's from twitter 3675 02:06:55,030 --> 02:06:53,119 let me see if i can find i don't know if 3676 02:07:01,669 --> 02:06:55,040 he wants me to shout out his 3677 02:07:06,550 --> 02:07:03,189 but thank you for the kind and generous 3678 02:07:09,830 --> 02:07:06,560 10 super chat donation for those unaware 3679 02:07:12,310 --> 02:07:09,840 we've got super chats now so you can 3680 02:07:12,870 --> 02:07:12,320 hit that little money button in the live 3681 02:07:16,390 --> 02:07:12,880 chat 3682 02:07:20,790 --> 02:07:16,400 and send us some money 3683 02:07:25,189 --> 02:07:23,669 yeah so i still have uh gee i have some 3684 02:07:27,189 --> 02:07:25,199 things that i want to address 3685 02:07:28,709 --> 02:07:27,199 in you know uh i don't generally talk 3686 02:07:31,589 --> 02:07:28,719 about religion on the show or 3687 02:07:33,270 --> 02:07:31,599 especially my religion um and scenario 3688 02:07:34,550 --> 02:07:33,280 brought up c.o.b channel was here early 3689 02:07:36,790 --> 02:07:34,560 brought up a really good point i was 3690 02:07:40,229 --> 02:07:36,800 very offended by david wilcock 3691 02:07:41,990 --> 02:07:40,239 and him uh making up stories about jesus 3692 02:07:43,430 --> 02:07:42,000 and i guess the perception was i was not 3693 02:07:47,189 --> 02:07:43,440 very offended 3694 02:07:49,189 --> 02:07:47,199 uh when zen talked about jesus being a 3695 02:07:51,189 --> 02:07:49,199 zombie 3696 02:07:53,510 --> 02:07:51,199 honestly when he said that kind of stuff 3697 02:07:56,550 --> 02:07:53,520 i said to myself he's ignorant 3698 02:07:59,109 --> 02:07:56,560 and that's a nasty thing to say 3699 02:08:00,629 --> 02:07:59,119 to you know because it certainly would 3700 02:08:03,189 --> 02:08:00,639 offend 3701 02:08:05,270 --> 02:08:03,199 people that are christians but i kind of 3702 02:08:07,189 --> 02:08:05,280 instantly forgave him like i went 3703 02:08:09,030 --> 02:08:07,199 he doesn't understand maybe he doesn't 3704 02:08:09,830 --> 02:08:09,040 understand it the way that i understand 3705 02:08:13,669 --> 02:08:09,840 it 3706 02:08:16,950 --> 02:08:13,679 um yeah i uh 3707 02:08:17,669 --> 02:08:16,960 i don't know rogue status says you're my 3708 02:08:20,629 --> 02:08:17,679 new favorite 3709 02:08:22,069 --> 02:08:20,639 lapsed catholic buddy yeah hey bro 3710 02:08:23,910 --> 02:08:22,079 status you're in philly right 3711 02:08:25,270 --> 02:08:23,920 you you probably went did you go to 3712 02:08:26,709 --> 02:08:25,280 catholic school too 3713 02:08:28,950 --> 02:08:26,719 i went to catholic school in port 3714 02:08:31,990 --> 02:08:28,960 richmond philadelphia 3715 02:08:34,069 --> 02:08:32,000 saint adelbert's 12 years man well saint 3716 02:08:36,149 --> 02:08:34,079 albertson in northeast catholic 3717 02:08:37,669 --> 02:08:36,159 high school for boys i went to an all 3718 02:08:41,910 --> 02:08:37,679 boys high school 3719 02:08:46,390 --> 02:08:41,920 uh boy was that fun rogue status right 3720 02:08:49,189 --> 02:08:46,400 uh yeah so uh but back to the 3721 02:08:50,470 --> 02:08:49,199 my point about religion is that i don't 3722 02:08:52,069 --> 02:08:50,480 i don't know 3723 02:08:53,830 --> 02:08:52,079 it's kind of like i'm saying it's hard 3724 02:08:55,270 --> 02:08:53,840 to articulate my thoughts on this but 3725 02:08:57,270 --> 02:08:55,280 like when i hear somebody make a 3726 02:08:59,589 --> 02:08:57,280 statement about jesus that i believe is 3727 02:09:01,589 --> 02:08:59,599 incorrect you know sometimes i'm 3728 02:09:03,350 --> 02:09:01,599 offended but i kind of 3729 02:09:04,390 --> 02:09:03,360 i guess i was more offended by david 3730 02:09:06,229 --> 02:09:04,400 wilcock because he's going to be 3731 02:09:08,709 --> 02:09:06,239 teaching this course like 3732 02:09:10,629 --> 02:09:08,719 the mind of god and the universe or 3733 02:09:13,510 --> 02:09:10,639 something and he is 3734 02:09:14,069 --> 02:09:13,520 throwing this jesus story out of a 3735 02:09:16,149 --> 02:09:14,079 channel 3736 02:09:18,470 --> 02:09:16,159 book and trying to sell it for money so 3737 02:09:22,470 --> 02:09:18,480 i was more offended by him 3738 02:09:25,589 --> 02:09:22,480 because first of all he is um 3739 02:09:28,790 --> 02:09:28,390 profiting from a fake story about jesus 3740 02:09:31,030 --> 02:09:28,800 getting 3741 02:09:32,390 --> 02:09:31,040 climbing into a sarcophagus in the great 3742 02:09:35,430 --> 02:09:32,400 pyramid 3743 02:09:37,109 --> 02:09:35,440 zen one time christian i know he was a 3744 02:09:40,149 --> 02:09:37,119 one-time christian and minute and 3745 02:09:41,910 --> 02:09:40,159 and you know he like 3746 02:09:44,229 --> 02:09:41,920 was doing the missionary thing for quite 3747 02:09:46,950 --> 02:09:44,239 some time he was deep in a very very 3748 02:09:50,390 --> 02:09:46,960 like born again i believe it was sort of 3749 02:09:53,669 --> 02:09:50,400 the christian cult um and i took 3750 02:09:56,069 --> 02:09:53,679 a lot of what he said to be 3751 02:09:57,510 --> 02:09:56,079 i don't know kind of like when i had my 3752 02:10:01,030 --> 02:09:57,520 bad experience with 3753 02:10:03,990 --> 02:10:01,040 catholics i was angry at god and jesus 3754 02:10:07,350 --> 02:10:04,000 for it for a while so i took it as 3755 02:10:08,229 --> 02:10:07,360 you know him maybe having a bad 3756 02:10:11,830 --> 02:10:08,239 experience 3757 02:10:14,310 --> 02:10:11,840 and rebelling or you know lashing out 3758 02:10:15,510 --> 02:10:14,320 against christians in christ i didn't 3759 02:10:18,629 --> 02:10:15,520 take it as 3760 02:10:20,390 --> 02:10:18,639 as i did with wilcox and uh 3761 02:10:22,069 --> 02:10:20,400 maybe i should maybe it's just different 3762 02:10:24,950 --> 02:10:22,079 situation you know 3763 02:10:27,350 --> 02:10:24,960 or maybe i should be more offended and 3764 02:10:32,629 --> 02:10:27,360 maybe see every chainer is right 3765 02:10:36,149 --> 02:10:34,629 yeah i gotta give it to you there we 3766 02:10:37,510 --> 02:10:36,159 should have asked him about that zen is 3767 02:10:38,950 --> 02:10:37,520 selling a book that offers what is 3768 02:10:40,629 --> 02:10:38,960 essentially mental health therapy 3769 02:10:43,830 --> 02:10:40,639 without a license 3770 02:10:45,510 --> 02:10:43,840 that could could be problematic for me i 3771 02:10:46,629 --> 02:10:45,520 did not know that he's offering mental 3772 02:10:49,669 --> 02:10:46,639 health uh 3773 02:10:52,870 --> 02:10:49,679 advice uh in his book i thought 3774 02:10:56,390 --> 02:10:52,880 that his book is an exploration of his 3775 02:10:58,629 --> 02:10:56,400 religious journey that he was taking uh 3776 02:10:59,750 --> 02:10:58,639 through different cults and wasn't he 3777 02:11:02,229 --> 02:10:59,760 was in uh 3778 02:11:03,430 --> 02:11:02,239 you know he talks about this being a as 3779 02:11:05,270 --> 02:11:03,440 a satanist 3780 02:11:07,030 --> 02:11:05,280 or a left-hand path for a while being in 3781 02:11:09,270 --> 02:11:07,040 a christian uh 3782 02:11:11,109 --> 02:11:09,280 cult and other things i did not know 3783 02:11:12,870 --> 02:11:11,119 he's offering mental health therapy in 3784 02:11:13,510 --> 02:11:12,880 his book that i would have a problem 3785 02:11:15,270 --> 02:11:13,520 with 3786 02:11:16,790 --> 02:11:15,280 and i want to thank eric anderson for a 3787 02:11:20,790 --> 02:11:16,800 kind and generous 3788 02:11:24,069 --> 02:11:20,800 five dollar donation you have my uh 3789 02:11:25,109 --> 02:11:24,079 you have my gratitude uh and he says 3790 02:11:27,430 --> 02:11:25,119 thanks 3791 02:11:29,430 --> 02:11:27,440 steven cambion for being sincere i'm 3792 02:11:31,030 --> 02:11:29,440 doing my best and and you know this was 3793 02:11:32,629 --> 02:11:31,040 very uncomfortable tonight 3794 02:11:34,069 --> 02:11:32,639 i didn't think it was going to be but it 3795 02:11:35,510 --> 02:11:34,079 got very uncomfortable because i you 3796 02:11:36,950 --> 02:11:35,520 know i don't want to be mean to the guy 3797 02:11:37,990 --> 02:11:36,960 but there's a lot of things he said that 3798 02:11:40,550 --> 02:11:38,000 i go 3799 02:11:42,069 --> 02:11:40,560 that's a little nutty and i don't think 3800 02:11:43,830 --> 02:11:42,079 like i don't believe that this alien 3801 02:11:45,510 --> 02:11:43,840 fake alien invasion is going to happen i 3802 02:11:46,950 --> 02:11:45,520 believe it's a money-making scam by 3803 02:11:50,229 --> 02:11:46,960 stephen greer 3804 02:11:52,950 --> 02:11:50,239 but we can agree to disagree 3805 02:11:54,629 --> 02:11:52,960 ufo gandalf with kind and generous five 3806 02:11:55,910 --> 02:11:54,639 dollar donation says jesus 3807 02:11:58,229 --> 02:11:55,920 is a and i'm not sure what that's 3808 02:12:01,189 --> 02:11:58,239 supposed to be a two uh 3809 02:12:03,030 --> 02:12:01,199 a dot dot i i don't know uh let me know 3810 02:12:06,629 --> 02:12:03,040 what you mean by that and we'll 3811 02:12:08,149 --> 02:12:06,639 shout it out again uh yeah so 3812 02:12:09,750 --> 02:12:08,159 i gotta tell you thanks so much for the 3813 02:12:11,589 --> 02:12:09,760 super chats i'm so happy that they're 3814 02:12:12,550 --> 02:12:11,599 turned on i really should be working 3815 02:12:14,709 --> 02:12:12,560 harder 3816 02:12:15,750 --> 02:12:14,719 and doing more streams yesterday we had 3817 02:12:18,709 --> 02:12:15,760 the worst show 3818 02:12:20,229 --> 02:12:18,719 ever ever like i never had a show go 3819 02:12:22,390 --> 02:12:20,239 that bad i want to apologize 3820 02:12:24,550 --> 02:12:22,400 for it but in my defense the guest was 3821 02:12:25,589 --> 02:12:24,560 55 minutes late and basically never 3822 02:12:28,149 --> 02:12:25,599 showed up 3823 02:12:30,069 --> 02:12:28,159 so i tried to fill time for 55 minutes 3824 02:12:32,870 --> 02:12:30,079 waiting for him and then i gave up 3825 02:12:34,069 --> 02:12:32,880 i privated the stream uh if you do want 3826 02:12:36,069 --> 02:12:34,079 to see it i'll i'll 3827 02:12:37,589 --> 02:12:36,079 make it unlisted and send you the link 3828 02:12:40,069 --> 02:12:37,599 if you really if you want to see me 3829 02:12:41,990 --> 02:12:40,079 die on air trying to fill time for an 3830 02:12:45,750 --> 02:12:42,000 hour waiting for a guest 3831 02:12:48,229 --> 02:12:45,760 it was not very it was not very fun 3832 02:12:49,510 --> 02:12:48,239 and uh based on what c.w chandra said 3833 02:12:51,030 --> 02:12:49,520 i'm going to buy that book and i'm going 3834 02:12:52,629 --> 02:12:51,040 to read it and see what it then i'll 3835 02:12:54,310 --> 02:12:52,639 review it i'll see what i think about it 3836 02:12:55,510 --> 02:12:54,320 i am totally against somebody giving 3837 02:12:58,310 --> 02:12:55,520 mental health 3838 02:13:00,229 --> 02:12:58,320 or you know therapy advice when they are 3839 02:13:02,149 --> 02:13:00,239 not a psychiatrist or psychologist and 3840 02:13:05,750 --> 02:13:02,159 are not qualified to do so 3841 02:13:06,790 --> 02:13:05,760 but you know sometimes these things are 3842 02:13:07,910 --> 02:13:06,800 gray area 3843 02:13:11,109 --> 02:13:07,920 you know like he could just say he's 3844 02:13:14,830 --> 02:13:11,119 giving life advice not mental 3845 02:13:19,350 --> 02:13:17,189 yeah here we go just call it spiritual 3846 02:13:21,669 --> 02:13:19,360 advice and not therapy and it's all good 3847 02:13:24,149 --> 02:13:21,679 right from the playbook of l ron hubbard 3848 02:13:24,950 --> 02:13:24,159 could be and listen of course there are 3849 02:13:28,229 --> 02:13:24,960 things that 3850 02:13:28,870 --> 02:13:28,239 uh he says that i that i don't agree 3851 02:13:34,470 --> 02:13:28,880 with 3852 02:13:38,629 --> 02:13:36,629 here's the deal he reached out to me 3853 02:13:39,270 --> 02:13:38,639 last weekend i was at the cabin and like 3854 02:13:42,229 --> 02:13:39,280 i don't know 3855 02:13:43,510 --> 02:13:42,239 like i couldn't sleep and it was like 3856 02:13:43,990 --> 02:13:43,520 three o'clock in the morning and sent me 3857 02:13:46,229 --> 02:13:44,000 a message 3858 02:13:47,430 --> 02:13:46,239 like hey uh i wanted to reconnect with 3859 02:13:49,109 --> 02:13:47,440 you what have you been up to 3860 02:13:51,189 --> 02:13:49,119 and we talked and then we talked on the 3861 02:13:52,550 --> 02:13:51,199 phone and you know he did talk to me 3862 02:13:54,550 --> 02:13:52,560 about this 3863 02:13:56,550 --> 02:13:54,560 uh sort of meltdown that he had and he 3864 02:13:57,990 --> 02:13:56,560 seemed very sincere and he said hey what 3865 02:13:59,669 --> 02:13:58,000 i did was wrong if people 3866 02:14:02,229 --> 02:13:59,679 can't forgive me for it i'm sorry i 3867 02:14:03,510 --> 02:14:02,239 tried apologizing best that i could 3868 02:14:05,350 --> 02:14:03,520 you know to my understanding of 3869 02:14:07,270 --> 02:14:05,360 apologizing um 3870 02:14:09,430 --> 02:14:07,280 and i do remember he sort of but people 3871 02:14:11,589 --> 02:14:09,440 were not i believe that people were not 3872 02:14:12,790 --> 02:14:11,599 satisfied with the sincerity of his 3873 02:14:15,270 --> 02:14:12,800 apology or 3874 02:14:17,030 --> 02:14:15,280 or whatever but the fact that he 3875 02:14:20,709 --> 02:14:17,040 admitted that what he did was wrong 3876 02:14:21,030 --> 02:14:20,719 to me went well you know i forgive you 3877 02:14:23,510 --> 02:14:21,040 like 3878 02:14:25,030 --> 02:14:23,520 he didn't you didn't hurt or damaged me 3879 02:14:26,149 --> 02:14:25,040 like i don't have anything against you 3880 02:14:29,270 --> 02:14:26,159 and honestly i 3881 02:14:31,589 --> 02:14:29,280 joked about that i made fun of him so i 3882 02:14:33,109 --> 02:14:31,599 apologize to him for making fun of him 3883 02:14:35,030 --> 02:14:33,119 instead of trying to help him through 3884 02:14:35,669 --> 02:14:35,040 what was obviously a difficult time for 3885 02:14:38,470 --> 02:14:35,679 him 3886 02:14:40,149 --> 02:14:38,480 as a fellow show host i understood some 3887 02:14:43,910 --> 02:14:40,159 of what it was going through and i 3888 02:14:46,709 --> 02:14:43,920 should have i should have went to him 3889 02:14:48,629 --> 02:14:46,719 uh and tried to help instead of make fun 3890 02:14:49,109 --> 02:14:48,639 of him on my show but that's what i did 3891 02:14:51,030 --> 02:14:49,119 i went 3892 02:14:56,950 --> 02:14:51,040 on my show and went like send me some 3893 02:15:00,550 --> 02:14:58,950 yeah cw he could have reached out to you 3894 02:15:02,629 --> 02:15:00,560 or me maybe he just was 3895 02:15:04,310 --> 02:15:02,639 not feeling like talking to anybody 3896 02:15:06,149 --> 02:15:04,320 maybe he did not 3897 02:15:07,430 --> 02:15:06,159 think that he could you know maybe he 3898 02:15:08,629 --> 02:15:07,440 didn't think we would help him 3899 02:15:10,790 --> 02:15:08,639 especially 3900 02:15:12,470 --> 02:15:10,800 you didn't but i went on my show making 3901 02:15:13,109 --> 02:15:12,480 fun of the whole thing and making fun of 3902 02:15:14,629 --> 02:15:13,119 him 3903 02:15:16,790 --> 02:15:14,639 and that was the wrong thing to do when 3904 02:15:18,310 --> 02:15:16,800 i apologized to him that was not 3905 02:15:20,950 --> 02:15:18,320 that was not the right thing to do when 3906 02:15:24,229 --> 02:15:20,960 a guy is obviously having a hard time 3907 02:15:26,550 --> 02:15:24,239 and listen i understand that he he 3908 02:15:27,990 --> 02:15:26,560 angered people and he hurt people and he 3909 02:15:30,550 --> 02:15:28,000 upset people 3910 02:15:31,669 --> 02:15:30,560 but he is saying that he was wrong with 3911 02:15:34,709 --> 02:15:31,679 what he did and 3912 02:15:35,750 --> 02:15:34,719 he was going through a tough time i i 3913 02:15:37,669 --> 02:15:35,760 don't see a problem 3914 02:15:40,149 --> 02:15:37,679 me personally because he didn't do this 3915 02:15:42,069 --> 02:15:40,159 to me so it's not me that has to forgive 3916 02:15:45,430 --> 02:15:42,079 him but i forgave him 3917 02:15:46,069 --> 02:15:45,440 uh and then he's forgiven me for making 3918 02:15:47,990 --> 02:15:46,079 fun of him 3919 02:15:50,790 --> 02:15:48,000 and i thought that was a good thing it 3920 02:15:52,790 --> 02:15:50,800 shows growth from both of us like he's 3921 02:15:54,310 --> 02:15:52,800 grown he's got time to think about what 3922 02:15:56,069 --> 02:15:54,320 he said and what he did and how he 3923 02:15:58,069 --> 02:15:56,079 melted down and how he may have pissed 3924 02:16:01,350 --> 02:15:58,079 people off and hurt people 3925 02:16:04,390 --> 02:16:01,360 and you know 3926 02:16:06,069 --> 02:16:04,400 i just think you know people were upset 3927 02:16:08,069 --> 02:16:06,079 with me for even talking to him 3928 02:16:10,709 --> 02:16:08,079 and i get that you guys are pissed but 3929 02:16:11,830 --> 02:16:10,719 you know i think every man deserves a 3930 02:16:14,390 --> 02:16:11,840 road to redemption 3931 02:16:15,669 --> 02:16:14,400 right and he used to be you're right cw 3932 02:16:18,069 --> 02:16:15,679 he used to be on your stream 3933 02:16:19,030 --> 02:16:18,079 he used to be on my show i'd be on his 3934 02:16:21,510 --> 02:16:19,040 show 3935 02:16:23,669 --> 02:16:21,520 and uh one thing i'll say is that he 3936 02:16:24,310 --> 02:16:23,679 lost most of his audience and he started 3937 02:16:27,189 --> 02:16:24,320 over 3938 02:16:28,229 --> 02:16:27,199 right uh most of the audience pretty 3939 02:16:29,990 --> 02:16:28,239 much 3940 02:16:32,629 --> 02:16:30,000 abandoned his show when he started 3941 02:16:35,190 --> 02:16:32,639 acting like that and maybe that will 3942 02:16:36,870 --> 02:16:35,200 that was karma you can't you can't yell 3943 02:16:38,950 --> 02:16:36,880 and scream at your audience and insult 3944 02:16:41,830 --> 02:16:38,960 people constantly and keep them 3945 02:16:43,110 --> 02:16:41,840 i love my audience and i would never do 3946 02:16:45,509 --> 02:16:43,120 something like say 3947 02:16:48,150 --> 02:16:45,519 donate right now you leeches not 3948 02:16:50,389 --> 02:16:48,160 seriously but i've done it in jest 3949 02:16:51,910 --> 02:16:50,399 but i get listen i get where he was 3950 02:16:53,270 --> 02:16:51,920 coming from at the time like he was 3951 02:16:56,389 --> 02:16:53,280 people were 3952 02:16:57,830 --> 02:16:56,399 criticizing him and uh you know he he 3953 02:17:01,750 --> 02:16:57,840 was having a tough time 3954 02:17:03,349 --> 02:17:01,760 and when you're already having a tough 3955 02:17:03,910 --> 02:17:03,359 time and maybe you're under financial 3956 02:17:05,830 --> 02:17:03,920 stress 3957 02:17:07,509 --> 02:17:05,840 and then you're working really hard on 3958 02:17:09,030 --> 02:17:07,519 this creative show thing that you're 3959 02:17:10,790 --> 02:17:09,040 trying to do and it's not really making 3960 02:17:12,629 --> 02:17:10,800 money and people in the live chat 3961 02:17:14,549 --> 02:17:12,639 complaining and being critical 3962 02:17:16,709 --> 02:17:14,559 constantly of your efforts 3963 02:17:17,669 --> 02:17:16,719 i can understand why he melted down and 3964 02:17:19,349 --> 02:17:17,679 you know and again 3965 02:17:20,549 --> 02:17:19,359 you're right yeah cm was right he could 3966 02:17:22,070 --> 02:17:20,559 have reached out to me i would have 3967 02:17:22,870 --> 02:17:22,080 certainly talked him through it or try 3968 02:17:26,150 --> 02:17:22,880 to help him 3969 02:17:27,349 --> 02:17:26,160 and so with cwcw i think despite my 3970 02:17:29,429 --> 02:17:27,359 differences with him 3971 02:17:31,190 --> 02:17:29,439 i believe at heart that he is a good 3972 02:17:34,309 --> 02:17:31,200 person and if i 3973 02:17:36,469 --> 02:17:34,319 like i'm sure i'm sure of this 3974 02:17:38,629 --> 02:17:36,479 no matter what else i think about him 3975 02:17:41,509 --> 02:17:38,639 c.w chandler if i went to him 3976 02:17:43,429 --> 02:17:41,519 and was having a real hard time and i 3977 02:17:45,910 --> 02:17:43,439 went to him for advice or 3978 02:17:47,349 --> 02:17:45,920 to be consoled or to be helped he would 3979 02:17:52,709 --> 02:17:47,359 he would try to help me and 3980 02:17:57,429 --> 02:17:55,030 yeah that's another thing a racist 3981 02:17:59,190 --> 02:17:57,439 right-wing propaganda that followed 3982 02:18:01,589 --> 02:17:59,200 you know that's why i stay out of 3983 02:18:03,110 --> 02:18:01,599 politics tonight is the most i've talked 3984 02:18:03,589 --> 02:18:03,120 about politics and what's going on in 3985 02:18:06,469 --> 02:18:03,599 the world 3986 02:18:07,270 --> 02:18:06,479 in ever online i just don't talk about 3987 02:18:10,790 --> 02:18:07,280 politics 3988 02:18:12,309 --> 02:18:10,800 you know yeah uh 3989 02:18:13,509 --> 02:18:12,319 prank magic says i truly believe in 3990 02:18:15,750 --> 02:18:13,519 redemption i wouldn't be here if i 3991 02:18:18,709 --> 02:18:15,760 wasn't working for it however 3992 02:18:20,150 --> 02:18:18,719 uh that and so were measured bad take 3993 02:18:22,150 --> 02:18:20,160 after bad take yeah i think he 3994 02:18:23,110 --> 02:18:22,160 compounded it because he doubled down at 3995 02:18:25,509 --> 02:18:23,120 first he 3996 02:18:27,190 --> 02:18:25,519 uh he did something wrong and then he 3997 02:18:29,190 --> 02:18:27,200 wouldn't just admit that what he did was 3998 02:18:31,589 --> 02:18:29,200 wrong he'd try to explain it away or you 3999 02:18:33,669 --> 02:18:31,599 know whatever but you know what i say is 4000 02:18:35,589 --> 02:18:33,679 i wish the best for him i wish the best 4001 02:18:37,349 --> 02:18:35,599 for everyone and i hope that he's in a 4002 02:18:40,389 --> 02:18:37,359 better place he seems to be 4003 02:18:44,150 --> 02:18:40,399 much more lucid and a better place 4004 02:18:47,270 --> 02:18:44,160 um you know mentally 4005 02:18:48,790 --> 02:18:47,280 and and and not so 4006 02:18:50,629 --> 02:18:48,800 when that stuff was happening he was 4007 02:18:51,750 --> 02:18:50,639 very high strong he seemed to be very 4008 02:18:54,549 --> 02:18:51,760 edgy and 4009 02:18:55,190 --> 02:18:54,559 and and like his mind was racing and he 4010 02:18:58,309 --> 02:18:55,200 was 4011 02:18:59,750 --> 02:18:58,319 high strung c.w tanner well that's one 4012 02:19:02,469 --> 02:18:59,760 thing i could listen 4013 02:19:04,950 --> 02:19:02,479 i could i that's one thing i cannot help 4014 02:19:08,150 --> 02:19:04,960 you with cw channel 4015 02:19:09,270 --> 02:19:08,160 not in my current situation it hit me up 4016 02:19:11,669 --> 02:19:09,280 in a little while 4017 02:19:12,709 --> 02:19:11,679 maybe the super chats will increase but 4018 02:19:15,030 --> 02:19:12,719 i did 4019 02:19:16,790 --> 02:19:15,040 contribute to your legal fund once while 4020 02:19:19,990 --> 02:19:16,800 you still had the ability to take 4021 02:19:22,150 --> 02:19:20,000 uh super chat donations right 4022 02:19:24,150 --> 02:19:22,160 and yeah out of mind is here and h 4023 02:19:25,750 --> 02:19:24,160 listen our mind is one of the people i 4024 02:19:26,549 --> 02:19:25,760 don't want angry at me for talking to 4025 02:19:29,110 --> 02:19:26,559 this guy because 4026 02:19:29,830 --> 02:19:29,120 yeah he he said nasty things to our mind 4027 02:19:32,150 --> 02:19:29,840 and he should 4028 02:19:34,070 --> 02:19:32,160 apologize directly if he has not already 4029 02:19:36,230 --> 02:19:34,080 done so and 4030 02:19:37,990 --> 02:19:36,240 uh you know i don't want anybody upset 4031 02:19:39,750 --> 02:19:38,000 with me for even talking to the guy or 4032 02:19:42,309 --> 02:19:39,760 for doing this tonight 4033 02:19:44,150 --> 02:19:42,319 and someone did i can't remember who but 4034 02:19:45,910 --> 02:19:44,160 somebody suggested that i did this for 4035 02:19:48,630 --> 02:19:45,920 publicity or something no 4036 02:19:49,910 --> 02:19:48,640 uh listen if anybody goes and checks on 4037 02:19:51,670 --> 02:19:49,920 the statistics 4038 02:19:52,950 --> 02:19:51,680 you know or or somebody said i did it to 4039 02:19:55,590 --> 02:19:52,960 get bigger numbers or 4040 02:19:56,150 --> 02:19:55,600 i don't know look he had like six people 4041 02:19:57,990 --> 02:19:56,160 in the live 4042 02:19:59,990 --> 02:19:58,000 in his live chat or you know something 4043 02:20:03,670 --> 02:20:00,000 like that and we had uh 4044 02:20:06,710 --> 02:20:03,680 40 at the at the top we have uh 4045 02:20:09,110 --> 02:20:06,720 37 people watching right now i 4046 02:20:10,550 --> 02:20:09,120 if anything i was giving him a bump and 4047 02:20:12,870 --> 02:20:10,560 trying to 4048 02:20:13,590 --> 02:20:12,880 help him mend some fences so that you 4049 02:20:16,469 --> 02:20:13,600 know 4050 02:20:16,950 --> 02:20:16,479 people aren't are no longer angry at him 4051 02:20:21,510 --> 02:20:16,960 um 4052 02:20:24,710 --> 02:20:21,520 that you know 4053 02:20:25,670 --> 02:20:24,720 oh good i just breathed a sigh of relief 4054 02:20:29,429 --> 02:20:25,680 i'm like 4055 02:20:30,150 --> 02:20:29,439 i hope she's not mad at me i i like out 4056 02:20:31,830 --> 02:20:30,160 of mind 4057 02:20:33,750 --> 02:20:31,840 i am not angry at you stephen you need 4058 02:20:35,429 --> 02:20:33,760 to follow your own path no worries 4059 02:20:36,389 --> 02:20:35,439 yeah and look this is like a one-time 4060 02:20:37,429 --> 02:20:36,399 thing it's not like i'm going to have 4061 02:20:39,510 --> 02:20:37,439 him on my show or 4062 02:20:42,230 --> 02:20:39,520 i'm going to be on his show every week 4063 02:20:45,990 --> 02:20:42,240 you know but i just thought 4064 02:20:49,270 --> 02:20:47,670 yeah lee beltman says i was there for 4065 02:20:51,590 --> 02:20:49,280 the great g off 4066 02:20:52,309 --> 02:20:51,600 out of mine snafu it was kind of funny 4067 02:20:54,550 --> 02:20:52,319 well i 4068 02:20:56,469 --> 02:20:54,560 i don't like that guy geoff i think that 4069 02:20:58,550 --> 02:20:56,479 guy geoff is a jayoff 4070 02:21:00,389 --> 02:20:58,560 that's what i think and he's one of the 4071 02:21:02,469 --> 02:21:00,399 few people i had to uh 4072 02:21:03,910 --> 02:21:02,479 i had to block because he's got some 4073 02:21:06,870 --> 02:21:03,920 kind of weird obsession 4074 02:21:07,270 --> 02:21:06,880 with sarah adams and uh when i did the 4075 02:21:10,630 --> 02:21:07,280 first 4076 02:21:13,510 --> 02:21:10,640 sarah adams thing he you know thought 4077 02:21:14,070 --> 02:21:13,520 all this you know i was selling out or 4078 02:21:16,150 --> 02:21:14,080 trying to 4079 02:21:17,750 --> 02:21:16,160 bang her or something that's why i was 4080 02:21:20,309 --> 02:21:17,760 giving her a pass on her fake 4081 02:21:22,150 --> 02:21:20,319 superpowers i was just starting 4082 02:21:23,670 --> 02:21:22,160 investigating her claims of having these 4083 02:21:25,990 --> 02:21:23,680 superpowers 4084 02:21:27,510 --> 02:21:26,000 he lost his mind he was sending me like 4085 02:21:29,990 --> 02:21:27,520 20 messages a day 4086 02:21:31,910 --> 02:21:30,000 he was very threatening and as soon as 4087 02:21:34,630 --> 02:21:31,920 you start threatening i go 4088 02:21:37,270 --> 02:21:34,640 that's it you're out of my life you know 4089 02:21:40,550 --> 02:21:37,280 it is what it is 4090 02:21:43,990 --> 02:21:40,560 uh but i do think lessons here for you 4091 02:21:45,590 --> 02:21:44,000 uh yeah i listen i'm i'm here's what i'm 4092 02:21:47,429 --> 02:21:45,600 learning i'm learning that if you have a 4093 02:21:49,270 --> 02:21:47,439 big group of friends 4094 02:21:51,190 --> 02:21:49,280 somebody in that group of friends is 4095 02:21:52,150 --> 02:21:51,200 going to hurt somebody else in that big 4096 02:21:55,270 --> 02:21:52,160 group of friends 4097 02:21:57,510 --> 02:21:55,280 and it's it may be difficult for you to 4098 02:21:59,110 --> 02:21:57,520 remain friends with all of them so 4099 02:21:59,830 --> 02:21:59,120 really i haven't spoken to him until 4100 02:22:03,830 --> 02:21:59,840 last 4101 02:22:06,830 --> 02:22:03,840 tonight and for months for 4102 02:22:09,590 --> 02:22:06,840 like almost probably almost a year you 4103 02:22:11,910 --> 02:22:09,600 know 4104 02:22:13,110 --> 02:22:11,920 yeah and nobody's mad at me rogue status 4105 02:22:14,710 --> 02:22:13,120 rogue status says i'm 4106 02:22:16,230 --> 02:22:14,720 mad at you because you talk to someone i 4107 02:22:18,790 --> 02:22:16,240 don't like i hated high school then 4108 02:22:21,429 --> 02:22:18,800 nobody's mad at me but people took note 4109 02:22:22,550 --> 02:22:21,439 of the fact that you know suddenly i'm 4110 02:22:24,710 --> 02:22:22,560 talking to this guy 4111 02:22:26,389 --> 02:22:24,720 it was kind of you know he became a 4112 02:22:27,590 --> 02:22:26,399 black sheep and everybody sort of turned 4113 02:22:30,070 --> 02:22:27,600 their back on him and 4114 02:22:30,870 --> 02:22:30,080 part of me felt bad for him obviously 4115 02:22:33,110 --> 02:22:30,880 like 4116 02:22:35,190 --> 02:22:33,120 you know i believe that he had a bigger 4117 02:22:37,590 --> 02:22:35,200 show than me for a long long time 4118 02:22:39,270 --> 02:22:37,600 right but this also goes to show you how 4119 02:22:42,150 --> 02:22:39,280 quickly things can change 4120 02:22:43,270 --> 02:22:42,160 right i could screw up tomorrow and say 4121 02:22:45,750 --> 02:22:43,280 something 4122 02:22:46,550 --> 02:22:45,760 that i'll regret and you guys will all 4123 02:22:48,790 --> 02:22:46,560 be gone 4124 02:22:50,870 --> 02:22:48,800 right and you know this could happen to 4125 02:22:55,270 --> 02:22:50,880 me as well so i guess it was 4126 02:23:00,950 --> 02:22:58,790 cw channel i'm mad at you uh that's okay 4127 02:23:03,190 --> 02:23:00,960 and i gotta tell you that the cw rainer 4128 02:23:06,309 --> 02:23:03,200 character is almost ready 4129 02:23:07,830 --> 02:23:06,319 uh cw channel i got that joy division 4130 02:23:11,349 --> 02:23:07,840 shirt you always wear 4131 02:23:13,110 --> 02:23:11,359 i got one and i got your office your 4132 02:23:16,710 --> 02:23:13,120 messy office background 4133 02:23:19,910 --> 02:23:16,720 i got it and this thing looks the best 4134 02:23:22,230 --> 02:23:19,920 this is gonna be the cw ranter character 4135 02:23:24,790 --> 02:23:22,240 is gonna be the best character 4136 02:23:25,510 --> 02:23:24,800 as far as realism goes that i've ever 4137 02:23:27,510 --> 02:23:25,520 done 4138 02:23:29,030 --> 02:23:27,520 because i have his background i have a 4139 02:23:31,349 --> 02:23:29,040 shirt i got the beard 4140 02:23:33,270 --> 02:23:31,359 it's gonna be lovely i'm not sure that 4141 02:23:36,870 --> 02:23:33,280 i'm gonna have time to do it this week 4142 02:23:39,349 --> 02:23:36,880 if if worst case scenario it's next 4143 02:23:46,710 --> 02:23:39,359 monday night will be the cw ranter 4144 02:23:49,190 --> 02:23:46,720 uh performance right 4145 02:23:53,590 --> 02:23:49,200 v says i never turn my back well that's 4146 02:23:58,309 --> 02:23:55,750 sarah had her defenders who will white 4147 02:24:00,790 --> 02:23:58,319 knight hard yeah and i believe tomorrow 4148 02:24:02,950 --> 02:24:00,800 i'm gonna do a show on uh sarah r 4149 02:24:04,710 --> 02:24:02,960 adams recent appearance on jimmy church 4150 02:24:07,429 --> 02:24:04,720 and we can all laugh at 4151 02:24:08,630 --> 02:24:07,439 jimmy i vet everything on my show three 4152 02:24:11,590 --> 02:24:08,640 times church 4153 02:24:14,230 --> 02:24:11,600 who basically helped a fake psychic who 4154 02:24:17,110 --> 02:24:14,240 scams people for money uh 4155 02:24:19,349 --> 02:24:17,120 and sells people uh uh like a thousand 4156 02:24:21,670 --> 02:24:19,359 dollar course and how to open stargates 4157 02:24:23,990 --> 02:24:21,680 find more victims so congratulations to 4158 02:24:26,550 --> 02:24:24,000 you jimmy church for helping this 4159 02:24:27,990 --> 02:24:26,560 fake psychic find more victims you 4160 02:24:32,950 --> 02:24:28,000 platformed her good for you 4161 02:24:36,309 --> 02:24:34,790 lee miltman i agree with this church 4162 02:24:38,870 --> 02:24:36,319 having sarah r adams 4163 02:24:39,349 --> 02:24:38,880 then billy carson is kind of hilarious 4164 02:24:42,230 --> 02:24:39,359 no 4165 02:24:42,950 --> 02:24:42,240 look at the week he had he has sarah r 4166 02:24:45,510 --> 02:24:42,960 adams 4167 02:24:47,670 --> 02:24:45,520 then billy carson and then he's going to 4168 02:24:50,389 --> 02:24:47,680 have linda moulton hal 4169 02:24:52,389 --> 02:24:50,399 i don't think there is and like how 4170 02:24:53,110 --> 02:24:52,399 could you have that much [\h__\h] on 4171 02:24:56,389 --> 02:24:53,120 your show 4172 02:24:58,550 --> 02:24:56,399 in one week right 4173 02:24:59,510 --> 02:24:58,560 v says never turn your back no matter 4174 02:25:02,790 --> 02:24:59,520 what 4175 02:25:04,550 --> 02:25:02,800 yeah i i don't know uh 4176 02:25:05,830 --> 02:25:04,560 andrew whitley when is the next show 4177 02:25:08,790 --> 02:25:05,840 tomorrow at 4178 02:25:10,469 --> 02:25:08,800 9 00 p.m or it might be at 10 p.m it 4179 02:25:11,190 --> 02:25:10,479 depends on how quickly i get to the 4180 02:25:13,910 --> 02:25:11,200 cabin 4181 02:25:15,110 --> 02:25:13,920 sometimes there's a lot of traffic or 4182 02:25:16,710 --> 02:25:15,120 some things may happen 4183 02:25:19,270 --> 02:25:16,720 that prevent a show tomorrow night but 4184 02:25:22,790 --> 02:25:19,280 there will definitely be one 4185 02:25:25,990 --> 02:25:22,800 on friday night at 4186 02:25:27,670 --> 02:25:26,000 8 or nine pm um we got a lot of stuff to 4187 02:25:29,590 --> 02:25:27,680 finish at the cabin but i 4188 02:25:31,349 --> 02:25:29,600 now that they turned the super chats on 4189 02:25:33,750 --> 02:25:31,359 i feel like i should be working 4190 02:25:35,349 --> 02:25:33,760 more on the show and doing more things 4191 02:25:39,429 --> 02:25:35,359 for the show 4192 02:25:40,790 --> 02:25:39,439 uh you know just uh 4193 02:25:42,630 --> 02:25:40,800 you know trying to juggle a lot of 4194 02:25:44,710 --> 02:25:42,640 things at once right now my life 4195 02:25:46,389 --> 02:25:44,720 and uh it's not going real good 4196 02:25:48,870 --> 02:25:46,399 sometimes 4197 02:25:49,990 --> 02:25:48,880 i take on too many projects and the show 4198 02:25:51,349 --> 02:25:50,000 is a huge project 4199 02:25:53,510 --> 02:25:51,359 all the things that i gotta do for the 4200 02:25:56,150 --> 02:25:53,520 show is a huge project 4201 02:25:58,230 --> 02:25:56,160 oh and by the way um i need to take a 4202 02:26:00,710 --> 02:25:58,240 break anyway 4203 02:26:01,750 --> 02:26:00,720 so i noticed that pragmatic was in the 4204 02:26:07,429 --> 02:26:01,760 live chat 4205 02:26:09,510 --> 02:26:07,439 uh and 4206 02:26:11,190 --> 02:26:09,520 you go truth seekers yeah thank you 4207 02:26:13,190 --> 02:26:11,200 steph steph is going to be back here to 4208 02:26:15,110 --> 02:26:13,200 do tarot card readings on the 11th and 4209 02:26:17,270 --> 02:26:15,120 the 25th of this month 4210 02:26:18,150 --> 02:26:17,280 oh and i noticed uh i can't tell what 4211 02:26:20,070 --> 02:26:18,160 you're thinking 4212 02:26:21,830 --> 02:26:20,080 right now it's not pleasant uh charles 4213 02:26:23,429 --> 02:26:21,840 at least is here prague magic is here 4214 02:26:26,070 --> 02:26:23,439 greeting andrew good to see you 4215 02:26:28,389 --> 02:26:26,080 yes so i mentioned that i needed a uh i 4216 02:26:30,550 --> 02:26:28,399 need to take a quick break because uh 4217 02:26:33,190 --> 02:26:30,560 gotta hit the head but here's what i'm 4218 02:26:36,630 --> 02:26:33,200 gonna do uh we said that we're gonna do 4219 02:26:37,830 --> 02:26:36,640 a uh a musical guest for every show so i 4220 02:26:40,309 --> 02:26:37,840 reached out to a bunch of 4221 02:26:42,469 --> 02:26:40,319 musician friends that i know and got a 4222 02:26:46,630 --> 02:26:42,479 bunch of people to agree to let me 4223 02:26:49,349 --> 02:26:46,640 use their music as a musical guest so 4224 02:26:51,190 --> 02:26:49,359 tonight we have the pragmatics project 4225 02:26:53,670 --> 02:26:51,200 dakota slim 4226 02:26:55,670 --> 02:26:53,680 uh i want to thank him for allowing me 4227 02:26:58,710 --> 02:26:55,680 to use him as a musical guest 4228 02:27:00,710 --> 02:26:58,720 i will be right back friends please 4229 02:27:01,349 --> 02:27:00,720 enjoy our musical guest tonight prague 4230 02:27:05,270 --> 02:27:01,359 magic 4231 02:27:07,110 --> 02:27:05,280 the live chat so he can see that i'm 4232 02:27:07,830 --> 02:27:07,120 actually using what he told me i could 4233 02:27:11,670 --> 02:27:07,840 use 4234 02:27:13,910 --> 02:27:11,680 thank you pragmatic keats 4235 02:27:15,750 --> 02:27:13,920 aka dakota slim he's got way too many 4236 02:27:32,950 --> 02:27:15,760 names but 4237 02:27:36,150 --> 02:27:34,070 so there we are i'm gonna thank 4238 02:27:37,670 --> 02:27:36,160 tonight's musical guest dakota slim you 4239 02:27:40,469 --> 02:27:37,680 can search him on youtube and find a 4240 02:27:42,550 --> 02:27:40,479 whole bunch more of his music he just 4241 02:27:44,230 --> 02:27:42,560 uh created a new album that you could 4242 02:27:47,270 --> 02:27:44,240 buy for just a few 4243 02:27:51,750 --> 02:27:47,280 pennies of paypal money and i highly uh 4244 02:27:55,990 --> 02:27:55,429 oh no daniel from the context says great 4245 02:27:58,230 --> 02:27:56,000 stream 4246 02:27:59,830 --> 02:27:58,240 stephen got the season duck and weave 4247 02:28:02,790 --> 02:27:59,840 and salty cwc 4248 02:28:03,750 --> 02:28:02,800 10 of 10 wood watch again oh man salty 4249 02:28:07,510 --> 02:28:03,760 cw 4250 02:28:10,070 --> 02:28:07,520 oh seed yeah i think they uh 4251 02:28:10,550 --> 02:28:10,080 those two should do a stream together 4252 02:28:12,389 --> 02:28:10,560 wouldn't you 4253 02:28:14,070 --> 02:28:12,399 like to see that i know zen would do it 4254 02:28:16,630 --> 02:28:14,080 so cw you know 4255 02:28:17,270 --> 02:28:16,640 message him you could do the same kind 4256 02:28:18,790 --> 02:28:17,280 of thing 4257 02:28:20,389 --> 02:28:18,800 you could do uh you know like a 4258 02:28:23,429 --> 02:28:20,399 simulcast or catch up or 4259 02:28:25,510 --> 02:28:23,439 or whatever or if they both want to 4260 02:28:27,349 --> 02:28:25,520 i'll do a show and they can both come as 4261 02:28:29,429 --> 02:28:27,359 a guest and they can both 4262 02:28:30,630 --> 02:28:29,439 share it to both of their channels as 4263 02:28:33,670 --> 02:28:30,640 well 4264 02:28:35,110 --> 02:28:33,680 you know pragmatic is here says thanks 4265 02:28:37,990 --> 02:28:35,120 everyone 4266 02:28:39,190 --> 02:28:38,000 yeah oh i forgot share like sixth design 4267 02:28:40,230 --> 02:28:39,200 i haven't seen you in a while i was 4268 02:28:43,429 --> 02:28:40,240 worried about you 4269 02:28:45,110 --> 02:28:43,439 uh and i was just about i made a mental 4270 02:28:48,070 --> 02:28:45,120 note twice to 4271 02:28:49,510 --> 02:28:48,080 to check in with you on twitter and see 4272 02:28:51,110 --> 02:28:49,520 where you've been because i haven't seen 4273 02:28:53,670 --> 02:28:51,120 you i was kind of like i have 4274 02:28:54,389 --> 02:28:53,680 not seen six of design for quite some 4275 02:28:57,670 --> 02:28:54,399 time 4276 02:28:58,710 --> 02:28:57,680 oops good glad to see you back always 4277 02:29:02,150 --> 02:28:58,720 helping the show 4278 02:29:05,910 --> 02:29:02,160 and uh and a great chat room monitor so 4279 02:29:09,750 --> 02:29:05,920 we missed you uh glad that you are back 4280 02:29:12,469 --> 02:29:09,760 right yeah and uh i gotta do that 4281 02:29:13,030 --> 02:29:12,479 and remind everybody to please do like 4282 02:29:15,590 --> 02:29:13,040 comment 4283 02:29:16,150 --> 02:29:15,600 and subscribe that really does help the 4284 02:29:19,270 --> 02:29:16,160 show 4285 02:29:20,870 --> 02:29:19,280 uh youtube ai algorithm gods love it 4286 02:29:24,070 --> 02:29:20,880 when you like 4287 02:29:27,190 --> 02:29:24,080 comment and subscribe uh i try 4288 02:29:29,429 --> 02:29:27,200 i've been trying more lately to reply to 4289 02:29:30,870 --> 02:29:29,439 more of the comments i at least like 4290 02:29:34,309 --> 02:29:30,880 every comment and i 4291 02:29:35,990 --> 02:29:34,319 reply to those that i can the comments 4292 02:29:38,950 --> 02:29:36,000 section of the videos is really picking 4293 02:29:41,030 --> 02:29:38,960 up lately which i'm happy to see uh so 4294 02:29:42,309 --> 02:29:41,040 please do like comment and subscribe and 4295 02:29:43,910 --> 02:29:42,319 send some of our video 4296 02:29:45,830 --> 02:29:43,920 links to your friends or our channel 4297 02:29:47,590 --> 02:29:45,840 address and ask them to subscribe and 4298 02:29:50,790 --> 02:29:47,600 one other thing 4299 02:29:57,510 --> 02:29:50,800 that i will definitely 4300 02:30:02,830 --> 02:29:59,910 please do this is very important please 4301 02:30:06,550 --> 02:30:05,190 www.twitch.tv truth seeker show if you 4302 02:30:07,910 --> 02:30:06,560 don't have a twitch account it only 4303 02:30:09,510 --> 02:30:07,920 takes two minutes in an email 4304 02:30:12,150 --> 02:30:09,520 verification 4305 02:30:13,750 --> 02:30:12,160 and you can sign up for twitch we are 4306 02:30:15,830 --> 02:30:13,760 just over i believe 4307 02:30:17,990 --> 02:30:15,840 we are just over the twitch threshold 4308 02:30:20,389 --> 02:30:18,000 for becoming an affiliate which means 4309 02:30:22,070 --> 02:30:20,399 uh they might turn some twitch money on 4310 02:30:23,990 --> 02:30:22,080 for us which would be nice but i think 4311 02:30:26,630 --> 02:30:24,000 first we have to average 4312 02:30:28,230 --> 02:30:26,640 three people watching a stream and 4313 02:30:28,790 --> 02:30:28,240 that's going to be difficult considering 4314 02:30:31,270 --> 02:30:28,800 there's 4315 02:30:33,030 --> 02:30:31,280 sometimes nobody in the twitch chat 4316 02:30:36,550 --> 02:30:33,040 stream or one person 4317 02:30:38,440 --> 02:30:36,560 but you know we're gonna try 4318 02:30:39,590 --> 02:30:38,450 we will try to 4319 02:30:42,150 --> 02:30:39,600 [Music] 4320 02:30:45,030 --> 02:30:42,160 hit those numbers right because that may 4321 02:30:47,270 --> 02:30:45,040 become an income stream for our show 4322 02:30:48,469 --> 02:30:47,280 and also you know it's not going to keep 4323 02:30:51,110 --> 02:30:48,479 all your 4324 02:30:52,550 --> 02:30:51,120 eggs in one basket uh so i think it's 4325 02:30:54,389 --> 02:30:52,560 good to have an alternate streaming 4326 02:30:57,429 --> 02:30:54,399 platform 4327 02:30:58,870 --> 02:30:57,439 uh that we can depend on in case god 4328 02:31:02,550 --> 02:30:58,880 forbid something happens with the 4329 02:31:09,670 --> 02:31:06,550 uh okay and it looks as if we have uh 4330 02:31:11,910 --> 02:31:09,680 52 followers so yeah we passed the 50 4331 02:31:16,389 --> 02:31:11,920 follower mark for needing 4332 02:31:21,030 --> 02:31:19,349 and let me see no i don't see any other 4333 02:31:24,150 --> 02:31:21,040 notifications and also 4334 02:31:27,110 --> 02:31:24,160 uh i do have to shout out somebody 4335 02:31:28,790 --> 02:31:27,120 very kind person you remember we have 4336 02:31:30,469 --> 02:31:28,800 the super chats now so i haven't been 4337 02:31:33,270 --> 02:31:30,479 mentioning but you can donate 4338 02:31:33,750 --> 02:31:33,280 by paypal there's a one-time donate 4339 02:31:36,710 --> 02:31:33,760 button 4340 02:31:38,230 --> 02:31:36,720 on paypal or excuse me on our about 4341 02:31:39,990 --> 02:31:38,240 section if you go to the about section 4342 02:31:41,670 --> 02:31:40,000 of our channel 4343 02:31:43,510 --> 02:31:41,680 or in the channel in the upper right 4344 02:31:45,910 --> 02:31:43,520 corner there's a little donate by 4345 02:31:47,750 --> 02:31:45,920 paypal button you can use that and make 4346 02:31:50,070 --> 02:31:47,760 a paypal donation 4347 02:31:51,750 --> 02:31:50,080 uh which directly supports the show 4348 02:31:58,389 --> 02:31:51,760 everything you see here 4349 02:32:01,910 --> 02:31:58,399 paid for with viewer supported help 4350 02:32:04,710 --> 02:32:01,920 which i'm very proud of so uh 4351 02:32:06,230 --> 02:32:04,720 we had somebody uh send on may 4th a 4352 02:32:08,870 --> 02:32:06,240 kind and generous 30 4353 02:32:10,150 --> 02:32:08,880 donation i want to acknowledge and thank 4354 02:32:11,910 --> 02:32:10,160 them 4355 02:32:13,750 --> 02:32:11,920 really means a lot to me that's very 4356 02:32:15,750 --> 02:32:13,760 generous of you 4357 02:32:17,830 --> 02:32:15,760 and just said support of truthseeker 4358 02:32:18,550 --> 02:32:17,840 show now they did not include their user 4359 02:32:20,309 --> 02:32:18,560 id so i 4360 02:32:21,910 --> 02:32:20,319 emailed them and said please give me 4361 02:32:23,670 --> 02:32:21,920 your chatroom user id 4362 02:32:25,429 --> 02:32:23,680 because i would very much like to thank 4363 02:32:28,710 --> 02:32:25,439 you um 4364 02:32:29,670 --> 02:32:28,720 live on air and they chose to remain 4365 02:32:33,030 --> 02:32:29,680 anonymous 4366 02:32:36,150 --> 02:32:33,040 uh yeah 4367 02:32:39,750 --> 02:32:36,160 and andrew whitley is correct 4368 02:32:42,230 --> 02:32:39,760 one second andrew i was getting there 4369 02:32:43,110 --> 02:32:42,240 yeah so i've been behind i haven't been 4370 02:32:46,469 --> 02:32:43,120 checking in 4371 02:32:48,550 --> 02:32:46,479 because of the uh yeah because of the 4372 02:32:51,030 --> 02:32:48,560 because of the super chats lately i have 4373 02:32:51,429 --> 02:32:51,040 not been checking in but andrew whitley 4374 02:32:55,910 --> 02:32:51,439 and 4375 02:32:56,550 --> 02:32:55,920 generous donation of ten dollars 4376 02:32:58,630 --> 02:32:56,560 recently 4377 02:33:00,790 --> 02:32:58,640 as well so i just want to acknowledge 4378 02:33:03,750 --> 02:33:00,800 you and thank you for your generosity 4379 02:33:05,510 --> 02:33:03,760 and your continued support of the show 4380 02:33:07,590 --> 02:33:05,520 really does mean a lot to me 4381 02:33:09,590 --> 02:33:07,600 i'm gonna get to live i'm gonna get to 4382 02:33:13,349 --> 02:33:09,600 live a dream here 4383 02:33:15,270 --> 02:33:13,359 uh basically you know i'm sure when i 4384 02:33:16,630 --> 02:33:15,280 was a kid i thought i want to run my own 4385 02:33:18,150 --> 02:33:16,640 television show 4386 02:33:19,830 --> 02:33:18,160 but at the time my only frame of 4387 02:33:21,429 --> 02:33:19,840 reference was like merv griffin and 4388 02:33:22,870 --> 02:33:21,439 johnny carson so 4389 02:33:24,469 --> 02:33:22,880 when i was a little little kid i 4390 02:33:26,150 --> 02:33:24,479 remember thinking yeah i want to run my 4391 02:33:28,469 --> 02:33:26,160 own talk show like 4392 02:33:30,870 --> 02:33:28,479 merv griffin or johnny carson show my 4393 02:33:33,590 --> 02:33:30,880 age merge griffin 4394 02:33:33,990 --> 02:33:33,600 but uh yeah i'm getting to do that i'm 4395 02:33:36,710 --> 02:33:34,000 getting 4396 02:33:37,429 --> 02:33:36,720 to just make basically make a television 4397 02:33:38,870 --> 02:33:37,439 show 4398 02:33:40,550 --> 02:33:38,880 and one other bit of business that i 4399 02:33:42,309 --> 02:33:40,560 wanted to mention is that uh 4400 02:33:43,910 --> 02:33:42,319 yeah so thank you andrew whitley and 4401 02:33:44,710 --> 02:33:43,920 thank you bee geez who i didn't see 4402 02:33:47,910 --> 02:33:44,720 tonight but 4403 02:33:49,030 --> 02:33:47,920 maybe she'll hear me thanking her on the 4404 02:33:51,110 --> 02:33:49,040 replay 4405 02:33:53,030 --> 02:33:51,120 thank you guys very very much and thank 4406 02:33:53,670 --> 02:33:53,040 you to our anonymous donator who gave me 4407 02:33:56,070 --> 02:33:53,680 30 4408 02:33:58,070 --> 02:33:56,080 and doesn't even want the shout well 4409 02:33:59,429 --> 02:33:58,080 they were okay they just went i'd rather 4410 02:34:02,070 --> 02:33:59,439 people didn't know 4411 02:34:02,790 --> 02:34:02,080 um you know whatever i want to remain 4412 02:34:04,630 --> 02:34:02,800 anonymous 4413 02:34:05,990 --> 02:34:04,640 please respect that and certainly we do 4414 02:34:11,429 --> 02:34:06,000 if you want to remain anonymous 4415 02:34:14,950 --> 02:34:13,750 oh yeah bernard konkin is here can i get 4416 02:34:17,990 --> 02:34:14,960 to anything bro 4417 02:34:19,590 --> 02:34:18,000 like a watch bernard conkin was 55 4418 02:34:22,150 --> 02:34:19,600 minutes late to our show 4419 02:34:25,110 --> 02:34:22,160 last night it made me feel time for 55 4420 02:34:30,070 --> 02:34:27,910 and then i just gave up i gave up on you 4421 02:34:31,990 --> 02:34:30,080 bro i gave up on you mr conkin but 4422 02:34:36,710 --> 02:34:32,000 we're going to try that again sometime 4423 02:34:41,590 --> 02:34:39,110 eric anderson says it's subversive show 4424 02:34:43,030 --> 02:34:41,600 disguises sobriety show disguised as a 4425 02:34:45,750 --> 02:34:43,040 quiz show 4426 02:34:47,030 --> 02:34:45,760 yes and success design says thank you 30 4427 02:34:49,270 --> 02:34:47,040 donator yeah 4428 02:34:50,710 --> 02:34:49,280 that is so generous thank you especially 4429 02:34:52,950 --> 02:34:50,720 today's economy 4430 02:34:55,270 --> 02:34:52,960 so thank you very very much kind and 4431 02:34:57,110 --> 02:34:55,280 generous anonymous donator 4432 02:34:58,309 --> 02:34:57,120 we really do appreciate every dollar 4433 02:35:01,429 --> 02:34:58,319 helps to keep the show 4434 02:35:01,910 --> 02:35:01,439 rolling along oh i was talking about 4435 02:35:05,429 --> 02:35:01,920 these 4436 02:35:07,190 --> 02:35:05,439 um a little bit of showbiz 4437 02:35:08,790 --> 02:35:07,200 stuff that i just wanted to talk about i 4438 02:35:11,910 --> 02:35:08,800 had a few people 4439 02:35:13,349 --> 02:35:11,920 too complain to me that the show is not 4440 02:35:15,670 --> 02:35:13,359 in full hd 4441 02:35:16,950 --> 02:35:15,680 this is a stream yard limitation and not 4442 02:35:18,950 --> 02:35:16,960 a limitation 4443 02:35:20,230 --> 02:35:18,960 you know it's not like i i definitely 4444 02:35:22,469 --> 02:35:20,240 have hd 4445 02:35:23,990 --> 02:35:22,479 full hd webcams but stream yard limits 4446 02:35:27,750 --> 02:35:24,000 use 720 4447 02:35:28,469 --> 02:35:27,760 hd not 1080 hd unless you pay them twice 4448 02:35:30,550 --> 02:35:28,479 as much 4449 02:35:31,750 --> 02:35:30,560 and i was considering doing that but 4450 02:35:33,590 --> 02:35:31,760 really 4451 02:35:35,030 --> 02:35:33,600 you get more streaming locations and the 4452 02:35:36,309 --> 02:35:35,040 only one that i'm aware of right now 4453 02:35:39,910 --> 02:35:36,319 that i could go to is 4454 02:35:41,670 --> 02:35:39,920 is d live i don't think periscope is 4455 02:35:44,710 --> 02:35:41,680 working yet or they haven't finished 4456 02:35:47,190 --> 02:35:44,720 integrating it with twitter right so i'm 4457 02:35:50,630 --> 02:35:47,200 not sure that's even working now 4458 02:35:53,110 --> 02:35:50,640 yeah so um it's certainly 4459 02:35:54,870 --> 02:35:53,120 we wanna we would prefer to be hd but i 4460 02:35:56,710 --> 02:35:54,880 don't consider paying twice as much for 4461 02:35:58,070 --> 02:35:56,720 the software worth it if 4462 02:35:59,830 --> 02:35:58,080 all we're going to get out of it is 4463 02:36:01,349 --> 02:35:59,840 higher video quality 4464 02:36:03,270 --> 02:36:01,359 and the reason that i believe that is 4465 02:36:05,270 --> 02:36:03,280 because i was unaware of this until i 4466 02:36:06,630 --> 02:36:05,280 really dug into the youtube statistics 4467 02:36:08,790 --> 02:36:06,640 recently 4468 02:36:10,550 --> 02:36:08,800 most people are watching or listening to 4469 02:36:13,270 --> 02:36:10,560 the show on their phones 4470 02:36:14,230 --> 02:36:13,280 so the difference between 720 and 1080 4471 02:36:16,630 --> 02:36:14,240 on your phone 4472 02:36:18,469 --> 02:36:16,640 is not going to matter it may be it'll 4473 02:36:20,550 --> 02:36:18,479 matter if you're watching me on a 50 or 4474 02:36:21,190 --> 02:36:20,560 70 inch big screen tv in your living 4475 02:36:23,830 --> 02:36:21,200 room 4476 02:36:25,590 --> 02:36:23,840 but most people and i i was i was 4477 02:36:28,389 --> 02:36:25,600 actually surprised by this 4478 02:36:28,710 --> 02:36:28,399 most people are watching on their phones 4479 02:36:30,230 --> 02:36:28,720 so 4480 02:36:32,389 --> 02:36:30,240 the difference in quality is not going 4481 02:36:36,710 --> 02:36:32,399 to matter very much 4482 02:36:39,590 --> 02:36:36,720 also i did i did 4483 02:36:41,429 --> 02:36:39,600 recently work on the multi-camera setup 4484 02:36:44,230 --> 02:36:41,439 again and i got it almost licked 4485 02:36:45,510 --> 02:36:44,240 next week we're multi-camera so there's 4486 02:36:48,309 --> 02:36:45,520 going to be at least three 4487 02:36:49,830 --> 02:36:48,319 probably five cameras in here i've 4488 02:36:50,389 --> 02:36:49,840 figured it all out how to get it all 4489 02:36:51,750 --> 02:36:50,399 working 4490 02:36:53,510 --> 02:36:51,760 and rogue status if it's not too 4491 02:36:56,230 --> 02:36:53,520 personal how old is your little boy 4492 02:36:57,270 --> 02:36:56,240 my youngest is four and he turns five at 4493 02:36:59,990 --> 02:36:57,280 the end of this 4494 02:37:00,389 --> 02:37:00,000 uh or i'm sorry he doesn't turn five 4495 02:37:04,630 --> 02:37:00,399 until 4496 02:37:08,150 --> 02:37:04,640 june 11th uh so pretty shortly 4497 02:37:10,389 --> 02:37:08,160 uh pretty shortly he 4498 02:37:11,910 --> 02:37:10,399 uh he will be five years old and my 4499 02:37:15,349 --> 02:37:11,920 oldest is nine now 4500 02:37:18,950 --> 02:37:15,359 rogue status and both boys so i have 4501 02:37:21,510 --> 02:37:18,960 quite an active and loud household 4502 02:37:22,469 --> 02:37:21,520 rogue status says mine is for it hey we 4503 02:37:26,230 --> 02:37:22,479 gotta have a play date 4504 02:37:28,070 --> 02:37:26,240 right that would be fun my kid could use 4505 02:37:29,429 --> 02:37:28,080 some other kids around rogue status i 4506 02:37:30,389 --> 02:37:29,439 don't know about yours but my kid has 4507 02:37:32,550 --> 02:37:30,399 been in the house 4508 02:37:34,950 --> 02:37:32,560 by himself or with me or his brother and 4509 02:37:36,710 --> 02:37:34,960 mother for like a year now he has 4510 02:37:39,030 --> 02:37:36,720 he used to go to preschool and he had 4511 02:37:43,030 --> 02:37:39,040 other friends and things and that's gone 4512 02:37:44,790 --> 02:37:43,040 and i hate that you know yeah 4513 02:37:46,630 --> 02:37:44,800 jeremy was going to click onto your show 4514 02:37:48,710 --> 02:37:46,640 until you realize that you weren't live 4515 02:37:50,230 --> 02:37:48,720 and i was the reason why but we all have 4516 02:37:51,670 --> 02:37:50,240 much love for you my friend i will be on 4517 02:37:55,510 --> 02:37:51,680 next time 4518 02:37:57,270 --> 02:37:55,520 yeah okay we're gonna have to work 4519 02:37:58,469 --> 02:37:57,280 around your sleep schedule dude because 4520 02:38:00,550 --> 02:37:58,479 i don't what you what 4521 02:38:02,150 --> 02:38:00,560 what do you do go to bed at noon and you 4522 02:38:04,230 --> 02:38:02,160 can't wake up by eight o'clock to be 4523 02:38:05,429 --> 02:38:04,240 somewhere at nine o'clock that's crazy 4524 02:38:10,790 --> 02:38:05,439 bro but 4525 02:38:14,070 --> 02:38:13,190 much uh bernard congress has much love 4526 02:38:21,510 --> 02:38:14,080 and respect to you 4527 02:38:24,790 --> 02:38:22,870 oh rogue you get them every other 4528 02:38:26,870 --> 02:38:24,800 weekend well listen i will 4529 02:38:28,309 --> 02:38:26,880 listen because you're so close and if a 4530 02:38:30,710 --> 02:38:28,319 fellow philly native 4531 02:38:32,550 --> 02:38:30,720 right um we're going to be having a 4532 02:38:33,110 --> 02:38:32,560 birthday party for him here hopefully 4533 02:38:34,950 --> 02:38:33,120 you get 4534 02:38:36,950 --> 02:38:34,960 it'll be on the weekend that you have 4535 02:38:38,550 --> 02:38:36,960 your son you're most welcome here 4536 02:38:41,030 --> 02:38:38,560 we're gonna have like a superhero party 4537 02:38:43,110 --> 02:38:41,040 with spiderman and maybe batman too 4538 02:38:44,230 --> 02:38:43,120 i don't know every year we do some kind 4539 02:38:45,990 --> 02:38:44,240 of character for him and he wants 4540 02:38:49,349 --> 02:38:46,000 superheroes 4541 02:38:53,030 --> 02:38:51,270 bernard hunk and i'm a nocturnal vampire 4542 02:38:56,150 --> 02:38:53,040 for sure yeah like every good 4543 02:38:59,349 --> 02:38:56,160 crazy person especially crazy 4544 02:39:04,150 --> 02:38:59,359 man scientist type you know that's 4545 02:39:07,910 --> 02:39:06,150 bs alert buddy says jeremy wants to ask 4546 02:39:11,270 --> 02:39:07,920 jeremy about 4547 02:39:13,030 --> 02:39:11,280 patel yeah patel institute is very very 4548 02:39:13,830 --> 02:39:13,040 interesting and they may have all those 4549 02:39:15,990 --> 02:39:13,840 alien 4550 02:39:18,150 --> 02:39:16,000 stuff they might they might be the 4551 02:39:19,830 --> 02:39:18,160 reason bs alert buddy that we don't know 4552 02:39:21,910 --> 02:39:19,840 the truth about aliens because the 4553 02:39:23,990 --> 02:39:21,920 people from the patel institute are 4554 02:39:30,790 --> 02:39:24,000 hoarding that up 4555 02:39:35,590 --> 02:39:33,750 i feel weird not gonna lie why not 4556 02:39:36,870 --> 02:39:35,600 highlight my comments did i miss 4557 02:39:40,230 --> 02:39:36,880 something that you said that was 4558 02:39:45,830 --> 02:39:40,240 important prank magic i apologize 4559 02:39:49,830 --> 02:39:47,830 rock status my kid is a hulk freak well 4560 02:39:51,990 --> 02:39:49,840 i don't think we can manage the hulk but 4561 02:39:53,670 --> 02:39:52,000 we might manage spider-man and batman or 4562 02:39:54,710 --> 02:39:53,680 spider-man or batman we'll see what 4563 02:39:57,910 --> 02:39:54,720 happens 4564 02:40:00,070 --> 02:39:57,920 right yeah so 4565 02:40:01,190 --> 02:40:00,080 listen we're going on three hours now 4566 02:40:03,429 --> 02:40:01,200 this uh 4567 02:40:05,429 --> 02:40:03,439 and i once in a while i like a long 4568 02:40:05,990 --> 02:40:05,439 stream because honestly the numbers are 4569 02:40:08,630 --> 02:40:06,000 better 4570 02:40:10,309 --> 02:40:08,640 you know mostly because people jump in 4571 02:40:12,070 --> 02:40:10,319 and listen to 20 minutes 4572 02:40:13,830 --> 02:40:12,080 and then jump out maybe they come back 4573 02:40:15,670 --> 02:40:13,840 and listen to it again i don't know why 4574 02:40:16,550 --> 02:40:15,680 but if you do a long stream like a three 4575 02:40:18,870 --> 02:40:16,560 hour stream 4576 02:40:20,790 --> 02:40:18,880 the numbers are generally are generally 4577 02:40:23,910 --> 02:40:20,800 better than if you do like a 4578 02:40:25,269 --> 02:40:23,920 half hour or an hour stream once a while 4579 02:40:27,030 --> 02:40:25,279 i will do a long one 4580 02:40:28,710 --> 02:40:27,040 and i feel like we got you guys got 4581 02:40:29,190 --> 02:40:28,720 gypped yesterday because there was no 4582 02:40:34,070 --> 02:40:29,200 show 4583 02:40:37,190 --> 02:40:34,080 so uh 4584 02:40:42,710 --> 02:40:37,200 oh i didn't know that i apologize i 4585 02:40:45,910 --> 02:40:44,309 did you tell me you didn't want me to 4586 02:40:49,429 --> 02:40:45,920 play it on the show with zen 4587 02:40:52,389 --> 02:40:49,439 if you did i oh my geez see 4588 02:40:52,950 --> 02:40:52,399 see now i've offended somebody it's so 4589 02:40:55,750 --> 02:40:52,960 easy 4590 02:40:56,790 --> 02:40:55,760 to offend people if you did not want to 4591 02:40:59,510 --> 02:40:56,800 play tonight 4592 02:41:01,190 --> 02:40:59,520 i apologize and i hope that is enough 4593 02:41:02,790 --> 02:41:01,200 but we didn't play it during his 4594 02:41:04,389 --> 02:41:02,800 appearance we played it during my 4595 02:41:08,550 --> 02:41:04,399 wrap-up and uh 4596 02:41:10,469 --> 02:41:08,560 yeah oops did we talk about it 4597 02:41:12,309 --> 02:41:10,479 i must have been drunk greg magic and 4598 02:41:14,230 --> 02:41:12,319 you'll have to forgive me 4599 02:41:19,510 --> 02:41:14,240 look i gotta check my twitter dms i 4600 02:41:19,520 --> 02:41:25,349 let me see 4601 02:41:25,359 --> 02:41:32,710 dude i asked you not to do that oh no 4602 02:41:32,720 --> 02:41:38,389 no you are incorrect 4603 02:41:43,510 --> 02:41:40,870 oh no you're correct i didn't know that 4604 02:41:44,630 --> 02:41:43,520 you said it yesterday at 306 a.m 4605 02:41:46,950 --> 02:41:44,640 that could have something to do with the 4606 02:41:48,950 --> 02:41:46,960 fact that i don't remember it just don't 4607 02:41:52,790 --> 02:41:48,960 add my music to the zen show 4608 02:41:55,990 --> 02:41:52,800 and i did exactly oh man i feel like 4609 02:41:56,469 --> 02:41:56,000 a whole nail i did exactly what prank 4610 02:41:59,750 --> 02:41:56,479 magic 4611 02:42:03,510 --> 02:41:59,760 asked me not to do oh 4612 02:42:07,990 --> 02:42:06,790 oh no he did he said please just don't 4613 02:42:10,710 --> 02:42:08,000 use my music 4614 02:42:11,269 --> 02:42:10,720 on the on the zen show all right well 4615 02:42:13,990 --> 02:42:11,279 listen 4616 02:42:14,950 --> 02:42:14,000 we allowed you to state your objection 4617 02:42:17,910 --> 02:42:14,960 to 4618 02:42:19,349 --> 02:42:17,920 us using it oops i i really am sorry i 4619 02:42:21,349 --> 02:42:19,359 really wouldn't have done that if i had 4620 02:42:21,990 --> 02:42:21,359 caught that i did not catch you saying 4621 02:42:23,830 --> 02:42:22,000 that 4622 02:42:25,030 --> 02:42:23,840 i caught you saying the later stuff and 4623 02:42:28,389 --> 02:42:25,040 i remember 4624 02:42:28,790 --> 02:42:28,399 but i did not call i did not catch you 4625 02:42:30,550 --> 02:42:28,800 saying 4626 02:42:33,429 --> 02:42:30,560 please don't use my music on the zen 4627 02:42:36,550 --> 02:42:33,439 show or i certainly wouldn't have 4628 02:42:38,150 --> 02:42:36,560 done that you really screwed the pooch 4629 02:42:40,790 --> 02:42:38,160 on this one stephen 4630 02:42:42,230 --> 02:42:40,800 are you talking about the pragmatic uh 4631 02:42:45,429 --> 02:42:42,240 affair 4632 02:42:47,910 --> 02:42:45,439 yeah he asked me search he said 4633 02:42:50,630 --> 02:42:47,920 he said it written twitter dms look he 4634 02:42:56,150 --> 02:42:55,349 uh he said yeah just don't add my music 4635 02:42:59,990 --> 02:42:56,160 to the zhen 4636 02:43:02,870 --> 02:43:00,000 show please you can use it 4637 02:43:04,389 --> 02:43:02,880 any other time just please don't use it 4638 02:43:07,510 --> 02:43:04,399 on the zen show 4639 02:43:11,269 --> 02:43:07,520 and i what did i do i used it 4640 02:43:14,790 --> 02:43:11,279 on the zen show i'm a terrible show host 4641 02:43:19,030 --> 02:43:17,670 yeah well listen i prank magic i will 4642 02:43:21,190 --> 02:43:19,040 use it on another show 4643 02:43:23,349 --> 02:43:21,200 and i apologize for using it one that 4644 02:43:23,670 --> 02:43:23,359 you specifically told me not to i really 4645 02:43:27,590 --> 02:43:23,680 did 4646 02:43:30,710 --> 02:43:29,590 i would not have intentionally used that 4647 02:43:32,870 --> 02:43:30,720 music uh 4648 02:43:35,910 --> 02:43:32,880 if i had known that you had previously 4649 02:43:36,230 --> 02:43:35,920 objected to using it on tonight's show 4650 02:43:38,710 --> 02:43:36,240 but 4651 02:43:41,110 --> 02:43:38,720 uh and please don't make me like 4652 02:43:42,389 --> 02:43:41,120 download this video and edit it out and 4653 02:43:44,630 --> 02:43:42,399 upload it again because that's going to 4654 02:43:47,990 --> 02:43:44,640 take hours that i don't have 4655 02:43:49,750 --> 02:43:48,000 we'll just have to uh oh yeah he says 4656 02:43:50,870 --> 02:43:49,760 it's fine thanks for the platform yeah 4657 02:43:52,710 --> 02:43:50,880 so it's not 4658 02:43:54,790 --> 02:43:52,720 it's not the end of the world i've done 4659 02:43:57,830 --> 02:43:54,800 worse things on stream than 4660 02:43:59,429 --> 02:43:57,840 do that it's all good we talked more 4661 02:44:03,030 --> 02:43:59,439 about it and my what for a road to 4662 02:44:07,030 --> 02:44:03,040 redemption thanks for it in any case 4663 02:44:08,790 --> 02:44:07,040 it's okay you forgot no biggie good yeah 4664 02:44:10,070 --> 02:44:08,800 yeah i don't need any more people pissed 4665 02:44:13,110 --> 02:44:10,080 off at me yeah 4666 02:44:15,830 --> 02:44:13,120 exactly six of design see yeah he says 4667 02:44:17,510 --> 02:44:15,840 it was technically after zen left and it 4668 02:44:18,950 --> 02:44:17,520 sure wasn't intentional no it wasn't so 4669 02:44:22,309 --> 02:44:18,960 i apologize 4670 02:44:24,230 --> 02:44:22,319 yeah so i want to thank all the patreon 4671 02:44:27,670 --> 02:44:24,240 supporters i want to thank all the 4672 02:44:31,269 --> 02:44:27,680 uh the paypal donators 4673 02:44:33,510 --> 02:44:31,279 uh i want to thank all the 4674 02:44:34,469 --> 02:44:33,520 super chatters and i want to thank all 4675 02:44:37,190 --> 02:44:34,479 the live chat 4676 02:44:38,790 --> 02:44:37,200 moderators and participants tonight i'm 4677 02:44:39,830 --> 02:44:38,800 always happy when there's an audience 4678 02:44:43,830 --> 02:44:39,840 friends 4679 02:44:45,190 --> 02:44:43,840 i have had literal nightmares about 4680 02:44:46,630 --> 02:44:45,200 showing up to do the stream and there 4681 02:44:49,429 --> 02:44:46,640 was nobody 4682 02:44:50,070 --> 02:44:49,439 in the live chat but i've been very 4683 02:44:52,950 --> 02:44:50,080 fortunate 4684 02:44:53,670 --> 02:44:52,960 in that uh usually when i do a show 4685 02:44:56,389 --> 02:44:53,680 there is 4686 02:44:58,550 --> 02:44:56,399 an audience and that audience is getting 4687 02:45:00,630 --> 02:44:58,560 better and bigger lately which is 4688 02:45:01,590 --> 02:45:00,640 really exciting for me to see the show 4689 02:45:04,070 --> 02:45:01,600 start to begin 4690 02:45:05,269 --> 02:45:04,080 you know i i used to be fond of that 4691 02:45:07,110 --> 02:45:05,279 saying 4692 02:45:09,990 --> 02:45:07,120 that i come here every day and water 4693 02:45:12,389 --> 02:45:10,000 this garden for certainly if i continue 4694 02:45:15,510 --> 02:45:12,399 to water this garden this garden will 4695 02:45:16,870 --> 02:45:15,520 grow and it has been growing lately and 4696 02:45:18,710 --> 02:45:16,880 it's great to see that 4697 02:45:20,790 --> 02:45:18,720 you know hard work really does pay off 4698 02:45:23,910 --> 02:45:20,800 and those seeds you sow 4699 02:45:27,269 --> 02:45:23,920 you know months ago eventually 4700 02:45:30,070 --> 02:45:27,279 will bring you to some kind of harvest 4701 02:45:32,469 --> 02:45:30,080 the the energy the dedication the time 4702 02:45:36,550 --> 02:45:32,479 the effort involved really does pay off 4703 02:45:39,190 --> 02:45:36,560 if you if you continue to work at it 4704 02:45:41,349 --> 02:45:39,200 and uh the success of the show has been 4705 02:45:43,269 --> 02:45:41,359 not just my success has been 4706 02:45:44,550 --> 02:45:43,279 thanks to all the great guests and 4707 02:45:47,030 --> 02:45:44,560 supporters and 4708 02:45:49,110 --> 02:45:47,040 live chat participants and people 4709 02:45:51,349 --> 02:45:49,120 donating money helping me get 4710 02:45:52,950 --> 02:45:51,359 microphones and webcams backdrops or 4711 02:45:55,990 --> 02:45:52,960 whatever we needed to do this 4712 02:45:58,389 --> 02:45:56,000 uh you know uh it's 4713 02:46:00,469 --> 02:45:58,399 really been an amazing journey so far 4714 02:46:02,230 --> 02:46:00,479 and honestly i can say that 4715 02:46:03,830 --> 02:46:02,240 out of everything i've done creatively 4716 02:46:06,150 --> 02:46:03,840 this has been 4717 02:46:08,389 --> 02:46:06,160 um probably my favorite of all the 4718 02:46:10,389 --> 02:46:08,399 things i've done 4719 02:46:12,070 --> 02:46:10,399 creatively or artistically or as a 4720 02:46:16,309 --> 02:46:12,080 performer i guess right 4721 02:46:19,190 --> 02:46:16,319 being in a rock band doing magic shows 4722 02:46:20,389 --> 02:46:19,200 uh being like a radio show host this has 4723 02:46:23,429 --> 02:46:20,399 been my favorite 4724 02:46:24,389 --> 02:46:23,439 uh i really enjoy this format the live 4725 02:46:26,469 --> 02:46:24,399 show format 4726 02:46:28,150 --> 02:46:26,479 keeps me on my toes because anything can 4727 02:46:29,190 --> 02:46:28,160 happen right you never know what's going 4728 02:46:31,190 --> 02:46:29,200 to happen 4729 02:46:32,309 --> 02:46:31,200 um i got off tangent there but i was 4730 02:46:34,150 --> 02:46:32,319 trying to 4731 02:46:35,910 --> 02:46:34,160 say i'm always happy when there's an 4732 02:46:37,349 --> 02:46:35,920 audience and i'm glad that you guys 4733 02:46:38,710 --> 02:46:37,359 could be here tonight and be a part of 4734 02:46:41,110 --> 02:46:38,720 mine 4735 02:46:42,870 --> 02:46:41,120 i'm sorry if anybody uh is upset or 4736 02:46:43,590 --> 02:46:42,880 offended that i did this thing with zen 4737 02:46:45,349 --> 02:46:43,600 tonight 4738 02:46:47,110 --> 02:46:45,359 but i truly do believe in a road to 4739 02:46:51,030 --> 02:46:47,120 redemption for all people 4740 02:46:53,190 --> 02:46:51,040 and i'm gonna pray that uh you know 4741 02:46:54,070 --> 02:46:53,200 that people forgive him that he forgives 4742 02:46:56,630 --> 02:46:54,080 himself 4743 02:46:57,750 --> 02:46:56,640 for past transgressions and that he uh 4744 02:47:01,190 --> 02:46:57,760 moves along 4745 02:47:03,110 --> 02:47:01,200 you know and and does better um 4746 02:47:05,030 --> 02:47:03,120 and that's all i can hope for any any 4747 02:47:07,110 --> 02:47:05,040 man i mean we're all human we're all 4748 02:47:09,110 --> 02:47:07,120 going to do stupid things 4749 02:47:11,510 --> 02:47:09,120 you know and i'm sorry if he did hurt 4750 02:47:15,190 --> 02:47:11,520 you i apologize for him 4751 02:47:17,269 --> 02:47:15,200 you know i really do wish the road to 4752 02:47:19,750 --> 02:47:17,279 redemption for all men 4753 02:47:21,990 --> 02:47:19,760 and i hope that he finds his and with 4754 02:47:24,630 --> 02:47:22,000 that being said friends i will bid you 4755 02:47:46,830 --> 02:47:24,640 a good night so good night and god bless 4756 02:48:19,840 --> 02:47:47,920 so 4757 02:48:59,040 --> 02:48:27,420 [Music] 4758 02:50:22,140 --> 02:48:59,050 [Applause] 4759 02:50:22,150 --> 02:50:53,590 [Music] 4760 02:51:20,470 --> 02:51:04,490 the treasure of the skin is 4761 02:51:30,309 --> 02:51:20,480 [Music] 4762 02:51:42,710 --> 02:51:33,830 every day 4763 02:52:12,830 --> 02:51:44,830 [Music] 4764 02:52:19,250 --> 02:52:15,260 so 4765 02:52:19,260 --> 02:52:26,830 [Music] 4766 02:52:26,840 --> 02:52:40,830 oh 4767 02:52:40,840 --> 02:52:59,570 please 4768 02:53:22,830 --> 02:53:05,260 [Music] 4769 02:53:22,840 --> 02:53:36,830 me 4770 02:53:36,840 --> 02:53:50,830 oh 4771 02:53:50,840 --> 02:53:57,600 right 4772 02:53:57,610 --> 02:54:46,830 [Music] 4773 02:54:46,840 --> 02:54:52,290 so 4774 02:55:49,930 --> 02:54:58,960 [Music] 4775 02:56:14,830 --> 02:55:49,940 [Applause] 4776 02:56:14,860 --> 02:56:14,840 [Music] 4777 02:56:45,090 --> 02:56:14,870 [Applause] 4778 02:56:46,090 --> 02:56:45,100 [Music]